There is a part of me
that is resilient
there is a part of me
that is freaking out
I don't want
to give into
the global
freak out
The fear
of the future
the anger
the despair
that I see
abound
around me
But it gets
thrown at me
again and again
anger, languish
suffering
I've been
legally attacked
I've been threaten
I've been played with
I've been dumped
I though
we had a team
I though
we had a boat
that protect
us from this
global madness
A safe heaven
a rock
now that ship
has sunk
I end up
all alone
For what?
To fight
by myself
the current
of a culture
that wants
me sick
stupid
and consuming?
It's hard
to stay afloat
it's hard
to stay sane
This culture
chipping away
one blow
at a time
my own sanity
It gets harder
to see the path
It gets harder
to keep the faith
This divine
comedy, I
want out
I want
the show
to stop
I fear
to be separated
to loose our
strength
to divide
our power
and to be
conquered
to loose
our humanity
to loose
our faith
I blame
this culture
that wants
all of us
fighting
all of us
separated
all of us
divided
all of us
sad and sick
We'll consume
so much more
in this way
we'll have
so much
less time
to realize
how crazy
this world is
I don't even
have a tribe
let alone a group
let alone a family
let alone a couple
all alone