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                dedicated to the art of the written word

                             volume 1, issue 3
                       "bringing it in under 150k"
                               August 1995



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POETRY INK 1.03 / ISSN 1091-0999
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 POETRY INK
 volume 1, issue 3
 August 1995


 **Featuring work by**

 Karen Alkalay-Gut
 Michael Morrow
 John Freemyer
 Larissa Smith
 Rebecca E. Hays
 Richard Epstein
 Jerrold Rabushka



In This Issue
-------------
 **From the Editor's Desktop**

 This is the third issue of POETRY INK, and I must say that I am quite
 pleased with the response we have generated on the on-line world. We
 have received submissions from as far away as Israel and as close as
 just across town (which happens to be St. Louis, Missouri, USA).

 As many of you may know, each issue of POETRY INK is initially
 uploaded to eWorld(tm), Apple Computer Corporation's on-line service.
 Until recently, eWorld(tm) was the only place POETRY INK was
 available.

 However, I am happy to report that some kind soul has posted POETRY
 INK on America On-Line(tm) in the Macintosh Desktop Publishing Forum,
 and that some one else has posted our submission guidelines in the
 newsgroup rec.arts.poems. May these people be eternally blessed by
 their Muses!

 POETRY INK strives to bring diversity into its pages, which is
 tremendously hard to do when we have a limited distribution base. To
 combat this possible problem, we are currently seeking volunteers to
 post and promote POETRY INK on various on-line services and Internet
 sites. If you are interested in lending a hand, please see the Help
 Wanted section immediately following our masthead.

 Each issue of POETRY INK is a challenge to produce. I originally
 wanted to do all the page design in Adobe PageMaker(tm) (I bought a
 copy with my Mac when it was still Aldus's flagship product) and then
 produce it using Adobe's Acrobat(tm) PDF format, which would give me
 the cross-platform functionality other electronic newsletters enjoy.
 Then I realized how much Acrobat(tm) costs and how large the files
 are; even when compressed by Aladdin's StuffIt(tm) compression
 software they are 200-500k. So instead I turned to designing it all in
 WordPerfect(tm) and producing it in eDOC format, which is what you are
 now reading.

 eDOC is a superb shareware printer driver which I wholeheartedly
 recommend for anyone interested in producing electronic newsletters
 and magazines such as this. It is one of only three shareware products
 I have ever thought worth the shareware fee (the others being
 Aladdin's StuffIt Lite(tm), a must for any Mac user, and Tiger
 Technologies' Menuette 2.0.1 control panel). We enjoy the flexibility
 eDOC gives us. By using fonts residing in almost everyone's Mac System
 Folder, we found we can bring POETRY INK in at under 150k per issue.
 Sometimes we will go over, but I think 150k is a reasonable aim--it's
 less than two minute's download time at 14,400 bps.

 When I started this thing, I had no idea what I was committing myself
 to doing. Now I know. And I like it.

 Editing POETRY INK has basically become a second job for me--one which
 does not pay monetary rewards, but is a reward in itself. I am
 committed to making POETRY INK the best on-line electronic magazine of
 its kind, and I think it will happen. And I am asking for your
 support. So pass on your copy of POETRY INK to a friend, upload it to
 your local BBS, link it to your World Wide Web page, whatever.

 Spill the Ink and spread the word. POETRY INK is here is to stay.

 Matthew W. Schmeer, editor
 <[email protected]>



POETRY INK
----------

 **Editor**
  Matthew W. Schmeer

 **e-mail**
  <[email protected]>

 **snail mail**
 Matthew W. Schmeer
 POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS
 6711-A Mitchell Avenue
 St. Louis, MO  63139-3647 U.S.A.

 POETRY INK is a regular, erratically published E-zine (electronic
 magazine). Anyone interested in submitting poetry, short fiction, or
 essays should see the last two pages of this document for submission
 instructions. If writing via snail mail, please include a #10-sized
 self-addressed stamped envelope so that we may respond to you.
 Donations of food, money, software, and hardware are gracefully
 accepted.



