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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: Angel. Date: July 15, 2017, 6:23 pm
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A piece�on the Cehan scene in episode 11. ENJOY
uhan lied
alone solemnly and cautiously��draped in the covers that
belonged to the man she had just married in a Turkish
Vegas-style wedding � only he was sleeping in the guest house in
out front. She wondered and racked her brain endlessly about
what had actually gotten into her in the last couple of days.
She remembered his stunned face after she proposed to him � then
everything after that had been a fastforwards blur.��She
wondered at her recklessness . This was the one reckless thing
she�d ever done in her entire life,and yet here right now, a
wave of regret swept over her over the uncertainty of her fate.
What would her traiterous babacim do next after this�? The
father that she had loved and admired her entire life had
betrayed her and had tried to kill the man that she��.
ears
suddenly sprang to her eyes as she recalled in horror the
accident in the snowy road, how she thought she was going to
die, her fear and then her anger not hours later at finding out
that her own father the same father that she had looked up to
her entire life had planned to get rid of a man who was in his
way so callously without any scuples. The man who had shaken her
world in ways she couldnt even fathom from the day she�d met
him. He�d lied to her to, he�d betrayed her, he tried to fool
her and use her in his revenge plan too and the feeling burned
inside her like an uncontrollable flame, and yet it was this
same��flame of fury that burned from and for him at the same
time, as it flared day by day intensifying whenever he was near
. How could she loath the man but at the same time not bare to
see anything happen to him. How could she want nothing more to
do with him but at the same time yearn for him�. She�d asked
herself endlessly that day�.What really had possessed her to
marry him�? Revenge or love�? But more importantly, for which
reason did he accept. Her rational mind convinced her heart that
as her for her it had been��bit of both, and they�d mutually
agreed on that�; but it wasnt enough � not for her, even though
that she knew that for him her split motives were enough for him
to sustain this feeling. She tried to act like it didnt bother
her , but it did.��And the question played itself over and over
again, to the extent that she would almost voice it out lying
there by herself in his room knowing he was metres away�<i>Does
he really love me�?</i>
he huffed at that instant and sat
up on the bed with her arms crossed as if she were a child.
��What�s wrong with you Suhan�?�� She finally murmered to the
walls as she scolded herself for letting the topic get to her.
She�d lost count on how many times she�d contemplated leaving in
the middle of the night, just packing her bags and returning to
the Korludag mansion, to admitting defeat to him, to Bulent, to
Adalet and most importantly to herself because she knew deep
down that she had to do this. She could feel in in her gut, but
it was just so hard�; so scary. She felt like a bird who
couldn�t fly,��and was scared to try. The feeling made her feel
so powerless.��As she sat there in the bed, and reminisced about
the days when she had her life under control � when everything
was so simple, when she�d block out the feeling of emptiness and
loneliness by duping herself that she had everything she�d ever
wanted in life�.Until Cesur Alemdarogdu showed up�; until he
awakened sensations in her that took her breath away and left
her squirming and she hated it�because it was when he appeared
that she finally felt the heavy weight of the shackles that had
tied her down for so long, and that she had gotten so familiar
with that she could hardly even contemplate her potential
freedom�..The promise of love, and yet the anguish of losing
herself at the same time was to much to bare�.Just then, she
jumped at the deafening ringing of her mobile phone, and grabbed
the device only to see Banu�s name appear on the screen. She
answered reluctantly wondering what the redhead lawyer had
instore for her and found herself reeling at what she heard from
the other end of the line. The woman � clearly drunk was pouring
her heart out in anguish it seemed�..���You�ve ruined everything
Suhan�He�s gone and fallen in love with you, he lost his mind
because of you, and now everything�s ruined�! Mark my words
you�ll never be happy�!! Do you hear me�!!! You�ll both never be
happy�!!!�� And with that Suhan gasped as her forefinger
triggered the end call button as her mouth remained agape at
what she�d just heard. Had Banu lost her mind�? Was it all true.
So many things ran through her mind and she jolted up from the
bed and paced the room frantically. She�s his close friend she
thought. Banu knows Cesur � she knows him. She�s known him for
years. She�s not lying.
