Things I'm Feeling
~kai
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Hello everybody, I hope you are having a wonderful day.
Over my time here i have gauged that im a lot younger than most of
the users here. Im a teenager, I still go to school. I've had a
privileged childhood. My parents are goverment workers overseas and
I have spent a big portion of my childhood moving about, it's a
double edged sword. I've never really had constant friends or
people outside of the family I can trust, on the other hand I have
gone to a variety of international schools and a privileged
backround.
Onto why I am making this post, I know i sound stupid but I feel
like a hollow from dark souls. I feel so out of touch and empty and
alone, just shambling through the days. I have also strugled with
my sexuality and just being kinda fluid in that aspect. I have
never really been allowed to dick around. It's always been super
straightfoward. I have always had to be a certain way. I don't
know, but I have ended up feeling like nobody. Just another one. My
family is also close to moving back home and that has been
stressful asf. I just feel like i am walking through a faceless
world with faceless people. An endless ocean of monotony.
