the cat
caught a bat
like mice
from the sky
ants and bug
ready to feast
I was afraid
of loosing myself
to her
completely
ruining
my life
and then
nothing
nothing but her
in my car
laughting
and gigling
nothing
just me
and my fears
disolving
teaching me
unknowingly
the shadows
the folies
and now
nothing
emptyness
this void
like a cloud
so familiar
comforting
a path
not taken
a path
that never
existed
I am back
in my tippi
naked
alone
and content
I can stare
into the void
once again
Wait for the dream
wait for the sleep
and explore reality
one more victory
one more shadow
metling to my side