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2019-01-25 05:05:57 ~Reinhilde ... ?!
2019-01-25 05:06:00 ~Reinhilde hi rewbard
2019-01-25 05:06:01 ~Rezor basically, GENTLEMEN! BEHOLD!
2019-01-25 05:06:14 ~Reinhilde indeed rezor
2019-01-25 05:06:34 ~Reinhilde rewbard: so like, claritas keeps running out of disk
2019-01-25 05:07:00 rewbard yeah well
2019-01-25 05:07:08 rewbard i aint the master hacker alyosha
2019-01-25 05:07:34 rewbard i can tell you how to fix it in exchange for permanent operator status on this channel and for Matt to never g or k line me ever again
2019-01-25 05:07:53 rewbard i will need sudo on both servers
2019-01-25 05:09:00 ~Reinhilde yeah, not happenin
2019-01-25 05:09:07 ~Reinhilde i'll probably be able to work it out myself anyway
2019-01-25 05:09:25 rewbard lol it's pretty simple
2019-01-25 05:09:27 ~Reinhilde that box was a bit of a throwaway anyway
2019-01-25 05:09:46 rewbard well if you can get Matt to never g or k line me ever again and maybe half ops
2019-01-25 05:09:49 rewbard i can tell you
2019-01-25 05:09:57 ~Reinhilde dw bro i'll find out myself eventually
2019-01-25 05:10:01 rewbard all good
2019-01-25 05:10:04 ~Reinhilde i don't use the box for anything mission critical
2019-01-25 05:10:25 ~Reinhilde i don't think i can get matt to do anything, he's "off his meds" as one says
2019-01-25 05:10:36 ~Reinhilde although, i'm actually off my meds and I'm nowhere near this mercurial
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2019-01-25 05:12:49 ~Reinhilde rewbard: well i found the problem
2019-01-25 05:13:15 ~Reinhilde since i deleted uid 1000, i am fairly certain it's permanently fixed, as long as that bashrc never runs again
2019-01-25 05:13:24 ~Reinhilde good times
2019-01-25 05:13:36 rewbard cool
2019-01-25 05:13:43 rewbard honestly i had no idea what was wrong with it haha
2019-01-25 05:13:45 ~Rezor AARGH! The hideous mutant squid has escaped again and has created an army of cyborg zombie soldiers to do its evil bidding!
2019-01-25 05:13:47 ~Reinhilde u wut m8
2019-01-25 05:13:58 ~Reinhilde you thought it was just wangernumbed
2019-01-25 05:14:07 ~Reinhilde nope, somebody actually stuffed a fallocate command in the .bashrc
2019-01-25 05:14:16 rewbard oh right
2019-01-25 05:14:36 ~Reinhilde i mean, if you want to render the box useless, try harder next time :P
2019-01-25 05:14:57 rewbard as I said before I am not the master hacker alyosha
2019-01-25 05:14:59 ~Reinhilde but yeah no how's life treating ya
2019-01-25 05:15:14 rewbard There's plenty of kernel privesclation for 4.4.0 btw
2019-01-25 05:15:18 rewbard we could have done much much more
2019-01-25 05:15:30 ~Reinhilde oh yeenks
2019-01-25 05:15:32 rewbard So next time sure, we will ruin all your lives too lol
2019-01-25 05:15:47 rewbard life is good here bro
2019-01-25 05:15:51 rewbard about to watch S2 of The Orville
2019-01-25 05:17:17 rewbard how about yourself Reinhilde ?
2019-01-25 05:17:25 rewbard any good TV suggestions ?
2019-01-25 05:17:30 ~Reinhilde nah
2019-01-25 05:17:32 ~Reinhilde i don't watch tv
2019-01-25 05:17:40 ~Reinhilde shit's got more holes than swiss motherfucking cheese
2019-01-25 05:17:51 rewbard oh i meant just tv series
2019-01-25 05:17:53 ~Reinhilde well, slightly annoyed that debian only has 4.9.x in the repos for 9
2019-01-25 05:17:56 rewbard that you download from the internet
2019-01-25 05:17:58 ~Reinhilde rewbard: again
2019-01-25 05:18:04 ~Reinhilde i don't watch tv series, largely
2019-01-25 05:18:06 rewbard not even watch any movies?
