an old raven
comes to die
in our garden
I can't see
his eyes
he has a
hard time
flying
get stuck
in the greehouse
What happened
to the raven
to not be able
to soar around
the lake
I too feel
traped inside
my own house
I sleep
in my office
I live in there
I live inside
my ex nightmare
I'm her toy
the dead mouse
the cat barely
play with
anymore
eat me
kill me
fuck me
I sustain
all that
to be
a few more days
with my daughter
I need to leave
but I don't know how
I need to run
but I'm afraid
I just want
to roll in
a little ball
and forget
it all