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| re: gopher resiliency | |
| November 15th, 2019 | |
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| The illustrious tfurrows recently wrote [0] on the topic of | |
| resiliency of his gopher content. He brings up a familiar topic | |
| and one tangentially related to the recently popular "right to be | |
| forgotten" vs "archival" debates. | |
| [0] tfurrows - gopher resiliency | |
| I think I have something to say on the subject, but I started this | |
| reply before I thought everything out. Lets see what comes up as | |
| I go… | |
| When I was a boy I had a cabinet in by bedroom. At some point in | |
| time, for Christmas, I got my very own TV that sat on top of it. | |
| Inside, at a later Christmas, I was able to add my Nintendo | |
| Entertainment System and a few games. A bit later the cabinet | |
| would welcome the introduction of some new controllers and my | |
| first issue of Nintendo Power Magazine. The magazines grew quickly | |
| from one to 10 to 40 until they took up most of the cabinet space. | |
| At some point or another my subscription ended, though I couldn't | |
| say when or why exactly. I grew up, my interests changed. I was on | |
| BBSes and Prodigy all day instead of trying futilely to beat | |
| Battle Toads. The cabinet door closed one day an didn't open again | |
| for a very long time. | |
| When it did open, I was older and with wildly different interests. | |
| The NES still had its charm, so it came out of the cabinet and | |
| journeyed with me to college and beyond. The magazines, though, | |
| stayed on the shelf. Another decade passed and it was time to | |
| empty out the cabinet from my parents' home as they planned their | |
| retirement move. I cracked open the doors and there they were. In | |
| a moment of nostalgia, I flipped through some pages. The air | |
| filled with a familiar smell that transported me back to a time | |
| when these characters, interviews, reviews and comics were vibrant | |
| and new. I was 9 years old again and filled with joy for a moment. | |
| But I wasn't there to take a massive collection of magazines with | |
| me. I was there to empty out the trash, to toss it and let it go. | |
| I put those magazines in an empty box that once held printer | |
| paper, scribbled a label and tossed in in the car. I wasn't going | |
| to keep them, but I wasn't ready for them to disappear just yet | |
| either. | |
| The box sat under my desk in my house for another couple years | |
| totally forgotten until a friend's son developed a magical | |
| infatuation with Mario that can only come with youth. He dressed | |
| as Mario, got every toy Mario imaginable, and even enjoyed playing | |
| the old games on his dad's emulator. One day the little guy got | |
| quite the surprise when a giant box showed up on his table. He | |
| looked inside, pulled out a magazine and started flipping through. | |
| His eyes lit up when he saw that it was filled with Mario and all | |
| the other familiar characters he loved. | |
| He couldn't care less about game strategy guides for a system he | |
| didn't have, but he loved the comic stories and the artwork. We | |
| gave him some scissors and chopped them up to make new artwork. | |
| His mom is an elementary school art teacher, so resources were | |
| readily available. He made some really great stuff from those | |
| dusty pages. | |
| This came to mind as I was thinking about resiliency and I wanted | |
| to share even if I couldn't articulate it perfectly. I guess it's | |
| about the meaning of art in a way. Some argue that an artist (or | |
| writer) has an intention with their work and that is the value. | |
| Their intended sharing of an idea or experience is the art. Others | |
| say that the experience of the viewer or reader is what matters. | |
| I think there's enough value for both to be true. | |
| When I write a phlog post or share some experiment on gopher I get | |
| satisfaction from sharing my thoughts or notes or otherwise | |
| contributing to the little quiet space we have carved out. I also | |
| get joy knowing that you all read it. Over the years I've seen | |
| first-hand how the things I've shared have landed with some of you | |
| in an unintended way. Maybe they've inspired a response, or | |
| reminded you of a long forgotten hobby. Maybe a silly project | |
| I started and gave up on had a clue to something you were | |
| struggling with. But there's more than the immediate effect. | |
| I've run across old gopher content from the 90s detailing | |
| conferences, meet-ups, and stories that are otherwise unknown to | |
| me. I can witness snapshots in time as someone tried to puzzle out | |
| the future of the internet, not knowing what was about to blow up | |
| around them. Their goals of communication have little to do with | |
| the experience I now have in reading. Instead of learning about | |
| possible futures I get a glimpse of human struggle against the | |
| unknown, teamwork and camaraderie. I get to see the problems of | |
| the day in a way that's hard from this vantage. I get to remember | |
| my own early internet days and pick out pieces of history. And | |
| that's just from some gopher history [1]. How much more exciting | |
| is it when I find old code or diaries. | |
| [1] gopher history archives | |
| Resiliency conjures up this idea that our writing is somehow | |
| either indelible or written in disappearing ink. Some people will | |
| assuredly make the choice to nuke their archives and skip out on | |
| gopher or the web or whatever. Some will have hardware failures or | |
| platforms will go away. Others will surely continue to archive. | |
| Cameron Kaiser will continue his efforts, or others will rise up | |
| and do the same, and much of this will survive in someone's text | |
| archives. Others will come and go from places like SDF, leaving | |
| behind a few postings and files before forgetting their account | |
| exists. tfurrows has four cosmic posts [2] and five more secret | |
| gopher postings [3] that link up a really cool and interesting | |
| science fiction story. If that story doesn't continue then it | |
| still exists as part of the shared universe. It adds to the vibe | |
| and contributes in itself. | |
| [2] Xero Carbon Wells | |
| [3] Wells' Carbon Clique | |
| Perhaps one day in the distant future our silly thoughts and ideas | |
| will be gathered together, chopped up, and turned into something | |
| new and unexpected. Maybe we'll all sit in a virtual cabinet for | |
| decades first. Maybe some of it will fade away or be lost, but | |
| I think there's a good chance for resiliency. Our stuff is mostly | |
| text, after all, and that doesn't take up much space. |