Connecting Light

                              by Frank B. Ford


 This book of 61 poems is (c) copyright Frank B. Ford. For all
 rights refer to the author. An on-line version of this work, with other
 works by Frank B. Ford, is available on the World Wide Web at:

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                              Connecting Light

                              by Frank B. Ford


  Contents

   1. Young Italian Girl Resting On Her Elbow--Cezanne
   2. Running to Light
   3. Clothesline Visitation
   4. Trio
   5. Linking the Miracles
   6. At The Elevation
   7. Two Met
   8. Where
   9. The Plan
  10. Civilization
  11. Bursted
  12. Nighthawks, after Hopper
  13. Viewed as Drama
  14. Way It's
  15. To Tamzen On Her Fortieth Birthday
  16. Stream
  17. The Matter With Us
  18. From dark the floating
  19. The German Lesson
  20. Human Potential
  21. Kamikazie
  22. Prayer To My Daughter
  23. The Peach Boy
  24. Black Frost
  25. Against the Deck
  26. Living Nonsense
  27. Mineral Baths--Bursa, Turkey
  28. Sung To the Tune of Anything At All
  29. Using Air
  30. Reply
  31. Departure at Twilight
  32. At Sounion
  33. Three Shortstops
  34. Scoring
  35. From the Fishing Pier (Nam Decade)
  36. Generation
  37. The Terrorist
  38. The Plain Answer
  39. At the University
  40. Farce Averted
  41. Those Two Again
  42. Calling It a Day
  43. Home
  44. Coastal Graveyard in Branford, Connecticut
  45. 4th of July
  46. Beer and Sandwich On the Road
  47. Overheard
  48. Language and the Marketplace
  49. There'll Always Be Us
  50. The Chance
  51. Dentist
  52. The Territory
  53. Shy
  54. Defining Hope
  55. Ay
  56. The Moment
  57. In Our Cold Stars
  58. The Hand In the Future
  59. Directing The Scene
  60. The Grove
  61. Visions of the Yale Library

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_Young Italian Girl Resting On Her Elbow--Cezanne _

Such indolence
 becomes the light
 encounter-

       ing her
     and him
     and us.

What is the art of years
but connecting
   light?


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Running to Light

the river and the snow
are taken by their shadows

  becoming darkness
   with a sound

   searching light:
   finding the moon
it thrashes it to ribbons.

Rewound at an eddy then
 revolving whole and
            cold.



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Clothesline Visitation

  She releases
  sheets to wind.

They snap
    brilliances

rowing the swollen green-
  blue earth to sudden Him,
           a nave

  radiating blacks a-
         gainst hot, belly-
       ing waves.


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Trio

What has fallen?
 Most obviously along
    the wet floor
of the woods, trees,
but of what human sense,

   spirit?
 In our walk,
words dessicating
 mid-syllable

what once was labeled
 a far-away look,

 a man and a woman,
   something

   is being done
   with a tree.


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Linking the Miracles

light sung
round the chalice
and round

the priest thrusting up
the host, sunbright
her face

exploding
the front row.



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At The Elevation

of the Host St Mary's
  paint smell mixed
   with cloying

  cold cream + HEAT
 pipes HAMMERED

  you out of     drifted sleep CLAMMY
   and there IT     is BAD BOY and
    growing

on 12! oh my GOD
         and what NOW?



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Two Met

Each turns
the glow
to knife

between _o
 hold us dark

cupped, sun-
 set-rimmed.

     Spin us free
 when we have drunk

 this shimmering
between._


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Where

the curve flows
       to become

         everywhere

 people walk
          in fields
amid the flaring

    stones and trees,
           the grasses
described by birds,

       and each is what
      touches.


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The Plan

We go our separate ways
  to separate our ways
  to go our ways separate
  to separate our going
  to ways of separate
ways of going separate
we go our separate ways
    of going separate
     to our separate ways
    of separate going
  to our ways separate
we go
we separate
we go separate
  to separate to go our separate ways.