2019-01-25 05:18:10 ~Reinhilde rarely
2019-01-25 05:18:14 rewbard fair enough
2019-01-25 05:18:33 rewbard you may have to compile your own kernel there buddy
2019-01-25 05:18:42 ~Reinhilde likelihood 95%
2019-01-25 05:18:44 ~Reinhilde i heard "american circumcision" is a good movie, if you like engaging and sometimes disgusting depictions of male genital mutilation
2019-01-25 05:18:53 rewbard not really my thing
2019-01-25 05:19:30 ~Reinhilde speaking of compiling my own kernel, i need to update my hbsd installs
2019-01-25 05:20:19 ~Reinhilde this is some lukla cra.p
2019-01-25 05:20:44 rewbard it should be safe to keep your current kernel
2019-01-25 05:20:47 rewbard if you keep your login safe
2019-01-25 05:21:27 ~Reinhilde i mean, that's obvious
2019-01-25 05:22:03 ~Reinhilde so like
2019-01-25 05:22:13 ~Reinhilde do i pull mainline or stable here? which one's less likely to get me roont
2019-01-25 05:22:46 rewbard you should check the version and see what vulns there are for it
2019-01-25 05:22:50 rewbard and make a decision
2019-01-25 05:22:58 rewbard stable is usually okay
2019-01-25 05:23:04 ~Reinhilde i'll just go with the latest stab
2019-01-25 05:24:57 ~Reinhilde wel.p
2019-01-25 05:25:57 ~Reinhilde PELVIC 100
2019-01-25 05:26:12 &jovan` pelvic
2019-01-25 05:26:32 ~Reinhilde yeah
2019-01-25 05:26:44 ~Reinhilde i need a line of speed or some shit to keep up with fuckin Matt
2019-01-25 05:26:44 rewbard akronis, were you ever abused growing up ?
2019-01-25 05:27:12 ~Reinhilde rewbard: i've dished it and i've taken it.
2019-01-25 05:27:23 ~Reinhilde but be more specific
2019-01-25 05:27:26 rewbard yeah fair enough, I can see it in you
2019-01-25 05:27:34 rewbard i grew up with an abusive father
2019-01-25 05:27:43 rewbard was molested and beaten and stuff constantly
2019-01-25 05:28:03 ~Reinhilde nah man, it wasn't anything like that for me
2019-01-25 05:28:09 rewbard ahh ok
2019-01-25 05:28:15 ~Reinhilde just regular, smacked once by my step gramps
2019-01-25 05:28:38 ~Reinhilde needless to say i only remembered it happened 8 years afterm
2019-01-25 05:28:44 ~Reinhilde which means it must have been quite some ptsd
2019-01-25 05:28:50 ~Reinhilde from a complete nothingburger of an incident
2019-01-25 05:28:53 ~Reinhilde 05:01 < ev> lmao
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2019-01-25 05:28:53 ~Reinhilde 05:26 <~Matt> 6:31 PM <Kaela> this is intense --> what was intense ?
2019-01-25 05:28:53 ~Reinhilde 05:26 < Kaela> I need me a line of speed to keep up with this
2019-01-25 05:28:53 ~Reinhilde 05:26 <~Matt> what grammar is it?
2019-01-25 05:29:06 rewbard yeah that is normal Reinhilde, for me I only figured out how bad it was for me around 25
2019-01-25 05:29:25 ~Reinhilde i'm pretty sure the multipleness is unrelated though
2019-01-25 05:29:37 rewbard lol the DIDs is related
2019-01-25 05:29:43 ~Reinhilde this isn't really DID though
2019-01-25 05:29:45 ~Reinhilde it's DI, sure
2019-01-25 05:29:47 ~Reinhilde but it's not DID
2019-01-25 05:29:54 ~Reinhilde the story i usually tell is that ellie needed a cuddlebuddy and so she kinda created me
2019-01-25 05:29:56 rewbard you can only have as split personality under heavy and extreme traumatic conditions as a coping mechanism
2019-01-25 05:30:15 ~Reinhilde rewbard: heavy and extreme? nah, any trauma i was under was moderate at highest
2019-01-25 05:30:27 rewbard maybe you still haven't remembered lol
2019-01-25 05:30:31 ~Reinhilde the story i tell of how I came to be is not the full story but the full story involves some furry roleplay bullshit
2019-01-25 05:30:48 ~Reinhilde if you've ever heard of tulpamancy
2019-01-25 05:31:04 ~Reinhilde that's essentially DI without the disordered element
2019-01-25 05:31:15 rewbard yes I am aware of the tulpa and internal worlds
2019-01-25 05:31:23 • Reinhilde bellylaughs
2019-01-25 05:32:29 ~Reinhilde but the furry roleplay stuff kinda merged into tulpamancy stuff we'd filled our brain with and the result, after ellie played my initial character for a time, was that... well, it was no longer just ellie
2019-01-25 05:32:49 ~Reinhilde it's a really sordid tale, but everything ends well (so far)
2019-01-25 05:33:07 ~Reinhilde none of us are particularly dysfunctional, not more than you'd expect from a pre-HRT trans woman with simmering dysphoria
2019-01-25 05:34:46 ~Reinhilde you know it's really funny you should mention ptsd rewbard
2019-01-25 05:34:57 rewbard well Reinhilde all I can say is, it takes one to know one
2019-01-25 05:35:01 ~Reinhilde somehow we've experienced PTS from events that didn't happen to us
2019-01-25 05:35:43 ~Reinhilde catching a glimpse of the story somebody told of their parents ordering a urologist to genitally mutilate them... I'm surprised I didn't break down fuckin crying
2019-01-25 05:36:20 ~Reinhilde i had never met any of the people, and i was not the victim of the circumcision, but i'll be damned if their voices aren't imprinted in my head
2019-01-25 05:36:24 rewbard Reinhilde, I've made the website
https://deprogramwiki.com/ and wrote Deprogramming Modalities, it is original work
2019-01-25 05:36:31 rewbard Maybe a bit intense for you to read, but it has some tips on the tulpa
2019-01-25 05:36:33 ~Reinhilde what.
