I never reached a conclusion, perhaps different upbringing. I
  was raised Methodist, did Sunday School and the whole bit. But
  God was always a vague thing, there was no Hell or anything
  really overly dramatic. Even the stuff about heaven was minimal.

  The message was basically, "Be a good person and do good things
  for others because it's a good thing to do."

  So, I never had a strong God thing. I tried going deep into it
  in my late 20s; from Vipassana Medication to Quaker, to
  Unitarian all the way over to Eastern Orthodox Christian
  super-convert for 5 years, even doing the monastery thing for a
  short bit.

  Then ten years of business and going deep into Science.

  So, I'm 43. About as agnostic as can be. I neither believe nor
  don't believe. I simply don't know. God or not, I'm here and
  being a good person without being a pushover and finding the
  good in others while asserting myself when it's important to me,
  is all I do.

  I see God as a synonym for other things, nothing more really. If
  it is more, then that'd be fine too.