Legal Stuff
-----------
 POETRY INK is copyrighted 1995 by POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS, a wholly
 owned subsidiary of the imagination of Matthew W. Schmeer. POETRY INK
 can be freely distributed, provided it is not modified in any way,
 shape, or form. Specifically:

* All commercial on-line services, such as eWorld(tm), America
 On-Line(tm), and CompuServe(tm), and local BBSs may distribute POETRY
 INK at no charge.

* All non-profit user groups may distribute POETRY INK at no charge.

* All CD-ROM shareware collections and CD-ROM magazines may not
 include POETRY INK without prior written consent.

* All redistribution companies such as Educorp may not distribute
 POETRY INK without express written consent.

 POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS retains one-time rights and the right to
 reprint this issue, either printed or electronic. All other rights to
 works appearing in POETRY INK written by authors other than Matthew W.
 Schmeer revert to said authors upon publication.


 POETRY INK is produced on an Apple Macintosh(tm) Color Classic(tm)
 running System Software 7.1. POETRY INK is initially uploaded to
 eWorld(tm), with further Internet distribution by our readers. We use
 Global Village Teleport Gold(tm) II Fax/Modems. POETRY INK is produced
 using MicroFrontier's ColorIt!(tm) 2.3.2, Novell Corp.'s
 WordPerfect(tm) 3.1, and Michel & Francois Touchot's eDOC 1.1. We
 encourage others to support these fine hardware manufacturers and
 software programmers.



Help Wanted
-----------

 As mentioned earlier in this issue, POETRY INK is originally released
 on eWorld(tm). Unfortunately, eWorld(tm) does not offer extended
 Internet services such as eMailing file attachments, uploading to ftp
 sites, or a way to design individual World Wide Web pages. Until such
 time as they do offer these services (and probably after as well),
 POETRY INK's publishers are asking for a little help.

 POETRY INK is currently seeking volunteers to Spill the Ink across the
 Internet! We are looking for people to upload POETRY INK to:

* America On-Line(tm)
* CompuServe(tm)
* sumex-aim.stanford.edu (Internet Macintosh ftp software archive)
* mac.archive.umich.edu (another Internet Macintosh ftp software archive)

 And to post POETRY INK's Submission Guidelines on a monthly basis to
 the newsgroups:

* rec.arts.poems
* scruz.poetry
* rec.arts.prose

 And finally, to:

* link POETRY INK to a Web Page for downloading
* set up an Internet e-mail subscription service

 Ideally, we are looking for one individual to do the postings and link
 POETRY INK to a Web Page, one individual to handle the subscription
 service, and another to upload POETRY INK to the commercial on-line
 services mentioned (That's a total of three for you mathematicians out
 there).

 If you have regular access to any of the above mentioned electronic
 forums, please consider helping out!

 The more POETRY INK spreads across the Internet, the better we will
 get.

 We regret that at this time we cannot compensate our volunteers for
 their efforts. However, they will be given  our undying gratitude and
 many blessings from their Muses. Plus, their names will become
 permanently etched into our masthead and given credit for their
 support. If interested, please eMail us at <[email protected]>, and
 tell us which duties you would be willing to fulfill!

Dedication
----------
 Dedicated To Michelle Rene Werner
 (welcome to the world!)



Featured Writer
---------------
 Okay, I admit it. I blew it this month and forgot to ask somebody to
 be the Featured Writer for this issue.

 But rather than just leave this section empty, I thought this would be
 an ideal opportunity to answer a few questions people have been asking
 regarding POETRY INK. I think the two most frequently asked questions
 are "Why are you publishing POETRY INK?" and "What sort of stuff are
 you looking to publish?" These are both excellent questions, and they
 deserve answers. As I cannot respond to each individual query, I hope
 my answers in this forum will suffice those curious minds. The answer
 to why I am publishing POETRY INK can be found in the first issue
 which was produced; as Issue 1 was not widely distributed, I think the
 story behind POETRY INK bears repeating.

