I've even had to questioning my questioning and uncertainty and
  skepticism. That was one of the hardest things to work on.
  That's been my current phase.

  That's where the 'label making' is coming into play for me. For
  example, one of the first things I successfully identified is
  "Embodied Cognition" vs brains-in-vats or strict computational
  models of the brain.

  It was the FIRST TIME in forever I could sit back and go, I
  BELIEVE THIS. THIS FITS.

  Years of skepticism, uncertainty and questioning can take their
  toll and I had to be force myself to be skeptical of my
  skepticism, question my questioning and become certain about my
  uncertainties by allowing myself some certainties beyond
  uncertainty itself.

  It's been an interesting unravelling process. Yet, not entirely
  deconstructionalist either. I'm trying to avoid extremes...
  which I'm sure stems from somewhere too.