Apparently today is the eleventh. I thought it was the tenth. That's
weird.
Anyway, not much has been going on besides me going out to get food and
getting more and more aggravated at those who don't fcking text me back.
Tomo finally did the other day with "I don't know how I reply to these
messages." How about with a damn apology for blatantly ignoring me for
over 2 1/2 weeks? And *preferably* an explanation as to why you're being
such an ass.
Bars is doing this shit too. It gets on my nerves. I don't like people
who do this. It's a really, really shitty thing to do. If someone was
trying to talk to you face to face, would you blatantly ignore them?
It's no different if they message you and you do the same.
I'm thinking about trying to do a 7-day fast to see if that will help me
feel better and have more mental clarity. I just worry about trying to
do it, as I don't want people to notice that I'm not eating and think
that it's out of depression or something along those lines. And I don't
want to be *starving* during class and not be able to focus.
I actually think this might not be so bad if I start on a Friday (as my
weekends start then) and then let the crappy period be from Friday to
Sunday. I would like to do this, but then again we *are* supposed to
have a movie night with pizza next week on that Friday. Dangit. I guess
I could start the next day. Or maybe I could go Catholic and start on
Mardi Gras (Ash Wednesday). I definitely wouldn't be able to keep it up
for the whole of lent though.
I could start today, even. I haven't eaten yet, after all. But Monday
and Tuesday I do have class, which would be a bit of a pain to sit
through without food. Well, Monday wouldn't be *so* bad, as I only have
one, and I guess Tuesday the feeling would start falling off anyway.
Plus I could always drink black coffee, which is a hunger suppressant
(and is just bean water). I don't like the taste of it that much but if
it makes me feel better then I would go for it for dang sure.
Part of me really wants to start working on C programming sometime soon,
although another part of me thinks that I should go with C++ (as I do
really want to do game and app development). They both have their
advantages and disadvantages, and I have a book on C that I like more
than the book I have on C++, but still. It may be easier for me to learn
C++ since I am doing Java currently, which is pretty similar. Who knows.
I wish that SDF had the JDK and JRE installed, but I realize that that
would open up security holes (and would be somewhat of a pain to keep
updated). Computer Science I and II really should have used C++ imho,
just because it's a more robust and more widely used language. Still,
for server scripting Java is good (and it's a hell of a lot easier to
teach).
I'm now about 13 minutes into writing this phlog post (phost), and while
I think I could keep going on for a while, I feel that I should take my
leave. And shower. And think about eating (or not).
