If I can't be God
I'll be the devil
From one extreme
to the other
nothing in balance
like the seesaw
rarely resting
at the center
Lying on its side
waiting to take me
on yet another ride
what or who will be
the counter weight?
One step forward
two steps back...
Am I really going backward?
Or should I turn around
facing what I fear
This fragility
of my human experience
pushed out of balance
like a top
High bliss
leads me to a lack
of enjoyment
of reality
I'm seeking the same high
that I get when teaching
yoga and meditation
sharing and dancing
Every morning
met by the dry
reflection of my screen
can this give me bliss,
or make me a devil?