It's been an year since I wrote in my journal. Nothing is interesting to me; I
find living an unnecessary pain. Everyday, I have to fight myself to stay alive
and prevent myself from doing stupid things that could risk a painful suffering.
Currently, I am not in a state to come up with ideas for a project, all my
studies have gone to waste. I need to activate Plan C but I am terrified about
the problems it could cause indirectly. I may get on track but it's not
guaranteed.

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