The clouds have settled in the
mountains lately. Bringing a
much needed rain.
It announce a new season, with
the full moon just a couple
days ago. A small group of us
gathered on zoom. We've been
connecting for a year now,
holding Huachuma ceremonies,
around the lunar eclipses.
We've updated each other on
where we are at in our lives,
shared songs, mantra and light
language.
In the last ceremony, I went
to lay down in a small cedar
grouping and I learnt about
my couple life being over.
Yes, a cedar actually told me
about it! I didn't want to
believe it then. But it became
reality during the last few
months.
I question everything that
I am doing, and wonder what
will stick and what will go.
On a similar note, I am
still cleaning up the
house after my wife left.
Emptying cupboard of old
tea bag and snacks. I can
feel the dysfunctionality
of our couple by how stuff
was put away and never dealt
with. I put a lot of it
in the trash or in the fire.
My cat has become quite
affectionate now that she
is alone with me. Sleeping
in the hammock with me,
sitting on my lap while
I try to write! Work is
calling this morning, I
need to get going.