2019-01-25 05:36:40 ~Reinhilde are you accusing me of being in a cult ?
2019-01-25 05:36:48 rewbard Not really,
2019-01-25 05:36:55 ~Reinhilde you legit are aren't you
2019-01-25 05:37:06 rewbard Well, Reinhilde and ellie aren't
2019-01-25 05:37:15 ~Reinhilde aren't what
2019-01-25 05:37:18 rewbard There are others in that that maybe in a cult, of which you don't know about or haven't met yet
2019-01-25 05:37:28 rewbard That's for you to explore though
2019-01-25 05:37:31 ~Reinhilde I generally avoid the culty aspects of the tulpamancer community, rewbard
2019-01-25 05:37:36 rewbard oh
2019-01-25 05:37:44 rewbard I have nothing to do with this community
2019-01-25 05:38:04 rewbard I am talking about an abusive cult called The Family who exploits disassociative identities to create sex slaves and mind control slaves
2019-01-25 05:38:15 ~Reinhilde no, that's something way worse
2019-01-25 05:38:19 rewbard Just saying I was in it and managed to get out some
2019-01-25 05:38:22 ~Reinhilde holy
2019-01-25 05:38:24 rewbard Well yeah, you have all the sypmtoms
2019-01-25 05:38:29 rewbard As I said, takes one to know one lol
2019-01-25 05:38:30 ~Reinhilde of what lol
2019-01-25 05:38:40 -- MemoServ (MemoServ@services.): daesy has read your memo, which was sent at Jan 25 10:54:14 2019
2019-01-25 05:38:54 rewbard The signature the Family leaves on survivies is very unique
2019-01-25 05:39:10 rewbard your two favourite colours are probably green/red or blue - not in that order
2019-01-25 05:39:28 ~Reinhilde nah
2019-01-25 05:39:32 rewbard your life you have had trouble telling left from right, so you need a visual que. you probably hold up your left hand and make an L shape
2019-01-25 05:39:49 rewbard green and black ?
2019-01-25 05:40:09 ~Reinhilde I don't have favourite colors. Direction telling trouble has only happened in the past year, along with the general decline in mental function associated with the improper direction of puberty
2019-01-25 05:40:17 ~Reinhilde and even then
2019-01-25 05:40:48 ~Reinhilde I'm pretty accurate with directions. I can always get from point A to B without crashing my bike, and narrate my drive.
2019-01-25 05:40:57 rewbard oh ok well these aren't 100% indicators,
2019-01-25 05:41:04 rewbard directions are okay it's j ust more telling left from right
2019-01-25 05:41:27 ~Reinhilde i'm just about the opposite of the cult signature on that
2019-01-25 05:41:39 ~Reinhilde if i was part of that shit, i certainly don't show it
2019-01-25 05:41:40 rewbard these are just two minor points that may or may not apply
2019-01-25 05:41:49 rewbard well as I said before, you have all the signs
2019-01-25 05:41:52 rewbard to me anyway
2019-01-25 05:41:58 rewbard There's also denial programming in play,
2019-01-25 05:41:58 ~Reinhilde rewbard: someone could have all the signs and not be a survivor of a cult
2019-01-25 05:42:07 rewbard no Reinhilde it's too distinct
2019-01-25 05:42:18 rewbard I write about a lot more in Deprogramming Modalities
2019-01-25 05:42:20 • Reinhilde blinks
2019-01-25 05:43:00 ~Reinhilde well i mean, sexual abuse would explain why Amy keeps changing genders and Mel is permanently 5 years behind us self-perceived emotional development-wise
2019-01-25 05:43:24 ~Reinhilde but I'm pretty sure I'd know if some weird crap had happened.
