How to prepare for a
DMT trip, well I don't
really know, but I started
to do this and that, listening
to my inner voice.
I cleaned the house very
well yesterday, so that was
already done. I even went
to take care of recycling
and the garbage. Around here
you have to drive your
garbage and pay a fee to
discard them...
I came back home with about
1.5 hour before my friend
was to arrive.
I started burning two stick
of incense. Then I though
that I should smudge the house.
I use Palo Santo and a feather
and went around the house
to cleanse further. I broom
the floor a second or
third time, and then
started on the sitting
areas. I wanted to have
my chair prep for the
trip but also I wanted a
bed with cushions and
blankets ready in case
we needed to lay down.
Although I planned on
smudging my friend, I
also wanted to use some
Aqua de Florida, a strong
perfume that is often used
in Ayahuasca ceremonies.
I sprayed it on a hand broom
that I had specially made
for cleansing my body.
I wanted to create a bit of
an offering to put on the
altar. I use a bowl made of
quartz, and put the DMT
with some coca leaf
and a wafer from the
church, from my Grand
Mother's funeral to be
with us.
I also prepare two pieces of
paper where we could write
what we wanted to let go
and what we wanted to acquire
through this ceremony.
I prepared pieces of wood
so we could easily burn
these papers before the trip.
My friend arrived with his drum.
We shared a bit, wrote our intentions.
I smudged him and he then smudge me,
again with the Palo Santo and the
feather. We burned the papers,
and setup for the trip.
I read that you can calculate
the quantity if DMT you inhale,
by about 1mg per second. You
need about 30mg to have a full
experience. So the plan was to
have 3 big inhale of 10 second
each. I tried that, and by the
second inhale my heart was racing,
my body was sinking and becoming
really weak. I dropped in my chair,
reality was folding gently in
patterns. I closed my eyes.
The sensation was really great.
This psychedelic, lsd feel, but
just the hallucination part.
I didn't feel much but it was
really pleasant. The taste was
also really not bad compared
to the last time I smoked it.
Then my friend smoked a bit
more than I did. He had more
visual for a longer period,
and also really enjoyed his trip.
I wanted to go back right into
it so I did. I took a few more
hit. I wanted to go deeper, and
at one point my hand and my body
was being shrunk, everything was
distorting and I though I should
take one more hit.
It's the hit that is really
hard to take that is the most
important to take!
I couldn't complete the last
hit, but the trip was really
fun. These pattern, not geometric
fractal, but just really strange.
Like the tiles you'd find in
the kitchen of an alien, nothing
fancy, but strange and different.
These patterns where circling
and moving about, re-constructing
as they were moving. Not a lot of
color, more of beige and white and
blacks. And then I though about
the entities that I've read many
times about. And there they were,
behind the patterns. They were the
one moving the patterns, not
wanting to be seen really, but
they were playful. At that point,
I opened my eye, to connect
somehow with these entities,
and I saw the branches of the
tree outside, and these entities
were the one move the branches
too. They were moving everything.
It made me laugh, I though it
was so cool that they were there,
hiding in plain sight. It felt
really good and warm. Still I
didn't completely flipped
into that other reality.
My friend took the next hit. He
took about 5 hit, and then looked
at me in amazement. He was smiling
and I could see his body and his
mind went somewhere different
this time. He came back a few minutes
later, laughing.
"Is it the music that is shaping
reality or is it my mind that is
shaping the music, which is then
shaping reality"
And he laugh a bit more.
"Is this real, tell me if it's
real. This is really crazy."
He was talking about the music
and how it affected his reality.
He had a really sweet trip, but he
blacked out during most of it. He
told me that this also happens when
he practice out of body experience,
and he doesn't know why. I told
him next time he could keep a
mantra running in his mind so
that there is some consciousness
that follow around which help
with remembering his experiences.
The experience left me really
happy and jolly. I really enjoy
DMT and how fun and pleasant it
is. I decided not to go for a
third round, thinking I might need
an even more potent dose and I should
wait for another time. I had done
this experience to familiarize myself
with it, and I could do it alone
now that I knew a bit more.
I stayed within that feel for
a few hours. Something shifted
and I was more happy. I still
feel pretty good now, and I
look forward for my dreams!
