For the last 3 days, I was on the road,
traveling to Bragg Creek to play music
with 2 other sound healer.
The event was held in a 100 years old,
rounded community center all made of wood.
The accoustice were really good for the
type of sound we created.
I had my mopho 4x, my new looper Aeros
loop station, my shakuachi, a frame drum,
darbuka, shakers... The 2 other healer
had 4 massive gongs each, many bowls and
chimes. The event was simple and nice,
the main comment being "You've really
undersold this event!"
I led with a yoga nidra practice, let
the gong fill the space and then closed
with a Shakuhachi (with reverb from the
Avalanche Run.)
A bit of micro-dose of psylocibe made
me more sensitive to the sounds, the
people and the other "energies" that
were in the room. We spent 3 days
all together, jamming, talking about
collective, healing, sound and future
plans for the summer (we're having
a couple more events) and for the
next few years (Mexico maybe?)
After the event, I saw a person who
I though was charming. My first reaction
was "nope, you're in a relationship"
To then realized, I am not anymore.
What did I talk about? Unfortunately,
my break up... I tried to save it
by saying how theatrical it was, but
it kept getting weirder. I then
turn around to present my daugther
to this person. After the uncomfortable
moment, my daugther told me that she'd
be happy if I'd be in a relationship
with this person. I told my daughter
that I will ask her permission to
date anyone, as she is the most important
person in my life now.
Note to self: don't talk about your
break-up with strangers.
It was good to be out of the house. The
relationship, or the lack of relationship,
has become quite toxic at home. Not
in a loud way but in this strange
sensation that my now ex-wife is
deeply suffering from her own confusion.
I don't know what to do for her, and
I offered her a hug, which made her
cry and went to hide in her room.
I'm planing to move out for a while
in the summer, while she figure out
her/our life...
Of course the septic pump was broken
when I came back home, and the smell was
all over the property. The pump had
been running for a while, warming up
the water to almost a boiling point.
