to tear
to tears
The wind pushed down
one of the pole
holding the tipi's flap
It tore
the tipi
melina
shed some tears
In now see how
tear and tears
are closely
related
une larme
une lame
l'arme
a tears
a blade
a weapon
Once cleanly repaired
it won't look broken
it's the beauty of
a fabric habitation
A good sewing maching
and it's good as new
What happened?
The symbolic of life
always brings about
questions about my life
My mind jumps to
juging my actions
and what I did wrong
I got angry
at the pole
still dangling
still tearing
the tipi
We have entered
a family drama
from another family
Shouldering the sadness
and rejection
A torned family
a tormented family
She called her dad
sad to be rejected
yet again today
He can't wait
for someone
to adopt her
Her sadness
is intoxicating
I'm worried
about my own
daugther
How will she
take it?
Somedays I'm sad
thinking she won't
be here in a few weeks
Tonight I'm gald
it won't be forever
We're making bonds
we're conntecting
but like a wild animal
she keeps away
A part of me
wants her love
A part of me
is afraid of her
What happens
when someone
who haven't had love
falls in love
I can sense
the power
she could have
over me
Someone else's drama
in my own home
how did that happen
why did I invited that?
Her mother
had a dream
a yogi
predicted her death
She is afraid
she is unsure
I'm helping her
in lucid dreaming
her sister
now my student
learning violon
healing togheter
this divine comedy
when did it start?
when will it end?
