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 ...presents...              How Do I Love Thee?
                                                        by Suicidal Maniac

                     >>> a cDc publication.......1991 <<<
                       -cDc- CULT OF THE DEAD COW -cDc-

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How do I love thee, let me count thy ways.

1. I love you sliced and diced, over the bed, but it really doesn't matter, as
  long as you're dead.

2. I love you burned and rotten, the maggots eating away at your crushed head,
  but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

3. I love you limp and lame, all twisted and maimed, stabbed with a fury of
  lead, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

4. I love you dead from asphyxiation, no hope left for recessitation, but it
  really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

5. I love you burned at the stake, drowned in a lake, but it really doesn't
  matter, as long as you're dead.

6. I love you torched and scorched, roasting over an open flame, but who's to
  blame, it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

7. I love you torn and ripped, blood flowing as I sip, but it really doesn't
  matter, as long as you're dead.

8. I love you dismembered in December, gift wrapped and tied to my fender, but
  it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

9. I love you dead from acid, burning and blistering, screaming and festering,
  but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.

10. I love you crying from pain, no life to gain, I love you dying in pain, you
   will pay for you vain, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're
   dead.

11. I love you tortured and crueled, as I watch and I drool, it really doesn't
   matter, as long as you're dead.

12. I love you with an open chest, organs everywhere, but I don't care, it
   really doesn't matter, as long as your dead.


   I  should have killed you when I had the chance, now I would do it
   without a glance, I hate you alive, but I love you dead.  It doesn't
   matter how you die, I will not cry.  I will giggle as I see you wiggle
   with pain, I will watch you die with no disdain.  Enjoying the sight,
   it makes my day bright.  I will beat you for every lie, knowing that
   you must die.

   You've already died in my eyes, with which I have cried.  You will
   remain dead in my memory, and I can still picture you leaving me.
   You've died more than one can.  In my mind, I think of the ways.  I ask
   myself, "Why?  Why did I let her make me cry?"  I won't say I care, I
   would not dare, but it really doesn't matter, as long as you're dead.


   Dedicated to my ex-girlfriend, whose life is all a big lie.


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   "Misery"
   by Suicidal Maniac


   I sit here
   Locked in my room
   Confined to myself

   I sit here
   Feeling at home
   Feeling lonely

   I think of you
   I think of how it was
   I think of how it could have been
   But it isn't

   You tell me there's nothing,
   Nothing different.
   But I feel it,
   It's not true.

   4 days ago and it was love
   Now it is agony

   Misery, it's what I'm used to
   Misery, it's how I'm best
   Misery, it brings my death

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