Dude, life is so dirty. It's repulsive. We hide behind these fake facades
of cleanliness. But, underneathe we're all just as dirty.
Everyone is dirty. And you cannot go through life without accepting this
dirt. If you try to avoid it it will only drive you mad. it will plague
your vision, your mind.
I'll take my time with this new found glory.
I've met a new person. She's awesome.
well, i'm sick too, which sucks. Because i'm just getting into a groove.
I'm so nervous about going back to school for this shit, man. I don't know
if it's right! Then I also wanna go back to school for art but it doesn't
even seem liek it's getting me anywhere. Is it me? Am I just not tyring
hard enough. Maybe...
It's weird though. I don't want to lead her on or anything. But she is 30,
and does have a son. But, i mean. I dunno man. We're hitt'n it off good.
Maybe this will just be a temp thing? Agh! I dunno.
