My mom who traveled 4000km from Montreal
to live with us for a while and re-locate
in the nearby town, is leaving tomorrow
morning back to Montreal for another
4000km trip.
It was getting really intense with the
separation and my mom feeling really
out of place in all of that. She was
angry at my now ex-wife, and it was
really getting nasty.
Seeing how angry she was I left the house
today and went around. I went to a friend's
place and he was also in quite the state.
He talked and talked about his problem to
the point that I didn't have time to share
about my own problems. It was perfect.
I went to theatre, sharing about using our
own emotional storm to feed our character
to feed theatre and almost cried.
Whatever state you are in, the show must go on!
So I did. I came back to my mom crying,
saying that she will leave in the morning
going back to nowhere... She doesn't have
a place to live, but she'll be okay.
Now that this drama calms down, I can
swing back into the previous drama and
see how gently I can handle it, mostly
for the sake of my daughter.
Sleeping in my hammock, I feel a bit
more at peace. I do love my mother and
we've been trough quite a lot in our
life. High intensity but can calm down
and make enlightened choice... Most of
the time.