2019-01-25 05:43:25 rewbard yes that is what I am trying to say, now you are getting it
2019-01-25 05:43:29 ~Reinhilde Also, I was born and raised in the UK
2019-01-25 05:43:49 rewbard So? It's an international cult that is in all parts of the world
2019-01-25 05:43:50 ~Reinhilde is the cult you're speaking of worldwide or restricted to North America?
2019-01-25 05:43:55 rewbard including the UK
2019-01-25 05:44:00 ~Reinhilde point taken.
2019-01-25 05:44:41 rewbard Do the others have a place to live? Do you all live together?
2019-01-25 05:44:54 ~Reinhilde what
2019-01-25 05:44:55 rewbard You should make a new place in your mind and make a small town or something and move there with them
2019-01-25 05:45:07 ~Reinhilde no man, we just do what feels right
2019-01-25 05:45:14 ~Reinhilde and what feels right has nearly no wonderland
2019-01-25 05:45:17 rewbard oh ok
2019-01-25 05:45:28 rewbard yeah avoid wonderland for now lol
2019-01-25 05:45:47 ~Reinhilde i say nearly no because sometimes we float off into a campervan scape where we end up having raucous furry orgies XD
2019-01-25 05:45:51 ~Reinhilde this is #attic material tho bro
2019-01-25 05:46:53 ~Reinhilde rewbard: we shouldn't be talking about this in main
2019-01-25 05:47:16 nooG Just to put it out there, any psychoanalysis you receive on IRC probably isn't on the level.
2019-01-25 05:47:41 ~Reinhilde nooG: well, to the extent that that makes sense, i agree
2019-01-25 05:48:28 +octopus rewbard: u made deprogramwiki?
2019-01-25 05:48:39 rewbard yeah octopus it's all me
2019-01-25 05:48:52 rewbard my exgf from texas helped write deprogramming modalities a few years ago
2019-01-25 05:48:53 +octopus i was reading that the other day
2019-01-25 05:49:06 +octopus got linked on another net
2019-01-25 05:49:08 ~Reinhilde well now we worked out who hurt trev and made him a rabid transphobe
2019-01-25 05:49:13 +octopus interesting
2019-01-25 05:49:19 ~Reinhilde i mean what
2019-01-25 05:49:47 rewbard Reinhilde, deprogram yourself today!
2019-01-25 05:49:59 rewbard people usually just don't have alternate personalities like you are saying
2019-01-25 05:50:06 rewbard and to this level too and detail
2019-01-25 05:50:09 rewbard it's uncommon
2019-01-25 05:50:10 ~Reinhilde i've heard of people deliberately creating them rewbard
2019-01-25 05:50:17 ~Reinhilde so, it's not unheard of
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2019-01-25 05:50:25 rewbard Reinhilde, that is different
2019-01-25 05:50:35 rewbard I am talking about complete amnesic personality splits
2019-01-25 05:50:39 rewbard That you didn't make yourself obviously
2019-01-25 05:50:40 ~Reinhilde i don't get those
2019-01-25 05:50:45 ~Reinhilde afaik
2019-01-25 05:50:47 rewbard Well yeah because you have amneisa for it
2019-01-25 05:50:48 ~Reinhilde never lost time before
2019-01-25 05:50:53 rewbard That is why they are called amneisc personality splits
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2019-01-25 05:51:25 ~Reinhilde i think i'd know, because time would skip
2019-01-25 05:51:28 ~Reinhilde time hasn't skipped
2019-01-25 05:52:58 rewbard well it took me more than 25 years to notice anything
2019-01-25 05:53:00 rewbard it's not that easy Reinhilde
2019-01-25 05:53:15 rewbard i never noticed lost time myself
2019-01-25 05:54:04 ~Reinhilde jesus christ
2019-01-25 05:54:11 ~Reinhilde i need a line of speed to keep up with this nuttery
2019-01-25 05:57:11 rewbard you need more than a line of speed haha
2019-01-25 05:57:25 ~Reinhilde rewbard: i'm not talking about what you're saying
2019-01-25 05:57:38 ~Reinhilde i mean this Matt retardation
2019-01-25 05:57:49 rewbard ahh ok
2019-01-25 05:57:50 ~Reinhilde it's gone from the word pelvic to... literally pelvic
2019-01-25 05:57:51 rewbard fair enough
2019-01-25 05:58:27 ~Reinhilde jovan`: can you like, give us a condensed synopsis of what's going on on Mattnet
2019-01-25 05:58:56 &jovan` no damn idea whats he doing
2019-01-25 05:59:35 ~Reinhilde rewbard: as wrong as you are about a number of things, i have brushed closer than maybe i should admit to "sexual abuse." Emi ran a cult on EFnet once
2019-01-25 05:59:54 ~Reinhilde well, I say 'I'
2019-01-25 06:00:03 ~Reinhilde it was Ellenor, but i remember it as if it was me
2019-01-25 06:00:19 ~Reinhilde back when Ellenor presented male on IRC, she was kinda Emi's biggest fanatic
2019-01-25 06:00:29 ~Reinhilde she can't have been more than 13
2019-01-25 06:27:18 ~Reinhilde copy paste flood inbound
2019-01-25 06:27:21 ~Reinhilde 06:08 < nooG> Were you around when I was lecturing on #panda about how unreliable the brain is with regard to memories?
