Pam J Costa Hugs are always welcome! Thanks! {{{{ Pam }}}} Amy
  Gregory Yeah - once you've been there, you don't have to ever go
  back again. You never forget it, really - and I think we spend a
  lot of our lives staying busy, avoiding it. But it's always
  hauntingly in the background, hits us at 4am when things are too
  quiet. Usually when other ppl are around, we don't feel it
  though as much.. :) "