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Civilization

  _The Battle of Waterloo was won on the playing fields of Eton._

  --Wellington

On the playing fields of Eton
  I assumed my fair turn in
            New Haven Yalie bells held us
          as in a vise,

     through mine fields since
                 missing the notices
 haphazardly posted a-
  mong the swells

  of cricketeers and footballers,
         the rise of dust in dusk, cool-edged.

  There's a good chap when
   you miss

your middle-class leg.


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Bursted

At the library display
 brown ink, browner-splotched page
     in application for a pedlar's license:
     "gun bursted" and he could thus
no longer farm, that one arm hanging useless.

Rushing! some farm wife and kids, she the point of V
towards the lurch and buzz and rattle of his coming
 down their lane. Oh she at any rate would know

the meaning of the stoutest pot he sold and yet
this slightest fabric for a dress would float
 to her the more she kept ahead of paddlers

 through that brilliant dust--
their muffled, fussy cries.
       Those crazed from life should sell to us.


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Nighthawks, after Hopper

The world, of course, is dead.
   It was my father's as this could be
Nickel Charlie's, the all-night restaurant
next to Loew's Poli in New Haven where he'd repair
after the graveyard shift on the Journal-Courier.

   A linotype operator his fingers swam
beside a window propped up by Four Roses
against a smothering night.  Wasn't, though, this
lead and whiskey universe he died from since

he retired punching the copy out of tape under
   a livid, technical flourescence--which is of
my world of course.  And I must
   sit among these waiting nighthawks to become

the one who shows a slice of face and who observes
   the hard-edged guy, nondescript
in the dark suit of his time with gray fe-
   dora and black band.  I wear it too, sniffing
the coffee, hearing the chromium hiss
   of the polished urns, watching the redhead

   check her nails.  Diner of the Heart.
A blondish counterman thrusts down his arms
   like old women washing clothes
in the rivers which erode exhausted cities.
   The redhead played
367 for a year and it came out
the day she stopped.  I say nothing,
having myself run out

   of numbers, bad luck entombed
   in the wool of my suit.

But then I mumble past
   the obligation of our unconcern that I'll play
it, three, six, seven staring out at nothing from the bright space
   of terror.  She says play a quarter for me.

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Viewed as Drama

the war's a
   disappointment

thus said D. W. Griffith,
   FILMMAKER.

Anthony Sangrossa,
   BUTCHER, rocks

       his cleaver, its
   discs of dreamy light.

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Way It's

        after shooting the redundant
general and staring in the mirror how
old I look

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To Tamzen On Her Fortieth Birthday

  Undoubtedly you'll get this crap from others:
Life begins @ 40 etc. . .you're not getting older you're
getting better--yeah all the Hallmark cliches showering down
           to spice the big day up.

                   Right! Uh huh. (I hear
       your edged voice) The heart at any rate

       is not as clever as the cards; it knows itself
                       moment by moment
                                     in love and in hate

and in loneliness, despair, and joy. . .
so often also in that ravaging war within itself.

       Your blood plunges on to its own beat,
   mocking time to let you taste a memory
   more real than now, the memory of a child.

And I alone among your friends can speak to you, that little girl,
       about your Father's world, for I have breathed
       the air of those same places, like Kimpo Air Base
       where he must have touched down at the least,

       and where I stood in rain that iced the brilliant
   spotlights to hear a shivering, incomprehensible Scot read
                      my name from a list containing many who would die.


     And I am twenty and could be dead soon and am
   totally unafraid. I have money for women and booze
and yet, too, I want to get to Tokyo to stay alone in a hotel
that Frank Lloyd Wright designed, earthquake-proof,

floating on a sea of mud--and just to say I stayed there.
I love that wild and shy and scholarly young man
     both for his sins and his sweet intents.
And I embrace him as you must embrace yourself today.


 I am twenty then,half your years,and if
 in the midst of a magic space we meet,
 both at that age,and touch fingertips
 to fingertips and stare

into each other's eyes,perhaps that selfsame magic
can extract some pain from the ensuing years

 and even bring your Daddy back to you
  borne up by love on some pure sea of vision.

  I know. I know. Images crazy and fanciful. Get real,
  Frank!@ I invent your voice again. It stops me,for
  what it really says is never give your heart away.
  But it changes nothing. Our voices change nothing.

