Wednesday, 14 June, 2017
I felt like going out tonight, but then.... I didn't feel like it.
I mean, I was mostly psyched up for it, except that it's cold out,
so that was a little discouraging anyway.
But then I got kind of... I dunno. I can't really explain what.
Not that anything bad would happen, but just that... maybe...
people would think I'm weird or something.
I got kind of down about it cause I'd wanted to go out and now I
really didn't feel up to it.
This was... half an hour ago.
So here I am at 7pm, wondering whether I can make myself feel like
going out again or whether I should just stay here.