What is the role of emotions or feelings in our spiritual lives? First,
let us be clear on what emotion is. According to modern psychology it has two
elements:1) bodily changes, chiefly in biochemistry; 2) mental
interpretation. For example, the chemistry in fear and in anger are much the
same. So it is the mental interpretation that decides which it is. If we see
something outrageous before us, that registers as anger. If we see something
highly dangerous, it registers as fear.
Emotion by its very nature is neutral, neither good nor bad. (Hence the
emotion that some say they must feel in the basically Lutheran error of just
taking Christ as their Savior is necessary for salvation is a foolish error).
For example, Our Lord had anger when He drove out the sellers. So anger then
was good. It provided a chemical lift, adrenalin, that made it easier for Him
to carry our what was needed. But if anger is more than what the situation on
hand calls for then, it is wrong. Since we are humanly weak, it usually does
go a bit beyond what is proper. A bit beyond is venially sinful. It would
have to be something exceedingly great, so that a person is almost out of his
mind, to make it mortal. (Also, a real desire - not just a passing thought -
for some notable revenge can be mortal).
Similarly, in the spiritual life, feelings or emotions can be helpful
or harmful.
Pleasant emotions in religious things are called consolations; the
opposite, aridity. Realization of spiritual truths is not the same as
consolation.
There are chiefly three sources for feelings in religion: ourselves, a
good spirit(or God) and the evil spirit.
First, they can come from ourselves. Some, on reading the life of a
saint, may as it were identify with the saint, and imagine themselves
saintly, especially if they happen to have a calm mood in prayer. They may
practically contemplate themselves as they pray, and think selves holy. Some
races of humans are more prone to emotion than others. So something written
by such a one may speak of high emotion. For example, St. Augustine, in his
Confessions, after His conversion, in his retreat before baptism, describes
emotional highs from reciting Psalm 4. Most people would not find that the
case.
The state of our health and body in general can affect our response in
feeling. Sluggish bowels can tend to dampen or hold down emotions. If we
watch ourselves - which is even amusing to do - we will find that our
reactions and attitudes can readily change with any change in our body
chemistry. Women in general are more inclined to feelings than men. Further,
their completely natural hormonal cycles can bring a constantly shifting
landscape, as it were, before their eyes.
Sins, and even imperfections, even attachments to earthly things can
predispose one to aridity. To understand attachments, we think of the words
of Our Lord in Mt. 6.21: "Where your treasure is, there is your heart also."
In a narrow sense, that might he a box of coins hidden under the floor for
safekeeping. Such a stash would tend to pulls the owner's thoughts and heart
toward it: he would enjoy thinking on it. But we can put our treasure in just
anything: in huge meals, in gourmet meals, in sex, in travel, in study, even
in the study of Scripture and theology. All these things are lower than God
Himself, some much lower than others. So they can, in different degrees, tend
to hold down our thoughts and hearts. But there is a second factor: How
strongly does a person let self be pulled by these things? The least pull
would result only in imperfection, less than venial sin. The next level would
be occasional venial sin - then habitual venial sin - then occasional mortal
sin - then habitual mortal sin. One who falls into habitual mortal sin will
find it hard for his thoughts, feelings, and heart to rise to the divine
level.
There is a thing called affection to venial sin. It means this: it is
as if a person were to say to himself: I do not intend to commit mortal sins,
or even every venial sin that offers itself. But I have some reservations. If
it gets too hard to keep up a conversation without some detraction, I will do
it. Or if it is too hard to stick to the truth, I will lie. In general a
person will not so openly speak to himself, as it were, about the attitudes
we have described. But they can be there at least subconsciously, and can do
much damage. Such attachments keep one not only from fully receiving a
plenary indulgence, but from any further spiritual progress at all. It is as
if the person puts a clamp around his heart:it can expand just so far, no
farther. It is sad to see some persons going in for so many devotions, but
yet making no gain, since they harbor - perhaps without realizing it - one of
these affections. This is something to check on. During a retreat is a good
time to scour our consciousness for these things. (Cf. St. John of the Cross,
Ascent of Mt. Carmel 1.11.4 - for his comparison of a bird on a string).