 What sustains us is our power to love and nothing else.
 Only that will take that grudge you cannot purge
 from out your heart,those wry
 distrusts.

         Then will you float
         lovely as you are
         upon your life,
         but not before.
         When you are still
         and know.


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Stream

our part
in stopping
forever
fails, I place
the boat mid-

spring past
a wave
of light

blossoms
by your glistening

wrist always
desire

trails it back, the mind
listening,
listening


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The Matter With Us

It is cold
we have made
once more

narrowing
the blaze to this
still point

to turn and
to ponder
dispassionately

concentrating
grains of fire-sung ice

keen as the
much folded tip
of a Japanese sword.


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From dark the floating

voice where I had gone
             to feel more

   alone, thinking
      I was, and then our
       sergeant's words,
               the straining

     wind off ropes outside
 the tent. "You okay now?"

    _Yeah they said little
   flu. Pills they give me._

    "Others. Gone." _I know._
    "No. Hit mine. Got word. Radio."

Shoving us boys up onto the throbbing truck,
    renewing all the giggling by hauling me
   back off then for the medics--"His war be-
        gins tomorrow!" But on they jeered
                  and hooted and are still

                                      lurching away from the sun,
                                  faces like singing
          grapefruit.




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The German Lesson

The women in one camp fucked
the guards for toilet
     paper.

(To what  base  uses do we all etc.?)

       To see us
       mincing proudly
       now so coy and
FAT.





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Human Potential

We want the language
                 as a friend

   who'll tell a gentle joke
                We'll always go out for coffee forgetting
                             to eye the gauges:

                          The leaders must hold this engraved.
                                      Well, our own friend's actual head

      is gone.  Anybody can't hear
          jokes is quite exact.





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Kamikazie

means divine wind.
   On trains the young men
             carried a ball of rice in
leaves, they

             headlong, reverent, would
             have the shit blown out of them, war

being this sort of capital concern as now
           a drink by the same name
          by the same name.





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Prayer To My Daughter

What I'd like to have for you is a good liar only
he can tell the truth with conviction since evidently
he knows what it is as contrasted to his obvious duplicity
refusing to lie to himself.  So therefore
when you have him you really got something true and more
solid than an alleged good man like your father who unfortunately
doesn't have a daughter.




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The Peach Boy

  I bring my GI Orient and Paul, 4,
his dubbed cartoon of Saturday morn-
ing monsters in outer space yet
he hasn't much to lose as I
       exclude Sigmund's and Carl's
inner-space hardware store cause

           the play opens with the father
discovering this great peach in a stream,
           and once home the old couple uncover
        a baby inside as samisens bridge my life

           in sound back to a small dim room of a
Tokyo club where a guy picks a tune from this white
           baby grand and I'm in raw company

     alone then, with my girl better and worse
I'm tearing at a steak and throwing back Nip-
pon beer. Cocksure, but she's hushing me now,

   because the guy composes,        the pale
lid floating inclined on his         smoky progressions
       in my sliding mind

the Peach Boy has grown
up, is prowling the audience        when from his
silk, peach light widens over     little Paul

beautifully glow meets glow.         Where's the
dragon? he asks        just so                we're all peach
       children, grand babies born to save
       the world, rope the ogres round.

Now the Peach Boy's finally up to that onstage.
   The witch knifing in she's run through
   for her trouble. It has to be to move us to

a place
       where a far dark house and tree
       press moon and clouds between.
       Water spreads to us from there.
       In the muted air and soft-lit spill
       are all of my selves still
       with Paul's. We name all we see
       and think eternally,
a lake.





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Black Frost

      The kiss among diving
trees as from the jack-o-lantern
       house the dread-

   ful speeches of our other out-
       wreathing in a cone.

Shadows harrowing the stones,
   we dream ourselves in breath.





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Against the Deck

she was thin in ways
ay she was as thin
in places

aces were wider,
snide reluctant queens and fat
jacks held their spots;

lots of pain
rained on hands
and has.





