I'll occasionally put on an act when trying to get a point
across. One thing I might do a little differently is I
occasionally dip down and show, "Hey, look, I'm human here".
I've been told that I'm "emotionally expressive" online, or at
other times "refreshing". While I'm not entirely sure what that
means, I have _some_inkling. For me, the people connection comes
first and my convincing comes secondarily. I don't need someone
to agree with me, I need El Che to be a friend, with whom it is
nice to also have agreement. Since you are my friend, there's
already a host of agreements that come with it for free, even if
our reasoning processes, hypothesis and conclusions may
occasionally differ in their expressions. For me, that's the
stuff worth living for, for I could easily be alone, given some
unwanted set of circumstances in life. But if I'm made some kind
of connection, then in some sense, I am still connected in some
way... if even a word or a sense has jiggled a piece of the
mental machinery within someone else within them to consider me
a friend. I've got a 'spot' and with that spot, comes influence
whether I am there or not. Weird perspective, granted, but it's
the best explanation I can do at present.