 I believe the electronic media will eventually replace the more
 traditional forms of written communication. With the popularization of
 the Internet spreading like wildfire, the millions of users tapping
 into the world-wide communication database provide artists and
 writers like myself a ready-and-waiting audience hungering for
 entertainment, knowledge, and a feeling of focused human interest.
 When this is tied to the fact that the monetary cost of electronic
 publishing is only production time and connection charges, it is
 amazing that big name publishing houses are not pushing their books
 and authors out into cyberspace. Of course, the reason for this is
 simple: they can't make a profit if anybody can freely download
 Stephen King's or Jackie Collins's latest work and just give copies to
 whomever wants one. So we are left with works in the public domain
 whose copyright has expired, such as many of those put out by the fine
 folks involved with Project Gutenberg.

 But what about the rest of us? Many of us would like to see our name
 in print and feel that rush when we realize someone other than
 ourselves will actually read our work. But when the "Literary Littles"
 are shuttering their doors and closing down, when even the big
 publishing houses like Alfred A. Knopf are dropping well-known poets
 such as Donald Finkle from their ranks, when poetry magazines are
 backlogged for months, where should we turn? Well, the answer is
 clear. Cyberspace. Perhaps we won't reap any monetary rewards (but
 then, who's in this for the money anyway?), but the satisfaction of
 seeing our work in print is a payoff in itself.

 So that is why I decided to start this thing. After getting rejection
 letter after rejection letter, I decided that if I couldn't get
 published somewhere else, I'd just have to do it myself. However, I
 can't just publish my stuff alone--Lord knows I write a lot, but not
 enough to fill an entire magazine. Therefore, I put out a call for
 submissions and you, dear readers, answered my call. I can confidently
 say I have received several hundred submissions, and it has been
 difficult to wade through all this text and find the real gems. Some
 of you may be wondering what I mean by "real gems." Well, to be
 perfectly honest, I have discovered that I have formed several
 hard-edged, no-compromisable opinions about writing in general and
 poetry in specific. I share these with you because I think this
 "Poetry Manifesto" sums up pretty much what I look for when I talk
 about quality submissions to POETRY INK.

 So hopefully the following will answer the question regarding what I
 am looking for:

* I'd rather read a poem which challenges me than one
 which asks too little. I don't read poetry to be entertained; I read
 it to make me think. I like a poem which makes me think about WHY I
 feel the way the poem makes me feel.

* I like simplistic and minimalistic images in poetry--the way the
 words work together to be simple when presenting complex images and
 still getting that image across. William Carlos Williams and Sir
 Philip Sidney come to mind.

* I like narrative forms; that's why I stick to free verse. I think
 free verse is the saving grace of contemporary poetry, but I see a
 trend towards using traditional forms. A mastery of form allows your
 other works to flow even better. Some forms like sestinas and
 villanelles do allow much room for creativity, but I always come back
 to free verse.

* Grammar is the backbone of free verse; without it all you have is
 junk on a page. People think grammar can just get thrown out the
 window where poetry is concerned. I hate it when people don't use any
 punctuation at all, as if they are above the lowly comma.

* A bad line break can throw a poem way, way, way off course. My point
 is that it is the way a poet writes the lines on the page that make it
 a poem. Those of you who have read e.e. cummings or Richard Wilbur
 know what I mean.

* The best way to appreciate the nuance of meter is to read it aloud.

* Poetry must stand the test of being read aloud as well as silently
 on the page. It must be read aloud because that is what poetry is all
 about. The first poets were the keepers of wisdom and tales in tribal
 times.

* Poetry makes good therapy, but therapy does not make good poetry in
 most cases. Most people writing out of angst don't take the time to
 re-write and re-work their poetry. They just spew it out and think
 that's all there is to it. Good poetry takes work and work and
 work-often months. Poems need to be worked and worked and reworked and
 by that time, the original feeling is often bruised and battered and
 barely even there. Poems I wrote five to ten years ago are still in a
 constant state of revision.

* Love poems, suicide poems, and "gee, it's a nice sunny day" poems
 have all been done better by somebody else (most notably Wild Bill
 Shakespeare, Sylvia Plath, and Rod McKuen, respectively). Skip them
 and move on.