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Living Nonsense

Who can treat the meaning-
lessness? No doctor or priest
   telling you you're not

the first, thrusting whatever text
through emptiness of air, that
    air where you are indeed
                 first:  Alpha in the hollows

    whistling your name. It's
important not to think
    because you never know

        what might start
you out from the white scarves.

As like the weather, it's, than
any idea, something

      like      a wave comes in
      time     or doesn't.





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Mineral Baths -- Bursa, Turkey

   Steam lifts
               to the rotunda, its
               art of running arabesques
               around windows thick and old,
                        aswarm with aurioles.

                        Down here the men soon draw
                apart, spurning visionary air
                        for modesty. The wives
           within their separate rooms

               play fast and loose
                          with luminosity,

                      stream in flesh
                                         inseparable
                                 from light.

          Paradise may be a place
                       we never know

                   where things leave off.
                       I know a mo-
                               ment swims in

           sight, those misted baths in Bursa
                            where Woman flows
                                                      as light.





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Sung To the Tune of Anything At All

The sailor danced the whole
insinuated night,
went along home, hers,
to his dismay.

Her apparatus like his
own, though greater,
he beat to death
this epicine coquette.

Papers made a lot of it,
asking who is safe,
but at the trial he swung
the hirsute jury by detail.

A college town
thus used to
universals,
it rankled
to a man, both black and blond:

First to be deceived,
and then outdone.




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Using Air

of a buttered morning a coed
     in legwarmers bound
 for Poly Sci and yet

 they signal rasping
practice boards be-
    neath an icy glow, ad-

    junct not to art
    but pain

      splayed out
    after a rag
    doll flop.

The newest anything jives
    sweaty trial and its
 impure collapse.

        A stylish hat
            is softly cool
    in form-

ing light. The old heart
   heaves to
          burn-
      ing work.




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Reply

You said I was pretty that evening
of a thousand birds, their wings
beat darkly up from your soft mouth,
sweeping the moon

away. The few who come here now drop
at odds.  Querulous. Chatter.
Old old old!

So your sighing friend has journeyed
from your new village asking me
to write you after. . .too long.

The moon, just having risen, trembling-
edged upon the water
in his cedar cup. She
is dead then?

Those who have died are as a swarm of
hands beckoning an older moon
this long white evening to
drown our shadows.





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Departure At Twilight

Soft airs raise the women,
  each face a swinging
blaze, their earrings swaying

      glimmers into cars
    suspended in a cold liquidity.
 Sinking to a knee, a gold

      surrounded man, struck through
             this first time to
           his heart of hearts.




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At Sounion

              of a morning woven over stone
I bump camera then smock.
We share a mist

wherein I must refuse, no
dreamy photographs desired: my-
self and nothing. Stavros, he

  of ghosty smock, is ticked at me.
       It rises as a litany
   to an imagined sun.

I jab along the slippery rocks
    for cooler idioms,
finally to divine

   lovers (Byron's one)
who have scratched their hearts to ruins.

  Spooners weave through our academies
   shunning all the moves to set

   their dreaming steps to music
       more appropriate.

   Or so I later feel with ouzo
  at the shivering cafe
 before sun fairly rockets through

   and temple can assert in flame,
   informing wave on wave of rain
  the wisdom of arrangment past
    this opalescent glass.





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Three Shortstops


Feat

you've gotten the intellectual shove:
         reasons for everything and no love.


Corona River

You a-
 nother.

Centuries:
 which?


The Necessity of Sleaze in Language

I looked up her dress

in the Sears' catalog



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Scoring

Tuck drove at the basket as the rocket curved,
released the ball to find its softest high be-
neath the swinging bulbs. We never saw it drop
at hands thrust up.They dug out the both of us
from the others & we fuzzed through hospitals.
A year ripped off,we met again, something like
blood with anyone not blown away.His last trip
here was made on snow so back we go at  frozen
     tracks,  & beg of a sunken doctor
     once more to mark him down enough
     in his fast-darkening room, where
     ice is eating out all the windows
     he must ritually punch towards me
     "Keep at the books;just don't..."
     Turn away from his cracking looks
     & "Why?"I ask then, why anything?
     No answer for his face falls off.