2019-01-25 06:27:21 ~Reinhilde 06:08 < nooG> Probably a year or two ago.
2019-01-25 06:27:21 ~Reinhilde 06:09 < Reinhilde> Memory fails me.
2019-01-25 06:27:21 ~Reinhilde 06:09 < Reinhilde> XD
2019-01-25 06:27:21 ~Reinhilde 06:09 < nooG> There's quite a lot of research into it, and most of it makes for pretty scary reading. Not how our brain can LOSE memories, mind you, but how it can CREATE memories under the slightest suggestion.
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:09 < Reinhilde> yo, i ain't knocking that notion
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:10 < Reinhilde> i've had vivid memories of having the body shape of a red fox chasing small game through a forest
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:10 < Reinhilde> it's actually quite depressing.
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:10 < Reinhilde> and, for what it's worth, i think some of this deserves to be shared on #lounge
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:11 < nooG> The set-up for one experiment was this: The test subject was told by their relatives about a trip they took as a child, which actually never happened. They were shown doctored photos to back up the story. In most cases, the subject -- who were perfectly normal people -- would soon start adding to the story their own "memories" of the trip, which they could now
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde remember vividly.
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:11 < nooG> Their brain had created the memory, since that's what made sense.
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:11 < Reinhilde> as i said
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:12 < Reinhilde> vivid memories of being a small canid, chasing prey, tricking a human or two into thinking they tamed me
2019-01-25 06:27:22 ~Reinhilde 06:13 < nooG> Or: How the belief in past lives comes about. :P
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2019-01-25 06:36:51 ~Reinhilde rewbard: there you go
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2019-01-25 06:48:56 ~Rezor are you here to fumigate the elephant ballbag?
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2019-01-25 08:56:17 rewbard Reinhilde, it's pretty easy to tell the difference
2019-01-25 08:56:27 rewbard or at least I can
2019-01-25 08:56:32 rewbard sorry if you are unable, it's very easy
2019-01-25 08:56:52 +deavmiLaptop Hey all
2019-01-25 08:56:54 rewbard By the way, that is referred to as 'False Memory Syndrome' in this case
2019-01-25 08:56:55 ~Rezor howdy deavmilaptop
2019-01-25 08:56:59 +deavmiLaptop Haven't been on your for some time
2019-01-25 08:57:09 +deavmiLaptop Seeing as the chat is actve now. WHat's up :)
2019-01-25 08:57:11 +deavmiLaptop * active
2019-01-25 08:57:41 +deavmiLaptop neilalexander, eyo
2019-01-25 08:57:45 rewbard also Reinhilde I have applied to
https://nationalredress.gov.au/ and am recieving compensation for your apparent false memories. They have investigated my claims and found evidence to support them.
2019-01-25 08:58:27 +deavmiLaptop False Memory Syndrome
2019-01-25 08:58:36 +deavmiLaptop what is that? A syndrome by which you fabricate memories?
2019-01-25 08:58:59 rewbard It's the phenomenon of which Reinhilde is referring to
2019-01-25 08:59:24 +deavmiLaptop Ah
2019-01-25 08:59:44 +deavmiLaptop I just assumed Reinhilde HAD it
2019-01-25 09:00:14 rewbard He is just trying to justify why I am wrong, because he can't deal with the reality of how sexually abused he has been his whole life
2019-01-25 09:00:24 rewbard So in other words, denial
2019-01-25 09:01:04 ~Reinhilde rewbard: what lmao
2019-01-25 09:01:15 ~Reinhilde rewbard: enough of the 'he' shit
2019-01-25 09:01:27 rewbard oh sorry I didn't mean to presume your gender
2019-01-25 09:01:31 rewbard What are your pronouns ?
