Thankfully, despite an undercurrent of melancholy that always
runs just below the surface of my consciousness, I have a happy
disposition and a positive outlook.* I know the monsters are
lurking by my feet, but I just push them away, or I pick them up
and make them my friends.* They're just lonely after all. Unless
they're truly wicked.* Then I push them down the river and teach
others how to deal with them when that demon arrives in their
mind. What would hell for me be?* Frozen, unable to cope, unable
to think straight.* A Panic Attack that doesn't subside.* That
would be mine.