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From The Fishing Pier (Nam Decade)

Far out the surfers start their ride.
The day is gloss and wind and wide
And I have come to get a rest
From _Time_ and Kodachromes of death.

The wind makes dervishes of sand
And bathers shroud their shiny tans,
The surfers now are coming fast,
Upright, tight, then slickly past.

The clouds would seem to shred the sun,
The sea threads white and slides down spun,
The last wave peaks and surfers sag
While plunging into rubber bags.




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Generation

Joe and Madeline
graduated Cornell & went on
to Ph (got married) Ds @ NYU.

gestured intensively
as they rapped a concept
till it, surrounded,
        surrendered.

Somehow though it galled
their living for thought
the rent was scrounged up
& the bread got bought,
bed often enough made & unmade etc.

        Two kids
bridged their discussions
   like afterthoughts.

They tuned out
 Joe and Madeline's
mouth.



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The Terrorist

I
  wait as
  have others.

  You
  strike
  at your wish

  or may not
   I know

  your demands
  and have al-
  ways.



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The Plain Answer

The logic of a dream is
 in it, you learn
   but needn't then.

The walking life
cannot play fair
with its burden of desire.

So how find the dream of a day?

Enter the rose,
ask how it knows.




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At the University

Strutting memorial stones
  a pigeon fantails between
       boy scholars untrue

   to anything
  might take looking into,

girls aswing with a something
  nothing can propound, bi-
  cyclists boring under

     the latest shit
on man falling
     out the window.





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Farce Averted

Will she live with her
   little panties here?
Walk around in her underwear?

I'm  not so mature that the shadow
               of her snatch

won't make a fearful difference thus
   with all dark images it must

       be left at that:
       No Chance.




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Those Two Again

Snow is
crystalgeometrics
fused to hood
a knobby world.

In art
things turned are fired to glaze,
perfect, caught
there right before

a crazed
drunk wrecks the shop, must be
dealt with, giv-
en booze and meat

to keep
his unkempt soul till snow
confides once
more outside the

window,
sticks around to smooth hung-
over light.



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Calling It A Day

      The Surrender to the Fools was effected
with mimimum pomp--to their sheerest
   miff for they had arrived
  in fool regalia: gowns and suits
   and hoods and badges, bright
   chains of office. Instead

      their capitulators gave wry,
exhausted speeches. . .out of order, off in pace
 but the snapped-back fools smiled grandly through

          them all, surrounding each
       whistling irony and wish-
      ing everybody all the best
    elsewhere, knowing there's no such place.



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Home

Where I come from we
never really lived
(so we said and did)

and here I'm stranger
  still for some
place won't answer.

     There's pleasure
on paths that birds blur
      ahead. They're

joining us
to song.





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Coastal Graveyard in Branford, Connecticut

The frugal spaces
as if Yankees embraced
the dirt down un-
to them.  Above,

salt-scoured markers rippling in
exhaust from DATSUN & McDONALDS.
(We must seem to ripple too
inside the supermarket's window.)

A stone shakes
at the end of vision.

OFF THE COAST OF BRAZIL
we had earlier browsed.
The girl scans barcodes
off our frozen food.

_Where water is the jungle,
bronze and green, shrieking
birds of teal-streaked apricot
throng massive heat, drop hushed in
ribbons past the dripping palms.

Through swollen calm,
thence shadowing a dusk-
smoked wave which slides,
an amorist's shoulder._





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4th of July

Ketchup Corvette cradling this winking blonde
bangs at the light with my shuddering Dart hey
   big wink for real?    mid shimmers of SUN-
   OCO & EXXON & GULF & WESTERN CLOTHING SOLD HERE
     PIZZA KING BEER BURGER BOY WENDYS the para-
bolic piss of those Golden Arches & ARBYS fries
   onions   busting through these coarse grains my A-
       merican Blonde   shouldering diesels   hiss in
       stinks of asphalt oil & grease                 glossy ex-
   plosions of a thousand cars                in shiny black
   parking lots  puddling suns          O my America & O my
   new girl quick       inside your own raw wave
   hey America I'm your native son                    hanging in
   there hard  in army pants                                 neon-nylon
           jacket rocking my self-destructing                motor in a
                                  ***ROUTE 1 ECSTASY***
she's off @ spectral green
   stands on the brakes then                       lays down
       rubber fishtailing into                           BUSTERS
       WATER HOLE her hair snaps    acetylene.