* Successful poetry (or fiction for that matter) allows another person
 to experience the same emotions as the writer intended. Really
 successful poetry allows another person to experience the opposite
 emotions which the writer intended. Anne Sexton's volume of reworked
 fairy tales "Transformations" is an excellent example these
 principles.

* Rhyme should not be obvious. If you use rhyme in your verse, it
 should not be forced or contribute a "Dr. Suess-like" quality. Rhyme
 should be subtle; even when writing traditional verse such as troilets
 or sonnets, rhyme should be understated and flow or blend in with the
 rest of the work.

* Heroic couplets died a nice quiet death during and immediately after
 the Restoration. Let's leave it that way.

* If you want to write good poetry, read good poetry first. Start with
 the classics--and I do mean the classics. Start with the Ancient
 Greeks and work your way up to the contemporaries over  time. And
 don't forget to read the Bible, the Koran, and any other religious
 text you can get your hands on. Sacred texts are the most widely
 accepted poetical works read today, and if you read them cover to
 cover you'll soon learn why.

* Write for at least an hour and a half everyday right after dinner,
 and remember that nothing ever comes out on paper completely done.

 Well, that's it. I think I covered all the bases here. Of course, all
 of this is just my opinion, and is up for debate. In fact, I welcome
 your letters, suggestions, and criticism; just send them to
 <[email protected]>, and I will try to get back to you. I am
 considering adding a Reader Feedback Section and your overall response
 will help decide whether or not to do so.  Also, I am thinking of
 adding a writing contest or two sometime in the future.  If you think
 this is a good idea, please eMail me and let me know what kind of
 topic or slant the contest should have and what sort of prizes should
 be offered.

 Anyway, I think I've run out of steam.  Please enjoy this issue and
 drop our contributors a line to let them know you what you thought of
 their work.

 And remember, Spill the Ink!



Karen Alkalay-Gut
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<[email protected]>
2 poems

 _Telephone_

   Do you remember me?
   I remember you the way
 my tongue remembers
 feeling for a new tooth
 sprouting in young gums
   I've come out of hiding
   You still
 hide from me
 your back against
 the cold
 brick wall
   How are things with you?
   How I needed a kind word
 when you were gone
 How I learned to live
 with that need
   When can we meet?
   Anytime
 never



 _The Captive_

 You are in the other corner of the large room,
 sitting by the door, while I am engaged
 in empty talking on the stage
 and my heart moves in its cage --
 I recognize all those eyes.
 you have brought them both today --
 prisoner and guard.

 Sometimes I knock and the watchman says,
 "No visiting -- especially not
 someone like you -- perhaps you can bring
 a note from the warden and then who knows."
 And sometimes he says there is no one confined,
 and I play gin with him and wait.
 There might be a cry from the dungeon
 or I may be able to circumvent him
 with a circuitous route to the bathroom
 and walk by the bars
 and touch the hand extended in the dark
 before I return for another round of cards.
 "How silly you are.  I don't know what
 you mean," says the guard, but today
 it is very clear - the prisoner
 from far away screams.



Michael Morrow
--------------
<[email protected]>
short fictiom


 _Under the Umbrella_

 Bracing myself against the chill December wind, I push open the heavy
 mahogany door to the church and step back into the world of the
 living.

 Behind me, the throng of friends and family mumbles and small-talks as
 they, too, file out of the vestibule into the frigid evening air. I
 sigh as the weather washes over me, stinging my face as pinpoint beads
 of sweat freeze to my whiskers. I quicken my pace, anxious to distance
 myself from the stiff-backed pews and black-wool stuffiness that
 nearly smothered me during the memorial service. A few familiar voices
 call my name, but I button my overcoat and continue walking. The last
 thing I want is to talk to them, much less go out for drinks to
 celebrate Jasmine's memory.

 Jasmine and I had been lovers once, years ago, in a much less scary
 time. A time before testing and red ribbons and safe-sex public
 service announcements. We remained friends after the break-up; our
 shared passion for animated discussions over a good cup of coffee
 outlived any other passions we may have once shared, and we never
 failed to meet at Edna's on Thursday nights.

