F U C K E D  U P  C O L L E G E  K I D S
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       simple diversity will do amazing things.  reading five
       different poems, in five styles, by five different
       people will make you challenge what defines poetry.
       does it have any bounds?  Or maybe we should ask, do
       we want it to have any bounds?

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                            VENOM

                  Empty like a cloudless sky
                 Darker then a starless night
                 Forgotten like old memories
               Yet still glittering, slithering
                      a diamond serpent
                  Enchanting with her beauty
                             look
                       but do not dare
                           to touch
                     the coldness in her
                        emerald stare
               She slides in delivering a kiss
         her taste more potent then the sweetest sin
                  wrapped up in her essence
                 overpowered by her presence
                    She lets lose her bite
                    releasing your desire
                      igniting your fire
                     she remains unmoved
                    a mass of burning ice
                        stinging cold
                      against your skin
                     feeling the droplets
                        roll right in
                   grasping in the darkness
                 searching for an empty place
            you hear her voice ringing in your ear
            Venom she whispered as she wiped away
                           a tear.

                          Bluerose



       RESOLVE: HOW TO ACCENTUATE TRUTH

       fleshing and exposed, i am not a television advertisement;
       another commodity to have people believe in -
       selling me for half of what I could probably be worth.

       inner groove and mixed, I am not a stereo-enhanced radio song;
       (please, no videos or extravagant media ploys for me)
       another record producer to promote my image -
       whatever the latest craze dictates.

       reissued, reboxed, revised, remixed and rerun -
       I am not a re-occurring fad for some fashion trend;
       style has gone out-of-style for my dollar's worth.

       preaching and divine, I am not a religious conscious;
       always confusing proverbs with adverbs and adjectives -
       hoping one day people will not need God to save them.

       designed and delivered, I am not your morning newspaper;
       but when you dissect this commonwealth, words tends to digest -
       sad to think that common sense is running a fever
       and wants to allow stupidity to decide my standard of freedom.

       Indiana Poet                    Jan. 1, 1998



       Fire Within

       - to the trees

       Looking up, and seeing your beauty,
       I wish to embrace you,
       though know I shall not.

       Disturbing your last days of peace,
       is not what I wish to do,
       though how I wish things would be different.

       - realization

       Watching, what I see in the future,
       ignites a fire deep within me,
       of hatred, and understanding
        of a new kind of life.

       Now fully realizing what it once was,
       that I had turned on,
       I really wonder if I would be better off...

       - to grandpa

       Grandpa, why can they not, just go some other way?
       Why must people insist on the easiest method?
       Don't they see the beauty you showed me?

       A Fire Within me burns,
       of the ones that had been taken before,
       the ones that will be taken today,
       and the ones that will go tomorrow.

       - my feeling

       Wishing a Fireball, to attack and change,
       can you honestly not retreat and think?

       A fire within me,
       I do not wish to see thee die.
       Please help them and I,
       to see eye to eye.

       - Kamira



       when i'm god

       i went to god... just to see.
       i found out it was always me.
       found out heaven and hell were lies.

       when i'm god... tha mystery dies.
          to many times they tried to blind my sightful eyes.
       its no surprise... seeing how the enterprise...
          lies... in my...eyes.
       hows and whys?
          falls and flies... down and rise.
          check tha time... its a quarter past nine...
          i've got five...until i die.

       i shut my eyez tight... fall asleep and awake a new life.
       they force fed me... hard they tried...
       but i found no truth in those lies... i'm too wise.

       u cant serve a dream... a dream serves u...
       unless u'r dream is true... and here are a couple clues....

       if u cant see it
        - u cant touch it
         - if u cant touch it
          - dont trust it
           - if u dont trust it
            - get disgusted and say F.U.C.K. it!!

       sadia



       The Side Show Freak

       I.   A prodigious wonder, sir!
            A marvelous contrivance, madam!
            Born of pumice and slate,
            Transformed by Ovid
            And foretold by Cassandra,
            See me and tremble!

       II.  A bittersweet melody,
            But - who knew!?!
            Mozart knew. . .
            And died. . .
            The peaks and depths
            And quite plains,
            Unmolested and untold;
            Counterpoint and divinity;
            Swell and sink and a hint
            Of knowledge unforeseen,
            Yet fiercely guarded!
            See me and quake!

       III. One in a millennium,
            But one of a millennium.
            To be envied?
            To be emulated?
            See me and shake!

       IV.  The end of this tunnel
            Lies in dust
            Where for a thousand years. . .
            An alabaster face stalks
            The sepulcher of life.
            And brute Achilles, traitor!
            Accident of bee's diligence,
            And farther from life
            Than even death. . .
            But the dust. . .  The dust,
            Akin to none, knows.
            Kalypso still weeps,
            But none hear.
            Not even me.
            For I, encased in stone,
            Hear only my own screams.
            See me and shake your head.

       Screamin'Lord Byron



       White Anger

       You are the winter of my life.
       Cold and grey you make me seek warmth.
       No hope of compassion or caring.
       Silently you tear my hear out.
       The hope of spring rain gone.
       Summer heat a long lost fantasy...
       Fall, a teaser to the pain you sing.
       My physical reaction to your material being
       it's a parallel to the hell you bring.
       Please.. let me flee...


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       F O U N D E D:                         October 30, 1997