Building blocks tumbled inwards
A wasteland of derelict ideas
Beginnings never started
Stay hidden within my fears
A million different things to do
A billion people shouting orders
Lay down and scream in whispers
Watch sanity's crumbling borders
'Why me' a first defence
'Help me' never voiced
tumbled colours and noise assail
a mind devoid of choice
Trivialities are so important
Taken in lieu of employ
Hate me not for idleness
I'm just a tired boy