 Until last year, that is, when we began to get together according to
 whether or not Jasmine was feeling well on a given night. I've never
 quite forgiven myself for my reaction when Jasmine told me she was
 Positive. My muscles tensed in unison, and all I could think about was
 what that meant for me. At that stage of the game, sex was little more
 than a recreational sport for me. I'd never even thought of being
 tested, and for all I knew maybe I  had given her the death sentence.
 Or worse, given myself the death sentence. I felt as if I truly knew
 fear for the first time--I couldn't speak, I couldn't move. Those
 first tears were for myself.

 As I looked and saw the fear welling up in Jasmine's eyes, I turned my
 eyes away, angry, and even a bit ashamed, at my reaction. After that
 night, it was Jasmine who would often look about distractedly --
 sometimes in shame, sometimes in despair, sometimes in an emotion that
 only touches those who know they may soon die.

 I'm no longer in the slick part of town where Jasmine's parents live,
 but closer to my own home. Realizing this, I decide that home is too
 haunted a place to be right now. A glance at my watch and a brief
 pause to light a cigarette slow me down just long enough to decide
 against going to Edna's, and I turn the corner.

 "Hey, man you gotta light for me?" From out of the street lamp
 shadows, a shattered bag of bones emerges, pinching a crushed-out
 cigarette butt between his fingers. His voice rattles inside his
 throat, as if the skin of his neck is too loose to keep his voice box
 in, as he asks me again.

 "D'ja hear me, doctor? You gotta light for me?"

 Wordlessly, I pull out a fresh cigarette, light it, and hand it over
 to the man. His lips are blistered at the corners, and I shudder as I
 move on, recalling the painful, awkward hours spent smoothing ointment
 on the sores that Jasmine couldn't reach. I throw my own cigarette
 into the street. The burning tip makes a long, slow arc before it hits
 the pavement ahead of me and rolls into a puddle of melted slush.

 Several blocks of mental small-talk later, I come across my
 destination: Sid's Cafe Americana, a hole-in-the-wall diner with
 coffee like motor oil and an array of always-empty tables. I pull on
 the door, ringing the bell attached to the handle. A squat and
 unshaven man behind the counter nods inquisitively as I enter.

 "Coffee, and an order of fries." I make my way to a seat directly
 across from a First Aid for Choking Victims sign, brush a straw
 wrapper off the chair and sit down. The tumultuous splattering of my
 dinner being dropped in the fryer mutes the clicking of my Zippo as I
 light another cigarette. Again with a nod, the man brings me a
 steaming mug, well-worn from the dishwasher.

 The coffee nearly scalds my tongue as I sample the bitter brew. A few
 minutes later, a plate of grease and french fries sits before me. I
 set the cigarette in the tin ashtray and watch the ash grow longer as
 I eat. We are alone in the restaurant, Sid and I, and I can hear his
 congested breathing from across the room. I glance over; he is sitting
 behind the counter, hunched over a magazine that holds his complete
 attention. I finish my fries, and stare at the lone deco print near
 the men's room for several minutes before I interrupt him. I receive
 $2.47 in change and return to the cold silence outside.

 The air is crisp and winter-clear as I wander back towards home. Above
 is the unfriendly slate umbrella of sky, city lights and cloud cover
 obscuring the stars, myriad as the memories pushing their way from the
 back of my mind.

 They flutter and dance around my head but do not land, kept at bay by
 an occasional swatting motion with my gloved right hand. Preventing
 the memories from alighting there occupies my thoughts the entire way
 home; if one should find its way through my defenses, the rest will
 follow. And the night is cold enough already.



John Freemyer
------------
<[email protected]>
1 poem


 _Suburban Vampire_

 The drug dealer down the street
 here in the suburbs
 of Los Angeles
 is a gringo
 who drives a big white pickup
 with a chrome tool box
 mounted in the back.

 I've seen him in a blue tuxedo,
 his girlfriend in a soft blue dress.
 Ordinary folks.
 You might mistake them for
 human beings.

 But I caught a glimpse of the pickup
 in my rearview mirror one afternoon
 as it raced up behind me to
 make the green light.

 No driver.



