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| #Post#: 3833-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Zyngaru Date: February 16, 2018, 10:05 pm | |
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| All of my nephews and nieces grew up with me hugging them. Now | |
| it is my grand nephews and nieces. I started it for basically | |
| the same reason as Jack. I came out of an emotionless family. | |
| I brought emotion into it. One of my brothers who lives apart | |
| from the family, by his decision, asked one time, when did this | |
| family get so touchy feely? Because now we all hug each other | |
| when we meet and when we depart. | |
| People need touch. They need hugs. They need the physical | |
| contact that isn't violent contact. | |
| Loved reading your post Jack. It touched my heart. | |
| #Post#: 3837-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Jack Date: February 17, 2018, 3:39 am | |
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| [quote author=Adric link=topic=53.msg3827#msg3827 | |
| date=1518832050] | |
| This seems like a very promising development. It is good that | |
| he was introduced to the hug by seeing you do that with all your | |
| boys, and good that he heard the reason why. Without that it | |
| could be misunderstood, and be more frightening than comforting. | |
| [/quote] | |
| I am a hugger - Hug Life! However, it was really hard for me to | |
| start. It's hard to explain, but I love a hug with my kids, I | |
| hug a lot of my close friends, in the 90s, when I spent a lot of | |
| time at the stores, more than a few kids would greet me with a | |
| hug. On the other hand, I hate when someone just hugs me. I'm | |
| not sure what decides it, but I think I have to know and trust | |
| you a bit before I'm comfortable with you entering my personal | |
| space. | |
| Because of that, I'm careful about hugging people. I hug Liam | |
| now, but that took a while, and it started with pats on the leg | |
| or shoulder or arm, then grew to an arm across his shoulders, | |
| and one day, I felt like he was ready, so I hugged him. It | |
| comes a lot easier with some boys than others, but it really is | |
| a lot like taming a feral cat. | |
| With someone who's told me the things Garrett has, I would have | |
| never hugged him without his permission, though I may have | |
| eventually asked, if he hadn't asked me. | |
| Last night, he didn't want to come over after the movie, since | |
| there were a lot of kids staying over, and he hadn't even met | |
| all of them. When he said good bye, I asked him if it was too | |
| public for him. He looked confused for a moment, then blushed | |
| a bit, but shook his head, so we hugged in the middle of the | |
| auditorium. It really bothers me that I can't pigeonhole him or | |
| figure out exactly what he wants, but at least he seems to be | |
| comfortable and pretty happy right now. | |
| [quote author=Zyngaru link=topic=53.msg3833#msg3833 | |
| date=1518840313] | |
| Loved reading your post Jack. It touched my heart. | |
| [/quote] | |
| Thank you - that's always a great thing to hear. | |
| #Post#: 3846-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Journey Date: February 17, 2018, 8:42 am | |
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| It's so nice to hear about the hugs. So many people are | |
| touch-starved these days. Hugs really are needed to help make | |
| people happy. | |
| For some reason, I really like reading about Garret. I hope he | |
| becomes more and more comfortanle around you and your family. He | |
| might be an adult already, but he sounds like he needs a support | |
| system/family around him. | |
| [quote author=Jack link=topic=53.msg3837#msg3837 | |
| date=1518860375] | |
| It really bothers me that I can't pigeonhole him or figure out | |
| exactly what he wants, but at least he seems to be comfortable | |
| and pretty happy right now. | |
| [/quote] | |
| You know, it strikes me that he probably feels the same way | |
| about you. 😂 It sounds like he hasn't had a lot of | |
| experience with people/adults interested in his well-being, so | |
| maybe he's not entirely sure what you want or what he wants | |
| either. Either way, I'm really glad he's comfortable and happy | |
| now. :) | |
| #Post#: 3852-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: kalico Date: February 17, 2018, 11:50 am | |
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| Aww I'm happy he asked and you were able to understand him .... | |
| I have to say outside of family I never did much hugging until | |
| we moved to Texas and it started being more acceptable and | |
| people would just greet you that way ......I still notice the | |
| difference when going back to Washington state my home state and | |
| have to be more restrained....😐 | |
| Hugs kal | |
| #Post#: 3855-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Jack Date: February 17, 2018, 1:05 pm | |
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| [quote author=Journey link=topic=53.msg3846#msg3846 | |
| date=1518878524] | |
| [quote author=Jack link=topic=53.msg3837#msg3837 | |
| date=1518860375] | |
| It really bothers me that I can't pigeonhole him or figure out | |
| exactly what he wants, but at least he seems to be comfortable | |
| and pretty happy right now. | |
| [/quote] | |
| You know, it strikes me that he probably feels the same way | |
| about you. 😂 It sounds like he hasn't had a lot of | |
| experience with people/adults interested in his well-being, so | |
| maybe he's not entirely sure what you want or what he wants | |
| either. Either way, I'm really glad he's comfortable and happy | |
| now. :) | |
| [/quote] | |
| That is a really good point, Journey, and I'll keep it in mind. | |
| #Post#: 5320-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Leti Date: April 24, 2018, 7:58 pm | |
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| How is Garret doing? Is he receiving more hugs? | |
| ;D | |
| LL | |
| #Post#: 5327-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Jack Date: April 25, 2018, 3:44 am | |
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| Garrett is doing just fine. | |
| We're not able to spend quite as much time together - not only | |
| am I teaching, but everything that's keeping me from blogging as | |
| much is eating my extra time elsewhere as well. | |
| Garrett has a schedule set, since both his therapist and I have | |
| told him that's important. Actually, because his work schedule | |
| does vary somewhat, I should probably say a routine, not a | |
| schedule. | |
| He's still eating with us a couple of times a week. I don't | |