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Beer and Sandwich On The Road

I'M THE GREATEST POLACK EVER INVENTED WHAT'RE YOU?
  American. HUH! YOU AINT NO FUCKIN IND-IAN!
Then Irish extraction I'll have to say. YOU'LL HAVE TO SAY
SHIT! DON'T USE NO 50-CENT WORDS ON ME!
    IRISH: SHIT IN BED AND KICK IT OUT SO
DON'T GIVE ME NO POLACK JOKES NEITHER I HEARD EM ALL
  AND I DON'T TAKE EM SERIOUS--NOT STUPID ENOUGH.




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Overheard

I aint no
  CHURCH person
     you know
  what I MEAN?

All that STUFF! I gotta
       get OUTA
there. But everybody
     should go.




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Language and the Marketplace

   If the particular whore
   enjoys an icecream cone
          why blame her? O

          see can you say
   she should rather essay
       honest work for her coin, but's
  lacking the mere what?
             Push? Guts?

Not the latter certainly: Beings courageous
       omit the metaphor
   we fearfuls live with
           and are, therefore.



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There'll Always Be Us

 Eat beans AMERICA needs the gas,
and in the event of nuclear attack,
   put your head between your legs
   and kiss your ass

goodbye. The people'll save us, yes
after all the politicians' twirling
    lies, their suck-
    ing dry the public tit, it's

    the love of the people
    makes light of the world.


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The Chance

FEW TIMES I CAN AFFORD DELTA I WATCH
PARTS OF MY FATHER'S DYING IN HOLLYWOOD
  FLORIDA CAUSE BIG C GOT HIM OH YEAH
NO APPEAL & HE ASKS ME TO FIX UP THE DART
GET IT INSPECTED YOU KNOW SO HE CAN DRIVE
  WHEN HE KNEW HE NEVER WOULD & THEN
THE MECHANIC TELLING ME THE ONE EDGEY
  THING.  WASN'T SURE BRAKES'D PASS.

_YOU DRIVE AROUND IN THERE & THEY TEST THINGS
TELL YOU SOMETHING TO DO & THEY READ A DIAL
  BUT STAY AWAKE & WHEN THEY SAY BRAKES
  REALLY HIT EM! SOMETIMES IF YOU..._

& I'M STANDING OUT IN BACK THERE WHILE
     HE AIMS THE HEADLIGHTS
     AT A CHART INSIDE & I'M WATCHING
                HIS BODY MAN HAMMER SUN

INTO BLOTCHES OF OIL IT LOOKED
  A WHOLE AWFUL JUMBLE
  OF DUSTY WEEDS & JUNK

PARTS SHAKING ON THE HEAT
& THERE'S NO WAY
& NEVER COULD BE ANY
  WAY TO TELL YOU GREG HOW GLORIOUSLY
     I STOMPED ON THE FUCKERS!


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Dentist

He explains decay in morning light,
I phrase colors of the corrugated shed
      three stories down,

  changing the language
as light changes and when

     it stops, the words must
           continue in order

to save us. We say too much and yet
     at a still point are graced.

He says his speech again--no use
to talk to me. But then I listen
since we are all of us forgiven.



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The Territory

A current phrase or two
      having to do with finding
            oneself. What
            acquire?

            What own?
           The danger
            of both.


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Shy

the shy experience daily pain
  those moments so benign to others
           are really Being
                   forced to Crisis

and even knowing that this too shall pass
       they do eventually wear thin,
                   then breathe a bit
       before they breathe their last

                        _Amen_


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Defining Hope

   Let your veins drink where
       other veins were let.

    Kneel on stones from whence
     blood was almost scoured.

   (All acts following this
           as useless.)

    Nearby, a petal down
       a stream. . .petals,

            showering

       onto a stream, a
       stream of petals.




