Ultimately that's what I've been working on; I've been trying to
(re) train the integrity of my intuition.
I wish I could collect *everything* - even this is only a
sampling of about 9000+ out of 23000 writings I've found. I
downloaded all my FB data, G+, searched ancient Google, went to
forums, old chat logs... and I'm STILL finding missing 'stuff'
everywhere... but I had to 'draw a line in the sand' and say,
"ok... it's A SAMPLE - let's see what it tells you".
And I was kinda shocked honestly, because it fit better than I
could've expected.
I've also saved every website I went to for the past 2 yrs in a
gigantic mess I have yet to sort out. I had to abandon that part
of the project for now, but eventually I want to link up changes
in my way of thinking based upon what I read or was interested
in at the time.
The answers are coming slowly but when they arrive with
certainty, they've been unshakable, something I've never been
able to do before.
I can say with certainty that I think and process and experience
via analogy. I can't speak for anyone else but at least I know I
can say it for myself. And for me, that's a powerful thing. I
can stand tall on it - and I came to the conclusion the LONG way
- a very very long way, so it's very satisfying.
