3 in the morning
I wake up in fear
every night
at the same time
Something outside
by the window?
Or by the door?
What is it
that scares me?
Visiting my father
I realize
the fear comes
from the many time
I've been holed up
Alone in my store
pressing the button
to let the thief in
it wasn't a window
or a door
I decide to
fight fear
with fear
Naked,
I come out
of bed
I walk
in the forest
Dark mixes
with darkness
Shadows play
and dance
I can't see
but I fear
the darker
the scarier
I follow my fear
behind this tree
behind that rocks
more darkness
more fear
And then nothing
I go back to bed
and never wake up
at 3 in the morning
again