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| LOVE AND YOUR EGO REST IN PEACE [ private, dawny ] | |
| By: Raven` Date: February 10, 2015, 5:49 am | |
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| Winterpaw slipped out of the leader's den. Although she hadn't | |
| started sleeping in there because of her kits, she wanted to | |
| look around. It was spacious, and still smelled incredibly of | |
| her father. Although the scent was comforting, it sent her | |
| reeling out of the cave, reminding her that no matter how hard | |
| she tried, she would never be as great as him. He was big and | |
| tall, she was small and short. He was confident, she stuttered | |
| on every other word. | |
| He was comfortable with his gender. She... wasn't. | |
| The female sighed, her shoulders sinking as she leaned against | |
| the wall. | |
| #Post#: 54503-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: LOVE AND YOUR EGO REST IN PEACE [ private, dawny ] | |
| By: dawnfire111 Date: February 18, 2015, 9:14 am | |
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| ( i foRGOTS TO REPLY I'M SORRYY ;w; ) | |
| Coalfang scuffed his large paws over the ground as he entered | |
| camp. Two mouse-like rodents dangled from his jaws, limply | |
| letting their stiff bodies swing. He had hunted them down in the | |
| canyon gorge, and was bringing them back for the Clan, like any | |
| warrior should. It was...different, being a warrior. Most of his | |
| life, he walked every path of his territory like he owned the | |
| place, and yeah, he did. Nothing changed about him being the | |
| founder of the Clan. Generations would come and queens and | |
| elders would tell their kittens stories of the great AshClan | |
| founder, Coalstar. Even thinking of that, it didn't feel like he | |
| had done enough. He almost felt like his life wasn't worth | |
| anything. What great thing did he really do? He gave some cats a | |
| home, then made them battle nonstop with FrozenClan. He found | |
| love, yet he still had captured her and kept her in a different | |
| Clan, nothing like her dear home, for a long time. He had | |
| kittens who barely knew him, and he barely knew them, except | |
| Winterpaw. And then because he felt useless, he just gave up | |
| being a leader. He just gave up, didn't he? | |
| Coalfang shook his head with a frustrated sigh. He approached | |
| the pile of fresh-kill and tossed his catch on top. The dark | |
| smoke tabby lifted his head and looked around the dusty cave, | |
| the scorching sun shining in through the entrance. He landed his | |
| green eyes on Winterpaw, sulking by the leader den. She looked | |
| stressed and defeated. Could she really take this? He forcefully | |
| told himself she would be fine, she would be a great leader, | |
| even greater than he. But that small thought still clawed at him | |
| from the inside out. | |
| Hesitantly, her father pushed himself forward and walked over to | |
| Winterpaw, his ears perking up hopefully. "Hey, uh, how's it | |
| going?" he asked calmly, eyes still settled on her soft blue | |
| eyes, like her mother's. | |
| ( okay what when did you get here muse ) | |
| #Post#: 54516-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: LOVE AND YOUR EGO REST IN PEACE [ private, dawny ] | |
| By: Raven` Date: February 20, 2015, 7:28 am | |
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| ( itS FINE I STILL LOVE YOU ) | |
| Winterpaw had been startled by her father's voice, scrambling to | |
| her paws. She winced slightly as the room spun for a split | |
| second, an after effect of getting up too fast. She gulped as | |
| she focused her gaze on her father, everything coming back into | |
| focus rather quickly. | |
| "S-sorry, Daddy." she squeaked, blinking a few times to get used | |
| to everything that was no longer blurry or moving. "I didn't-- | |
| I'm sorry-- I just--" she tried to form apologies, her brain | |
| taking a while to process what he said. Oh. So she wasn't in | |
| trouble. Okay. Great job, Winterpaw. You just proved how much of | |
| a ditsy pushover you could be. The she-cat gulped again, | |
| flattening her ears on her head. | |
| "Sorry, Daddy.." she apologized again, looking down at her paws. | |
| "I'm... I'm doing... fine.." she looked for words, trying to | |
| focus on not stuttering and making up for her little mess up a | |
| few moments before. "I was just scoping out the den and... its | |
| really nice.. I don't see why you gave it up.." she murmured, | |
| referencing more to why he gave her the position instead of the | |
| den. "Uhm... How are you, Daddy..?" she finally asked. | |
| #Post#: 54697-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: LOVE AND YOUR EGO REST IN PEACE [ private, dawny ] | |
| By: dawnfire111 Date: February 24, 2015, 7:14 pm | |
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| Coalfang smiled a bit, sympathetic and a little worried for his | |
| baby girl. She was stronger than she looked, though. "I'm fine. | |
| Everything's fine, you don't have to worry," he said calmly, | |
| even with the gruff voice and tough look he had. "I know this is | |
| a lot for you, but it will sink in eventually," he tried to | |
| soothe her as he sat down. | |
| #Post#: 54712-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: LOVE AND YOUR EGO REST IN PEACE [ private, dawny ] | |
| By: Raven` Date: February 24, 2015, 8:49 pm | |
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| Winterpaw gulped once more as she listened to her father's | |
| words. "But-" she cut herself off, looking down at her paws. | |
| "You're right... sorry, Daddy.." she apologized again, her tail | |
| wrapping tight around her body. She was still a moderate sized | |
| she-cat. But her thin frame, and the way she held herself, gave | |
| way to the idea that she might be smaller than led on to be. "I | |
| know it will. I'm just... scared. What if I make a bad choice? | |
| What if the Clan doesn't like me after all? What if--" she, once | |
| again, cut herself off, muttering yet another 'sorry' under her | |
| breath. | |
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