2019-01-25 09:01:46 ~Reinhilde what is not the one you used
2019-01-25 09:01:52 rewbard I honestly don't know if your gender and just presumed that people are male on IRC
2019-01-25 09:01:59 rewbard oh ok I didn't know you were a girl sorry
2019-01-25 09:02:16 rewbard I haven't seen any pics or videos of you so I dono
2019-01-25 09:03:52 ~Rezor just think how sexy you'd look with my labia in your ear
2019-01-25 09:04:29 ~Reinhilde rewbard: you're bordering on delusional
2019-01-25 09:05:15 rewbard About what?
2019-01-25 09:05:30 rewbard About how you ended up with so many personalities in your mind? lol
2019-01-25 09:05:49 ~Reinhilde rewbard: All but one was voluntary & I was the one.
2019-01-25 09:06:01 rewbard I am sure they just appeared there some day and totally naturally occurring,
2019-01-25 09:06:19 ~Reinhilde We did not just appear.
2019-01-25 09:06:29 ~Reinhilde I, specifically, did just appear
2019-01-25 09:06:30 rewbard Right. Well I hope some day you can recover the extremely traumatic memories that led to you having multiple personalities. It happened before you were six years old.
2019-01-25 09:06:34 ~Reinhilde but as a rule
2019-01-25 09:06:43 ~Reinhilde rewbard: nice try sunshine
2019-01-25 09:06:46 rewbard Otherwise enjoy your denial, protecting whatever shred of innocence you have left.
2019-01-25 09:06:53 rewbard Just saying I was the same,
2019-01-25 09:07:01 ~Reinhilde oh man, innocence? what innocence?
2019-01-25 09:07:34 ~Reinhilde abuse or not we was randy as can be since 2012
2019-01-25 09:11:16 ~Reinhilde rewbard: you seem to have recovered memory disorder.
2019-01-25 09:19:20 +deavmiLaptop rewbard, sexually abused
2019-01-25 09:19:21 +deavmiLaptop jesus
2019-01-25 09:19:24 +deavmiLaptop Only reading now
2019-01-25 09:19:25 +deavmiLaptop had dinner
2019-01-25 09:20:08 +deavmiLaptop Wait is this tulpa stuff
2019-01-25 09:20:18 +deavmiLaptop I am new to this whol personality thing, anyone care to explain it
2019-01-25 09:20:24 +deavmiLaptop I am a bit lost even after reading tulpa.io
2019-01-25 09:20:38 +deavmiLaptop Leon4, Hey 0/
2019-01-25 09:22:01 +deavmiLaptop I am lost
2019-01-25 09:29:15 +deavmiLaptop So what is up guys
2019-01-25 09:29:24 +deavmiLaptop Is this convo this like ending or are we gonna start something else up
2019-01-25 09:34:34 ~Reinhilde deavmiLaptop: This is the "satanic ritual abuse" hysteria
2019-01-25 09:35:33 ~Reinhilde Tulpa stuff is unrelated to rewbard's accusations
2019-01-25 09:40:34 ~Reinhilde rewbard: I have less than no doubt that your claims are plausible for someone with severe 1st hand PTS.
2019-01-25 09:40:54 -> Gustavo6046 (
[email protected]) a rejoint #lounge
2019-01-25 09:40:57 ~Rezor Hey Gustavo6046.
2019-01-25 09:41:46 ~Reinhilde We have severe 3rd hand PTS related to other peoples' circumcisions. It's bad, but it ain't satanic ritual abuse bad.
2019-01-25 09:42:15 ~Reinhilde rewbard: can you plug your website again? i'm too lazy to scroll
2019-01-25 09:43:25 ~Reinhilde found itTM
https://deprogramwiki.com/
2019-01-25 09:57:30 Gustavo6046 -3x^2 + 0.02 + 1.457300246196694362e+16 = 0 >:3
2019-01-25 09:59:01 ~Reinhilde Gustavo6046: What
2019-01-25 09:59:36 ~Reinhilde rewbard: posit your hypothesis as a hypothesis
2019-01-25 10:01:04 +deavmiLaptop Reinhilde, I find tulpas very confusing tbh
2019-01-25 10:01:17 +deavmiLaptop circumcisions?
