I never reached a conclusion, perhaps different upbringing. I
was raised Methodist, did Sunday School and the whole bit. But
God was always a vague thing, there was no Hell or anything
really overly dramatic. Even the stuff about heaven was minimal.
The message was basically, "Be a good person and do good things
for others because it's a good thing to do."
So, I never had a strong God thing. I tried going deep into it
in my late 20s; from Vipassana Medication to Quaker, to
Unitarian all the way over to Eastern Orthodox Christian
super-convert for 5 years, even doing the monastery thing for a
short bit.
Then ten years of business and going deep into Science.
So, I'm 43. About as agnostic as can be. I neither believe nor
don't believe. I simply don't know. God or not, I'm here and
being a good person without being a pushover and finding the
good in others while asserting myself when it's important to me,
is all I do.
I see God as a synonym for other things, nothing more really. If
it is more, then that'd be fine too.