| think he'll ever be a casual hugger, but he seems comfortable | |
| being greeted that way. | |
| At this point, I think he and I have a slightly more than casual | |
| friendship, and I think he likes having someone around who's | |
| older and a bit dominant. I've noticed he'll sometimes ask my | |
| opinion, but then argue with me if I don't agree with him - much | |
| like a number of my older teen boys have done. | |
| He will be going to Avengers with us on Friday, which is good. | |
| I am an introvert myself, so I understand the need to be alone, | |
| but I'm not sure if he's an introvert, or just scared. Even if | |
| he is an introvert, he still needs to get out, do things, and | |
| spend time with other people, so he doesn't turn into a hermit. | |
| Plus, for an introvert, doing things makes our alone time so | |
| much more special. | |
| #Post#: 5533-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Jack Date: May 5, 2018, 4:37 am | |
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| I started to mention this in my 'Family Night' post, but decided | |
| I should put it here. | |
| I had told Garret to come over last night, and I suggested he | |
| could sleep over here, rather than having to go home. I know he | |
| likes his own place, but I also think he's sometimes lonely. | |
| When he arrived, he had a backpack with him. When he showed up, | |
| I still had stuff in the oven, so he washed up, then helped me | |
| with that. He joined us in gaming and watching movie trailers. | |
| When I came back from putting the little guys to bed, I'd half | |
| expected him to be gone, but not only was he still around, but | |
| he'd changed into pajama pants and a loose henley. | |
| After I said good night to the older boys, I asked what he | |
| wanted to do, which ended with us starting to talk. | |
| He's basically happy with his life right now, but I see a couple | |
| of problems. | |
| Something that's not an active problem, but that's been bugging | |
| me for a while, is that there's not a lot of future in working | |
| for me. I pay well, but I only have about ten positions that | |
| are really good, and all those except Daniel have been filled | |
| for years. Working for me is a lot better than working fast | |
| food or a convenience store. The thing is that Garret's not | |
| stupid, and I think he could do a lot better. It doesn't seem | |
| like he's really thought about the future at all, though. I'm | |
| trying to get him to think about it, before he starts feeling | |
| trapped - or before he lets momentum trap him. | |
| The other problem is simply that Garret is very unassertive, and | |
| he doesn't seem to want to approach anything directly. | |
| I should pause to say that Garret's asleep in my bed right now. | |
| He ended up laying down next to me, and we talked into he fell | |
| asleep. He'd taken his shirt off. I know he normally sleeps in | |
| just his shorts, but I just covered him up, rather than trying | |
| to get him out of his lounge pants. | |
| The thing is, we talked around a number of things. I'm not | |
| positive how much Garret's shy and introverted, and how much | |
| he's just damaged and doesn't know how to do some things. Sex | |
| came up indirectly a couple of times, but I think what's | |
| bothering him currently is not 'how to have sex', but 'how to | |
| have a relationship', which is a real problem for me to discuss, | |
| because I've never really figured it out myself. Still, I think | |
| I'm going to have to make private time for the two of us to at | |
| least talk about sex and relationships and stuff like that. | |
| #Post#: 5557-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: kalico Date: May 6, 2018, 1:32 pm | |
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| Aww poor kid.... | |
| it�s good thought that he trust you to talk things through and | |
| I�m sure you both will figure things out and get him | |
| started......good luck | |
| Hugs kal | |
| #Post#: 5618-------------------------------------------------- | |
| Re: Garret Riley | |
| By: Jack Date: May 10, 2018, 4:46 pm | |
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| Garret was practically waiting for me when I got out of school | |
| Tuesday. | |
| "You doing anything today?" his text read, if you translated it | |
| to English. | |
| "I have errands to run. Nothing after that. You want to keep | |
| me company?" | |
| He did. | |
| I try to get my employees two days off together. This week, | |
| Garret was off Monday and Tuesday. | |
| "So, how was your day yesterday?" | |
| "It was okay," he responded. "I did everything like you wanted | |
| me to." | |
| "You did," I asked, since I had no idea I'd wanted him to do | |
| anything. | |
| "Yeah," he responded, apparently not picking up on my confusion. | |
| Then he began to tell me about his day. | |
| He normally has to be at work at 10:45, if he's not closing, so | |
| he usually wakes about 9am. He did that Monday morning. Then | |
| he got cleaned up, gathered his dirty clothes and stuff, stopped | |
| at Whataburger for breakfast, went and did his laundry, stopped | |
| on the way home and bought groceries, then headed home, made | |
| lunch, put the laundry away, dusted and vacuumed, and then | |
| watched a movie and played video games. Sounds like a pretty | |
| full and somewhat enjoyable game. | |
| He'd even brought his grocery receipt, so I could see what he | |
| bought. It was mostly sandwich stuff, and frozen and canned | |
| food. | |
| "See. I didn't buy too much junk food, and I even bought some | |
| of those salad bags, so I'm eating healthier like you said I | |
| should." | |
| I agreed he was trying. When I asked why he bought so much | |
| frozen and canned stuff, he admitted he really didn't know much | |
| about cooking, but he gets tired of sandwiches. While I never | |
| liked cooking for myself, there are ways around it, so I'm | |
| teaching him the same basic stuff I make sure all my kids can | |
| do. | |
| When we were through with my errands, we stopped at the store to | |
| get a rotisserie chicken, then came back to the house, where I | |
| made garlic and herb skillet potatoes to go with the chicken and | |
| we toasted a couple of bagels. It was a nice meal. | |
| It was still a couple of hours before the kids got home, and he | |
| didn't have much idea what he wanted to do, so we emptied out my | |
| display case, which had been showing Lassie, and put up a | |
| selection of Spider-man stuff instead. I think I can say we | |
| both had fun picking it out and setting it up. Then he helped | |
| me make snacks for the kids before they got home. | |
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