nd with that, clearly still not
thinking straight she resolved to leave this room where she was
surrounded by the very presence of him, only to not have him
there�. She couldn�t bare it anymore. She hastily slipped on her
night gown and slippers and hurried outside, bracing the cold
for half a minute before she found herself literally at his
door. She suddenly panicked at her hastiness, and started
scolding herself again, but she�d made it too far right now to
turn back now � to back to that asylum, where she could feel his
essence haunt her with desire without feeling him near her. And
yet here she was standing in front of his room, tactless and
overwhelmed with doubt. She was so petrified, she didnt even
feel the gust of cold air stream through her legs from the
outdoor��rift. She hesitantly raised her arm as she moulded her
hand into a fist shape, knuckles facing the door. Her hand froze
in mid-air as she scanned her brain for any remaining logic or
reason that might discourage her but before her mind could
provide her with the first rational alternative in a nanosecond,
the vibration of her knuckles thumping on the door resonated, as
she found her breathing getting more laborious, as by the last
tentative knock she was practically rasping for breath. Her
stomach churned, her heart was pounding trying to escape
ruthlessly out of her chest as she witnessed the door open
slightly then surely as she looked up daringly to find herself
staring into those sexy deep blue-ocean eyes, electric and
firey. ��Suhan�?�� He uttered looking confused. ��We need to
talk�� she answered trying to think of a way to bolt back the
other way without looking like an idiot. ��I didnt realize how
you felt through all of this�� and a whole lot of other idiocies
that she obviouslly hadnt rehearsed in her head. But it was too
late it was all out in the open. Before she knew it, she was
telling him that it was better for her to leave to which he
scoffed at suddenly laughing as if the notion was the most
ridiculous thing he had ever heard.����Havent we been over
this�?What are you talking about Suhan come come in quickly� He
uttered ardently and that low sexy voice, as he took her hands
in his gently yet assertively ushering her into the room, and
she felt like she were floating in mid-air. Once she was in the
dragon�s lair, the lions den, she darted her eyes all over the
room, fighting the urge to look at the bed, but her eyes
deceived her, before gazing back into the pair of blue abyss
that could see into the very depth of her soul.
�Do you
really think Im going to let you go now Suhan? Hmm�?�� She kept
her gaze lowered not daring to stare back at his eyes from the
fear of losing herself to him. Her senses tempted her to wrap
her arms around him in an embrace but instead she felt his arms
pull her into a warm firm bear hug as she jammed her half open
lips into his shoulder smiling furtively as she could feel the
warm fuzziness in her stomach, and her legs were losing
stability but he held her firmly. Then to her delicious horror,
she felt a light kiss creep on the side of her ear up along her
head as he laced his right hand into her hair and breathed her
in whilst his other firm gripped her waist firmly. She tried to
wriggle out of his grip for a split second, but she felt his
warm pumped lips venture down the side of her bare neck, as he
placed a kiss on her shoulder, and let hi slips remain there.
She dared not move as he took in a breath and turned his head
towards her cheek placing a delicate kiss on her cheek. Right
then he whispered raspingly and seductively in a low manly
voice. ��You have no idea how much I want you Suhan��. She
smiled against his shoulder. He suddenly took her hands and
stepped backwards as she followed him in musical synchrony as
they led each other �she felt herself advance boldly as he led
her to sit on the side of the bed. They sat together at the same
time, as he still held both her hands before he took a long look
at the beauty before him admiratevely. She loved it when he did
that. The way he made her feel like she was a piece of art and
boy did he love art. His aqua blue eyes scrutinized her darting
his eyes from top to bottom, as his lips curved into loving
smile. She smiled back involuntarily as she raised her hand and
stroked the side of his bearded jaw and stubble tenderly before
edging her face closer to him her eyes becoming misty as they
both stared at each other with utter lust. He used his fingers
on both sides of her shoulder to slide down the rebellious cloth
draped around her shoulders and let his fingers linger on her
warm skin. She suddenly stared down at his lips as he
responsively immitated the her expression, and stared at her
with that �come-hither look� that drove her insane. She couldnt
hold it in any longer. She needed to touch him, to feel his
warmth on her skin, to gaze forever into his eyes and never let
him go � not tonight, for tonight would be their forever and
their passion would be their release and her unshackling. She
unthinkingly, raised her other hand to run it across his jaw,
again and again as they continued to lock their eyes onto each
other�s lips, until their foreheads locked onto each other like
magnets and before she knew it she was lowering him gently and
slowly backwards onto the bed as he surrendered himself
knowingly still smiling at her boldness. Once looking down on
him inches from his face, she locked eyes with him once more
before closing them shut and simultaneously, hooking her arms
around his neck as his hands slipped down the smooth curves of
her waist, and when their lips met and her world exploded into
streaks of light as he pulled her deeper, and the constellation
of stars flashed before her eyes.
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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: Vidya Date: July 17, 2017, 12:29 am
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Woww this was awesome...yesterday after reading it went back to
watch the whole episode and even some parts of 12�
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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: Tanjushka Date: July 17, 2017, 2:49 pm
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I loved the idea of filling in the gaps of that night. What a
night that was.
uhan\'s struggle between how she felt and who
she was so exciting to read.�
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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: Ilsa Date: July 18, 2017, 8:28 pm
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I see you girl�
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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: Malika Date: February 19, 2018, 11:53 am
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Beautifully written. It really adds depth to the scene on the
show. Suhan\'s struggle always felt so real to me. She wanted to
dive into her love for him but at the same time had every reason
to fear that love.�
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Cesur ve G�zel Writing competition- Contestant 4
By: FiFiB Date: May 30, 2018, 8:18 am
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[quote author=Malika date=1519062811]
It really adds depth to the scene on the show. Suhan\'s struggle
always felt so real to me. She wanted to dive into her love for
him but at the same time had every reason to fear that
love.�
/quote]
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