This sucks. I can't pick anything.
  I always listen to other people's music. Whatever they're into,
  I'm into and I learn to appreciate it quickly, because if you
  understand someone's music, you understand THEM.

  But myself? What do *I* like?

  Unfortunately, it plays in my head every waking moment. No
  amount of instruments can get it out. I've tried. Technology
  ain't there yet. The UI I need doesn't exist, and I don't have
  the patience to compose slowly. It either comes out when it's
  being composed, or fit.

  I can play very fast on the piano for that reason and piano came
  closest, as did some stuff with synthesizers I tried once.

  But what I like to listen to is always playing.

  And i can't share it. And it really really sucks.

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