Larissa Smith
-------------
<[email protected]>
2 poems


 _Requiem In Three Acts_

 One_
 Far too sudden, this shearing away of life,
 Of breath, whole branches of Destiny's fan
 Silently ceasing to be between one breath and the next.
 For no apparent reason, all of these still silent dead, whether futile
 Or merely improbable.
 Hearing this news is like dying in childbed,
 Knowing that the life torn from you in blood and agony
 Will not outlive you long.

 Two_
 These funerals are for the living, they say. Unlikely.
 Or at least for a different variety of living than I,
 Who find no solace in afterlives or reincarnations.
 They have not gone on, nor crossed over, nor gone ahead,
 Nor any of the other euphemisms
 With which we trivialize our losses.
 They are there in the cold earth and will never come out,
 Blank unawareness and dirt filling sightless eyes.
 The person I knew has vanished
 And left me behind to stand on the grass at the foot of the grave,
 Carefully walled, unfeeling,
 Remembering not his laughter but his face in the coffin.
 My migraines smell of roses and formaldehyde.

 Three_
 And, for a while, there are nightmares.
 Until I manage to forget this one as well,
 Put out of my mind the hollow panic at a certain song,
 The memory of friendship and sometimes love.
 And I, who stood clear-eyed by the grave because I dared not feel,
 Weep sometimes in the safety of my dreams.
 Grief metastasizes like a cancer,
 Eating away at the soul and the gut
 Until the emptiness that remains is of a size to hold,
 Small and diamond-hard,
 The cold tumor of being left behind.



 _Songs From The Event Horizon_

 Poor doomed particles, you dance
 Like acolytes of Bacchus on the
 Long-ago hillsides of Greece,
 Mirroring your dopplegangers
 On the far side of distant reality;
 With your perilously escaping
 Radiation, you are small Homers,
 Singing the bittersweet cantos
 Of dying suns for earthbound ears
 Homesick for the stars.
 We watch your dance as our fathers
 Watched the fires on the hillside,
 Gathering with their iron swords
 And uniforms of lost empires' armies
 To hear the blind poets
 Who sang to us of gods.



Rebecca E. Hays
---------------
<[email protected]>
1 poem


 _Moonshadow_

 Last night I saw you walking toward me
 'cross the surface of the moon....
 flickering between existences
 of night darker than the universal sky
 and the starkly strobing ever-daylight...
 Calmly you searched the brilliant here
 and the stygian gone,
 smiling confidently,
 thinking to find me standing,
 beautiful in the glow of Sol....

 A dry moonwind blew parched moondust...
 Irrelevant cyclones
 whirled 'round your feet
 beseeching permission to guide....
 ....but their strength was less real
 than the moonwind that gave them birth....

 You probed onward....

 Passing slowly through the moonshadow of my hiding place,
 at my side to pause, unsure,
 near enough to feel the sigh of my agony,
 then pass on....
 Disappearing again into the gone of nonexistence,
 only becoming actual once more in striding away....
 far behind where I ever-sit.

 The moonwind kindly, thirstily, drank my tears.



Richard Epstein
---------------
<[email protected]>
1 poem


 _Towns In Such Movies_

 In the towns where they make such movies,
 with white fences and moms who stay home,
 bake pies, do floors, and starch their aprons,
 are found aphids, not lice, not streetcrime,
 and the drug of choice is sympathy,
 come incarnated as soft white bread
 and lunch meat--pink and white. As are all.

 Dads shave, dogs fetch. The trash knows its place,
 in the can or at the curb. On the coasts,
 peripheral and multi-cuisined,
 men lead strange lives, women know best;
 even the cops menace. But from these flicks
 dawn comes up on cornflakes, and bacon
 scents the white day, while schoolboys cheer.



