A dream ~
a chimey fire
there is too much
fuel in the woodstove
the house might
get damaged

I open the stove
and remove some wood

Someone else
wants to keep
the wood in there
I don't listen
and continue

I wonder
Is this a
precusor dream

Dream about the future
have a different quality
A disfraction of
imagery

Like light
trough a crystal...

How would we
experience
moving trough
or accessing
different dimensions?

Lines of light
breaking apart
reality
like living
inside a crystal

but this was a dream
of symbolism,
of teachings.

The house
my body
the fire
my passion
the chimney
my energy channels
the two characters
two sides of myself

Too much passion
the excess heat
could burn the house

How to remove wood
from the fire?

My mind
can easily
feed the fire
a part of me
wants that
to continue

I know that part
'just a little more,
you won't get burned.
No, the house is fine'

but the stronger part
is already
removing that wood

In the yi-king
it would translate
to something like

To the strong person
Care is given to the
body, when the
fire is tend properly.
To the weak of mind
who only sees the flames
get burnt by their desires

As all my addictions
are waning away
a part of me
wants to keep
some alive.

Feeding a beast
which used to be scary
Now a simple
circus attraction.

I feel pitty
for it
want to throw peanuts
at it
So it could show me
a last trick
before it
fades away...

What a strong
deja-vue this is...

Writing in bed
weighting my words
drifting from the truth
to maybe entertain
a bit more

Can my words
be closer
to the truth,
than my mind
the memory
of my experiences?

A thought
a trigger
an action I won't take
a decision
to cultivate
to put more
wood in the fire

Putting in words
the reality I experience
modify