2019-01-25 10:01:37 ~Reinhilde deavmiLaptop: tulpas are to be compared & contrasted with DID
2019-01-25 10:02:17 ~Reinhilde deavmiLaptop: the situation i am talking about involves people being circumcised as punishment for liking dicks. I know a victim of that.
2019-01-25 10:03:29 Gustavo6046 Reinhilde, it's a quadratic equation
2019-01-25 10:03:37 Gustavo6046 the solution won't disappoint u
2019-01-25 10:03:45 ~Reinhilde Gustavo6046: I didn't take Trig
2019-01-25 10:04:11 Gustavo6046 it isn't trigonometry
2019-01-25 10:04:48 ~Reinhilde From my view I'm just a cuddly vixen who came about to give a lonely husky a loving friend
2019-01-25 10:04:48 Gustavo6046 just put it in wolframalpha.com
2019-01-25 10:05:11 Gustavo6046 .....ok
2019-01-25 10:06:40 ~Reinhilde enough 69 to round to 7
2019-01-25 10:06:47 Gustavo6046 yes
2019-01-25 10:07:37 +deavmiLaptop Jesus well that is bad
2019-01-25 10:07:40 +deavmiLaptop licking dcks
2019-01-25 10:07:45 +deavmiLaptop So gay basiclly
2019-01-25 10:07:46 Gustavo6046 I know lol
2019-01-25 10:07:50 +deavmiLaptop would be easier if you just sai that
2019-01-25 10:07:52 Gustavo6046 it's just a shitty joke
2019-01-25 10:07:55 ~Reinhilde Ur gey deavmiLaptop
2019-01-25 10:08:16 +deavmiLaptop I am mega he t e r o s e x u a l
2019-01-25 10:08:23 +deavmiLaptop LIBTARDS TROLLED LE EPIC STYLE
2019-01-25 10:08:30 +deavmiLaptop Fuck my memes
2019-01-25 10:08:30 Gustavo6046 .-.
2019-01-25 10:08:40 Gustavo6046 deavmiLaptop, your memes are male
2019-01-25 10:08:45 +deavmiLaptop Male
2019-01-25 10:08:46 +deavmiLaptop as fuck
2019-01-25 10:08:47 +deavmiLaptop !
2019-01-25 10:08:47 Gustavo6046 doesn't that make you GAY????
2019-01-25 10:08:48 +deavmiLaptop lol
2019-01-25 10:08:49 ~Rezor Gustavo6046: karma for 'gay' is unknown
2019-01-25 10:08:51 +deavmiLaptop Oh shit
2019-01-25 10:08:55 +deavmiLaptop exposed for having the big gay
2019-01-25 10:08:56 Gustavo6046 wait what
2019-01-25 10:08:59 Gustavo6046 lol
2019-01-25 10:09:30 Gustavo6046 I, to be honest, am, in real life, heterosexual (I might blur the line of heterosexuality online, though).
2019-01-25 10:09:42 Gustavo6046 But in some places online, I'm a furry.
2019-01-25 10:09:50 Gustavo6046 Some....
2019-01-25 10:09:51 Gustavo6046 places
2019-01-25 10:10:01 Gustavo6046 I'm very cautious with this kind of stuff
2019-01-25 10:10:21 +deavmiLaptop I am heterosexual
2019-01-25 10:10:37 +deavmiLaptop What is the appeal of being a furry
2019-01-25 10:10:40 +deavmiLaptop I am not trolling now
2019-01-25 10:10:45 +deavmiLaptop I am asking seriously
2019-01-25 10:10:53 +deavmiLaptop I ain't one but I want to know what the appeal is
2019-01-25 10:12:10 ~Reinhilde idk
2019-01-25 10:14:25 ~Reinhilde rewbard: did you know that green, red, blue, purple & yellow are the most common favourite colors?
2019-01-25 10:16:47 Gustavo6046 Mine is red
2019-01-25 10:16:52 Gustavo6046 Only Doom players like green
2019-01-25 10:16:54 Gustavo6046 These anus
2019-01-25 10:16:55 ~Rezor i made mashed potatoes!
2019-01-25 10:17:25 Gustavo6046 Reinhilde, I found a secret :o
2019-01-25 10:17:29 ~Rezor it was Emi!
2019-01-25 10:17:29 Gustavo6046 The 'O' in 'Rezor' isn't an actual O....it's a MAP11: 'O' of Destruction!