God or a good spirit can send either consolations or aridity. When a
person reaches the second conversion - the point where he decides to get
serious about pleasing God - then God often sends consolations, to help
detach the soul from things of this world. But if these feelings were to run
longterm, there would be danger of attachment to them. St. Francis de Sales
says we might come to love the consolations of God more than the God of
consolations. St. John of the Cross (Ascent of Mt. Carmel 3.39.1) compares
such things to toys. If a baby picks up a sharp knife, we do not try to take
it from him. No, we dangle a toy before him, so he will let go of the knife.
The toys are such consolations.
There is only one free thing in us, our free will. So in a situation
where our will must hold onto carrying out the will of God in spite of
aridity, even in darkness, i.e., when it seems impossible to do so - then
the soul must either make a large gain, or fall. We think of Abraham, told to
sacrifice his son, even though he had to believe God would make him the
father of a great nation through that Isaac. Abraham could have respectfully
asked God: I know I must believe this, but now you tell me to kill him. I am
wiling to do either, but cannot do both. But Abraham did not ask any
question: he just went ahead. And God did provide.
Blessed Mother had to hold on in the dark many times, e.g., at Cana,
where the reply of her Son seemed to be rejection. Yet she believed, and told
the waiters: Do whatever He tells you. That brought His first miracle, ahead
of His planned schedule.
In John 6 Our Lord insisted they must eat His flesh. That sounded like
cannibalism to the crowd, or backbiting. He did not explain, just insisted,
even though many drifted away. He even told the Apostles: Are you going to
leave too? No, you have the words of eternal life. He wanted them to hold on
in the dark and so to make great gain.
Our Blessed Mother at the Cross had to believe that this wretched failure
was really the salvation of the world. She did, she even had to positively
will that He die, die then, die so horribly - for when any soul knows what
God positively wills, that soul should positively will what He wills. And she
did this in direct clash with her love, so great that Pius IX in 1854 said it
was so great that,"none greater under God can be thought of, and no one but
God can comprehend it." (The Pope spoke of holiness, which in practice is
interchangeable with love).
St. John of the Cross tells us that there are three signs that a soul,
already far advanced, is going to receive infused contemplation. One is a
total aridity, everything material, everything spiritual, brings no
consolation at all.
The evil one can send consolations, to make a soul try to take on
spiritual projects too great: he can afford to promote some temporary gain in
return for long term loss to that soul. He can also send consolations to make
us think we are saintly, we have arrived. And of course the devil can promote
aridity to urge us to give up or to let up. And in aridity he can tell a soul
that it is a strong soul, and does not need consolations. Devilish!
So we return to the thought we mentioned in passing above: there is
only one free thing in us, our free will. If we could make that completely
match the will of God, that would be perfection. Of course we cannot get that
in one quick action, like instant coffee. No, we cannot foresee at this
moment all that God will ask us for before the end of our lives.
Even more important: even though spiritual progress lies in the will, it
is tied to what is called somatic resonance. Since we are made of matter and
spirit and the two are tied so closely as to form one person, the result is
that if we have a condition on either side, body or spirit, then for normal
running there should be a parallel on the other side. That is called a
resonance. When it falls on the side of the body (most usual) it is labeled
somatic. For example, a man in deep black depression may think he is losing
his faith. The truth is that the bad chemistry that causes his depression is
interfering with the somatic resonance to faith - that resonance is found in
biochemistry. Hence it seems to him he has no faith. But when he comes out
the blackness, there is no need to make him a convert again. His faith was
there all the time.
Now somatic resonance, precisely since it is bodily, follows the laws
of the way a body grows - plants, animals, children all grow in a step graph.
