!Christina's 5 questions
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agk's diary
16 June 2022 @ 03:41
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Happy 34th birthday SDF!!
written on GPD Win 1, waiting to find out
if I'm cleared for clinicals tomorrow
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I love to answer Christina's monthly questions, and
read others' answers. Her June questions:

gopher://sdf.org:70/1/users/christyotwisty

1. What do you think we owe each other as human
   beings?

   Love. Even when we're mortal enemies, I think
   we should love each other.

   If we work for wages, we owe solidarity (a
   kind of love) with other working people (even
   when they suck) to each other as human beings.

   We owe fidelity (a kind of love) to family, and
   charity (a kind of love) to strangers. We
   should free prisoners, pardon debts, not kill.

2. Has your active daydreaming or reverie ever man-
   ifested a desire of yours?

   I don't think it has.

3. What is one thing people would never know about
   you just by looking at you?

   I'm a sadist. In the bar scene I flagged black,
   gray, or red from my left back jeans pocket.

4. If you could un-invent one thing, what would it
   be?

   Something to do with imperialism + resentment,
   or industry + state power + war. Maybe debt.

5. What is the most profound experience you have
   ever had with a stranger?

   At 17, after the crowd left, the wet street
   sparkled in the streetlights and remains of
   fires. I stood beside one woman in a gas mask.
   Engulfed in teargas we faced hundreds of riot
   police behind the cattle fence. We didn't share
   a language but both had experienced that day.
   We nodded at each other, stepped towards the
   police line together, stood firm.

   Later we hid under a bush. I couldn't breathe
   except close to the ground. We were found,
   kicked hard like footballs, flopped limply,
   entered their custody. They disappeared her in
   an unmarked van. A commander spoke my language
   to threaten, "If I see you, you'll find where
   she went". Pushed rough from police line to
   night street, I was lost, exhausted, scared,
   far from home.