2019-01-25 10:17:41 ~Reinhilde
https://youtu.be/MnPobgmdYXU
2019-01-25 10:18:12 Gustavo6046 destruição
2019-01-25 10:18:23 Gustavo6046 razrusheniye
2019-01-25 10:18:33 Gustavo6046 hakai
2019-01-25 10:18:58 ~Reinhilde Gustavo6046: enough
2019-01-25 10:20:05 Gustavo6046 ok
2019-01-25 10:20:12 Gustavo6046 why the fuck am I humming the Soviet Union anthem
2019-01-25 10:20:44 ~Reinhilde same
2019-01-25 10:21:15 +deavmiLaptop Gustavo6046, Is catchy
2019-01-25 10:22:02 Gustavo6046 it is
2019-01-25 10:23:07 +Leon4 Hello deavmiLaptop
2019-01-25 10:25:17 +Leon4 gay++
2019-01-25 10:25:21 ~Rezor karma for gay is now 1
2019-01-25 10:26:52 ~Rezor Oh really well what do you think, talking index finger?
2019-01-25 10:26:59 +Leon4 appear of furry? Maybe it can be fun and relaxing to leave some roles for some, but there are very many reasons, some just are in for the people, others like rping, others escape reality for a moment, others just like antropomorphic animal art either making or watching it
2019-01-25 10:27:10 +Leon4 appeal, even
2019-01-25 10:30:13 +deavmiLaptop Leon4, hetero++++++
2019-01-25 10:30:16 ~Rezor karma for hetero is now 1
2019-01-25 10:30:24 +deavmiLaptop d++
2019-01-25 10:30:26 ~Rezor karma for d is now 1
2019-01-25 10:30:29 +deavmiLaptop ++++++++++++
2019-01-25 10:30:32 ~Rezor r ++++++++++ < demarcation
2019-01-25 10:31:29 +deavmiLaptop d
2019-01-25 10:31:33 +deavmiLaptop d
2019-01-25 10:31:36 +deavmiLaptop +++++++++++
2019-01-25 10:31:43 +deavmiLaptop ++
2019-01-25 10:31:48 +deavmiLaptop ++
2019-01-25 10:31:54 +deavmiLaptop l++
2019-01-25 10:31:57 ~Rezor karma for l is now 1
2019-01-25 10:34:52 +Leon4 they're boring
2019-01-25 10:34:54 +Leon4 pan++
2019-01-25 10:34:57 ~Rezor karma for pan is now 1
2019-01-25 10:40:21 <- GordonFreeman (
[email protected]) a quitté (Ping timeout: 264 seconds)
2019-01-25 10:47:32 <- jovan` (unknown@gateway/tor/xopo4w4zpyw2u43n.onion) a quitté (Remote host closed the connection)
2019-01-25 10:47:53 -> jovan` (unknown@Umbrellix/Staff/JOVAN) a rejoint #lounge
2019-01-25 10:47:53 -- Mode #lounge [+ao jovan` jovan`] par X
2019-01-25 10:51:29 -> Gustavo6056 (~Gustavo60@D267190C06:491CE8875D:9E4425A1DE:i6msk) a rejoint #lounge
2019-01-25 10:52:57 <- Gustavo6046 (
[email protected]) a quitté (Ping timeout: 264 seconds)
2019-01-25 10:52:57 -- Gustavo6056 est maintenant connu sous le nom Gustavo6046
2019-01-25 12:42:45 -> AlexYst (Yst@unaffiliated-robot/Yst) a rejoint #lounge
2019-01-25 12:42:45 -- Mode #lounge [+ao AlexYst AlexYst] par X
2019-01-25 12:44:30 &AlexYst It seems that the Wi-Fi sweet spot has moved from in the bedroom to in the entryway, for whatever reason.
2019-01-25 12:44:51 &AlexYst I'd rather have it in the bedroom, but at least I've found it again.
2019-01-25 13:42:03 <- deavmiLaptop (~deavmi@033959C61A:4660C354D7:BA0BDC9DD9:i6msk) a quitté (Remote host closed the connection)
2019-01-25 13:42:10 -> deavmiLaptop (~deavmi@033959C61A:4660C354D7:BA0BDC9DD9:i6msk) a rejoint #lounge
2019-01-25 13:42:10 -- Mode #lounge [+v deavmiLaptop] par X
2019-01-25 13:42:13 ~Rezor Are you here to fumigate the moose head?
2019-01-25 13:43:24 +tulpa (ﾟдﾟ( 人 )
2019-01-25 13:46:53 ~Reinhilde dickbutt
2019-01-25 13:55:30 &ronsor unicode!
2019-01-25 14:06:29 <- deavmi (~deavmi@E86E7D89D9:A4E0541F58:A627E173F8:i6msk) a quitté (Read error: Connection reset by peer)
