I've embraced and rejected a number of theories through my life,
  although there's been a core in common. I'm currently working on
  tying it together, but in looking back, It seems that its been
  an ongoing activity at least since I was around 8 yrs old and
  really saw the BS behind marketing/advertising. Oh and the
  cognitive dissonance when I tried ice skating. I remember
  falling three times and my mother laughing when I said, But Mom,
  I SAW myself doing it perfectly. I don't know why I didn't.

  So, always fighting with at least the two layers of bullshit;
  one in the world and one in myself.