Jerrold Rabushka
----------------
<[email protected]>
1 poem


 _Wireflies_
 Swept across wires
 Like a wind across Kansas
 Like a trucker fording Highway 70
 To quench unseen passion at unseen oasis

 Your voice electricflows on direct current
 to my heart
 And wrestles me onto a rack of fantasy
 Like a strong hurricane storm wind
 From below

 Strange beliefs that
 this is it this is real
 I lick up sounds from the puddle
   As your voice drips strong off the wires
   Into my desperate desert
 Filling my swollen heart
 With lies of the truth
 That I can fallglide into your own life
 As easy as landing a plane on a giant runway
 Where you guide me into your deepest eyes
 And into one kiss that says that
 Years later
 One of us will die
 Before our love



Call For Thematic Works!
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 That's right! Thematic works!  We've extended the deadline another
 month! We are currently seeking submissions for a special upcoming
 issue of POETRY INK based upon a specific theme. We hope you answer
 the call! Don't let us down!

 The special issue's theme will be (drum roll please!):

 NIGHT AND THE CITY

 Send us your poems! Send us your fiction! Send us your essays! Send us
 your money! Send us photos of your cat dressed in drag! That's right!
 To repeat, our first theme issue's theme will be:

 NIGHT AND THE CITY

 Interpret this as you may. Submissions for the special theme issue
 must be in by August 31, 1995. Regular submission guidelines apply (so
 read those chapters!), except the subject of your submission must be
 "SUBMIT N&C: your name" where "your name" is your actual name, and not
 the name of your e-mail account. For example, it should look like
 this:

 SUBMIT N&C: John Q. Public

 Accepted submissions will be notified by e-mail as soon as possible.
 Non-accepted submissions will not. Life sucks. Deal with it.



About The Contributors
----------------------

 Karen Alkalay-Gut teaches English poetry at Tel Aviv University in Tel
 Aviv, Israel. Her poems _Windows And Doors_ and _Elvis_ appeared in
 the second issue of POETRY INK. Her latest books are "Ignorant Armies"
 (Cross-Cultural Communications, 1994) and "Recipes" (Golan, 1994).

 Michael Morrow is a senior at Beloit College, in Beloit, Wisconsin,
 where he is pursuing a degree in Creative Writing and Literary Studies
 with a minor in Sociolinguistics. Three years ago he co-founded
 "Pocket Lint", a small but nationally distributed literary journal,
 and has worked as both Poetry Editor and Senior Editor. When not
 writing, Michael thoroughly enjoys sleeping and playing bass guitar in
 Naked, a rock band based in the Chicago area.

 John Freemyer lives in Los Angeles. His earlier poetry was published
 in "Coliform" and "Machine Tribe" between 1979 & 1982. He recently
 began writing poetry again after emerging victoriously from a fifteen
 year bout with manic-depression. _Suburban Vampire_ is his first
 published poem in thirteen years.

 Larissa Smith is a first-year graduate student in the Department of
 Psychology at the University of California-Riverside. Her hobbies and
 interests include history, the Society for Creative Anachronism,
 forensic science and theoretical physics. This is her first
 nontechnical publication.

 Rebecca E. Hays lives in Cascade, Maryland, a place she describes as a
 "tiny rural town." Due to a severe physical diability she is virtually
 homebound and therefore spends much of her time writing fiction and
 poetry which she shares with those friends she has met on-line. She
 welomes comments and criticism of her work. This is her first
 appearance in print.

 Richard Epstein's poetry continues to appear in a wide assortment of
 mostly obscure journals, both in the U.S.A. and in Great Britain.
 Recent credits include "Staple" and "Seam" in England; "Lyric",
 "10x6", and "Potpourri" here in the States. He makes his living as a
 litigation paralegal. Two of his books, "Second Thoughts" and "The
 Missouri Shores", are currently under consideration for publication.

 Jerrold Rabushka is the associate editor of "The Paint Dealer", a
 nationally distributed trade magazine for the paint industry. He also
 writes for two local St. Louis magazines, "Spotlight" and "The St.
 Louis Artesian". His poems _Tonya Harding_ and _Jewish Holidays_
 appeared in the second issue of POETRY INK . He also plays keyboards.
 Loud.



Submission Guidelines
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 (You may want to print this for future reference.)

* Failure to follow these guidelines will mean automatic rejection of
 your submission! Please read the following very carefully!

