O_O My obsession has been the middle-age "Who Am I, Really?"
  question... that explains the nature of the last year and a
  half.* ... oh.. and the rest of my life prior to that.* Dang.
  Before > . 41/42 < After Hm. The guy trying to see himself sees
  himself trying to see himself as reflected in other people,
  culture, society, history, science, biological, psychological,
  linguistically... lol.* Silly me.