There are long plateaus, and in between small rises. Our spiritual growth
follows such a pattern. Can we help make the rises larger? Yes, when we do
something that is hard on what St. Francis of Assisi called Brother Ass, his
body, then the somatic resonance can be shaken up enough to support a larger
rise. And when - most people meet such things once or more in a lifetime - we
meet something terribly hard to accept as the will of God (permitted or
positively sent), then if we not only refrain from growling, but even thank
Him for that as means of likeness to Christ - then we can make a large gain
at such a point. We think again of Our Lady at the foot of the Cross.
There is a diversity in spiritual patterns too. There as it were two
levels of tiers in the principles of the spiritual life. On the basic level,
no one can break the rules without taking a loss. But on the secondary level
there is room for much variation. St. Francis of Assisi took much pleasure in
birds and flowers, and that led him to praise God greatly. St. John of the
Cross probably reacted in the opposite way. St. Francis de Sales was refined
gentleman. St. Benedict Joseph Labre was like a filthy tramp living the ruins
of Rome. He must have had body lice. One story says if one of them tried to
crawl out of his sleeve, he would push it back again.
We owe Him everything - for making us out of nothing - and all over
again, for redeeming us. So we go to Mass not to enjoy ourselves - that is
indifferent whether or not we enjoy it - but to please Him by joining our
resolve of obedience to that of the obedience of the heart of His Son, as He
lies on the altar, and to that of His Mother, who still joins with Him in
each Mass, as she once did at the Cross (cf. John Paul II in St. Peter's
Square on Sunday Feb 12, 1984 said: "Every liturgical action. . . is an
occasion of communion. . . and in a particular way with Mary. Because the
Liturgy is the action of Christ and of the Church. . . she is inseparable
from one and the other. . . . . Mary is present in the memorial - the
liturgical action - because she was present at the saving event, faithful
with her whole being to the Father's plan, at the historical salvific
occasion of Christ's death." Her will is still united with His, the flesh and
blood on the altar came from her).
We might even take a few moments before a Mass: What have I done in
obeying the Father since the last Mass? If well, I can join that; if some
times I did badly, then I should express regrets).
Here are some passages from Saints who had much aridity, but profited
from it:
1. St. Therese of Lisieux, Autobiography (Cap 13, p. 196, Kenedy edition):"Do
not think that I am overwhelmed with consolations. Far from it! My joy
consists in being deprived of all joy here on earth. Jesus does not guide me
openly: I neither see nor hear Him."
2. St. Therese of Lisieux, Poem: "I know that at Nazareth, Virgin full of
graces/ You lived in great poverty, not wishing anything more; No raptures,
no miracles, no ecstasies/ embellished your life, O Queen of the elect. / The
number of little ones is very great upon the earth. / They can, without
trembling, lift up their eyes to you. /It pleases you to walk among the
common way, / Incomparable Mother, to guide them to the heavens."
3. St. Teresa of Avila, Interior Castle 6.9: "I will only warn you that, when
you learn or hear that God is granting souls these graces [visions etc], you
must never beseech or desire Him to lead you along this road. Even if you
think it is a very good one, and to be greatly prized and reverenced, there
are certain reasons why such a course is not wise." She adds: it shows a lack
of humility, one leaves self open to great danger since the devil will take
any opening, there is also danger of autosuggestion; it is presumption to
want to choose one's own path; very heavy trials usually go with such favors
and,"There are many saintly people who have never known what it is to receive
a favor of this kind, and there are others who receive such favors, although
they are not saintly. . . . It is true that to have these favors must be the
greatest help towards attaining a high degree of perfection in the virtues;
but anyone who has attained the virtues at the cost of his own toil has
earned much more merit."
4. St. Francis de Sales, Letter 764 to St. Jane de Chantal:"It is the height
of holy disinterestedness to be content with naked, dry, and insensible acts
carried out in the higher will alone. You have told me well about your
suffering and there is nothing to do to help it but what you are doing:
affirming to our Lord, sometimes out loud and sometimes in song, that you
even will to live and to eat as the dead do, without taste, feeling or
knowledge. In the end, the Savior wants us to be His so perfectly that
nothing else is left for us, and to abandon ourselves entirely to the mercy
of His providence without reservation."
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