* By submitting works for consideration, you agree that if accepted
 for publication, you grant POETRY INK, the electronic magazine
 produced by POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS and Matthew W. Schmeer the right to
 publish your work. This right includes initial publication and any
 subsequent re-release of the issue of POETRY INK in which your work
 appeared, either in the electronic or the printed medium. All other
 rights to your work are released to you upon publication. If we wish
 to publish your work in a different issue of POETRY INK, we will
 contact you for permission to do so and acknowledge your right of
 refusal.

* By submitting work for consideration, you acknowledge that the
 works you are submitting are your own original works and are products
 of your own design. You further agree that we have the right to
 request additional information from you regarding the source(s) of
 your work and any related topic thereof. You agree that if your work
 is found to be a derivative of copyrighted material by another author
 or artist, you, and not POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS and/or Matthew W.
 Schmeer, will be liable for any physical or monetary damage assessed
 under the jurisdiction of the courts of the United States of America
 and the conventions of the International Copyright Law.

* By submitting works for consideration, you acknowledge that you are
 not nor will ever be requesting monetary compensation for the right of
 POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS to publish your work. You therefore acknowledge
 the only compensation due to you by POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS is access
 to a copy of the issue of POETRY INK in which your work appeared.
 Acceptable access to POETRY INK is the posting of POETRY INK on
 eWorld, America On-Line, the Internet at sumex-aim.stanford.edu and
 mac.archive.umich.edu, and via e- mail sent directly to you; whichever
 we decide is fair and cost-effective.

* Submissions should be written in the English language. We regret
 that we are unable to publish work in foreign languages, but we cannot
 spend time flipping through foreign language dictionaries trying to
 check grammar, spelling, and meaning. Unless you can provide an
 English translation to a work in a foreign language, forget about it.

* No previously published work may be submitted. Simultaneous
 submissions are okay. In the case of simultaneous submissions, please
 contact us if your work has been accepted by another publication so
 that we may remove the work in question from consideration.

* All submissions must have your name, postal address, age, and
 e-mail address included on each individual work. You may submit work
 via U.S. Mail or e-mail. See below for addresses. NOTE: e-mail
 submissions are highly preferred.

* No gratuitous obscenity or profanity, although erotic material is
 okay. If you think it's too graphic, then it probably is and won't be
 published in this forum.

* Please keep poems under 3 printed pages apiece (page size = 8" x
 11" page with 1" margins printed with Times 12-point plain font).

* Please limit short stories to under 5000 words.

* No more than 5 poems or 2 short stories submitted per  person per
 issue.

* Submissions should be submitted as plain ASCII e-mail files or as
 StuffIt compressed (.sit) attachments to e-mail messages. Compressed
 files should be in plain text format (the kind produced by
 SimpleText). Regardless of submission format, please use the subject
 line "SUBMIT POETRY INK: your name" where "your name" is your actual
 name and not the name of your e-mail account. Omit the quotation
 marks. For example, it should look like this:

 SUBMIT POETRY INK: John Q. Public

* Manuscripts and submissions cannot be returned, nor can we offer
 any constructive criticism unless we decide to publish your work and
 have serious reservations regarding content or structure. You will not
 receive notification that your work was received; while we regret this
 inconvenience, you must realize we have to support ourselves somehow.
 Therefore, due to the amount of expected submissions, we cannot
 acknowledge receipt of your work unless we decide to publish it.

* If your work is accepted for publication, you will be notified as
 soon as possible via e-mail. If you prefer to be notified by U.S.
 Mail, please indicate this preference on your submission. Your e-mail
 address will be published when crediting your work. If you prefer us
 not to do so, please indicate this on your submission as well.

* Subscribers to the PATCHWORK mailing list will be given special
 consideration in the selection process. For information regarding
 PATCHWORK, or to subscribe, send an e-mail message to patchwork-
 [email protected], with the subject "HELP" (no quotes). It is not
 necessary to include any text in the body of the message.
 All submissions, inquiries, and comments should be directed to:

 e-mail: <[email protected]>

 snail mail:
 Matthew W. Schmeer
 POETRY INK PRODUCTIONS
 6711-A Mitchell Avenue
 St. Louis, MO 63139-3647 USA

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