I know I am addicted for sure, I only know
because of how my life changed in the past 3-4
years.
Ive been on meth almost daily for a good 2
years of that, and those 2 years have been the
worst of my life.
It changed me more than anything could, in a
bad or good way Im not sure...
But I would think it only changed
me to make me more bad. I started because of
confidence issues but now im completely
destroyed.
Alright Im just gonna keep my head up and do my
best I think, but even at that, doing my best,
ive lost all reasons to even feel happy
anymore.
I had this person in my life, that I decided to
betray over drugs...
The love of my life has left me , she could see
so well that I was not going uphill but rather
downhill, and that sooner or later drugs would
take priority over her... And now I may be high
on drugs n shit but I'm alone and hated by
those who used to be my peers.
