I want...
but not really
I want to want
maybe
I don't
really care
it's more
of an itch
But it's there
in my mind
in my life
Bugging me
just do it
I want to want
to distract
myself
to escape
my life
what am I
running from?
where am I
running to?
trying to hold on
the melting desires
like capturing
crooked snowflakes
getting deeper
getting weirder
avoidance
or decadence
do I step
into the fire
once in
for all
am I ready?
will I perish?
which way to go
if I don't know
my destination