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Ay

         There is and is not
a rub. It has acquired
your wearing thin.

Times you thought
you gave up.

Dreams are in themselves
arguments.




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The Moment

      Evening is a river
   of shadows rushing
           the trees un-

till you hear water
   and are not sure

       that it is wind
              or that dark

itself can run.
   Knowing that

          you can't be
sure            of anything
                 alone

                     then, breathe
       your question.





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In Our Cold Stars

An old car waits
in the terrific sun.

       We turn away
       a moment
       to adjust

our shapeless clothes
       and stand
       for it, the
        camera,

       dreaming and haste
   in our mouths.

We want no part of it now, this ferocity
of self.  We have terror in our mouths.

   The wind blows stinging grit.
                        Where is it from?
                        We must find out.

   It is not history,
   It is not photographs.




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The Hand In The Future

  We are composing ourselves
   as the photographer composes.
                                Our being
                                 guided and
                                 guiding him

    and each solely directing such
             limited chaos making us
                                       free in a way
                                        of the result.

    For one certainly can't hand it
    to the photographer. The moment
    shown over and over must not be

  an accident or the prejudice of
   one eye and one waving arm.

                                              But to say
                                      it is us we
                                      were vital-
                                      ly promising

                                             everyone.





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Directing The Scene

      This night river breaks the grasses.
 I touch air enough to hear
     children in the fragrances,

     in the river-wind
           woods holding seige,
their voices fire against the trees.

The children become a music.
The river is a darker music.

I thrust my hand in it
   it bends

   everything together.




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The Grove

Those leaning pines with sparse and floating branches,
  the sea behind thinned here and there by light:
         A Japanese print before I'd seen one.

Does the scene exist before the artist makes it so?
  He makes another and he makes it too.
         As I do once again listening to music.

I don't think such nonsense at 20 at that sea-brushed
Imperial Navy Hotel as then the giggling maids clean up
  after Americans. I know they giggle more at us
  than they ever did at them, the cultural differences--
the way we laugh at signs like NOT TO BE SAFETY OF SWIMM.

  I can't put Galway out of that young place
  woven like the fragrances off sand and pine
  through notes running from my record here, his
flute clean-cut along the trees and sea and funny signs.

                               Weaving in and out of time.
Folk melodies from turn-of-century Japan he plays
    and I sense that scattered grove a century before
   hotels and such, a farmer hums a tune from his own life
           and that is history.

        The wind in from the sea is not benign.

But one day it is again and the painter
sets his easel up. He has had his coffee
and needs nothing
 more today than the trying to make art
 the way and not the way the wind is music
 the way and not the way the light informs.

Whatever we find out there is there for us and despite us
and despite the heartbreak years.

  Tell the composer at Auschwitz, the dancer at Hiroshima,
           all your fine ideas.





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Visions Of The Yale Library

where a sari insinuates
scholars, in hunches, eyes
above blond glasses

diving then to proof
as she is by
and by

the checker, dour enthroned:
       both subsumed
as the doorway widens to
    mercury noon.

At lunch she'll laugh away
a junior's suave ennui
at George and Harry's,

     nod on cue,
     wring teabag a-
     gainst spoon.

His Despair slouching towards
Elegance she
  stares past. . .outside
bright cars contend. . .

and past that old penultimately
     randy inference,
thence right to breathing tea

  wherein a somebody
  unfocusses his gravest
          evidence in time

       to glimpse along
     a scintillant, inner eye
  a spiritual dress.



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  _Frank B. Ford_ is a poet, playright, and fiction writer residing in
  Philadelphia, PA. His poems and stories have appeared in various
  magazines, and his plays have been performed at, among others, Guthrie
  2 in Minneapolis, and New York Stageworks. This is his first volume of
  poetry.

  Other works by the same author:

  WATERMAN appears in _Guthrie New Theater (Vol. 1)_

  Mr. Ford welcomes email at [email protected], or via postal mail at:
  Frank B. Ford
  c/o The Greene Street Artists
  5225 Greene Street
  Philadelphia, PA 19144-2927

  phone: 215.848.7385


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