SUBJECT: INTERACTION WITH THE PHENOMENA FILE: UFO2760
PART 2
This is part two. I decided to go ahead and reprint this file. Green
Cloud: Later that summer I saw the Green cloud for the last time.(I
think.) My younger brother,returning home in the eveing spotted the
cloud once again in the braches of the silver Maple that was in our
back yard. I don't remenber much about this except I am pretty sure
that this time,I at least,walked down to get a closer look. I felt
happy. I felt as if I were meeting up with an old friend. I had no
doubt that this was the same cloud as before. I could "feel" it. I got
the feeling that he had found his way back to his family and that all
was well. It seems as if he was just passing by and wanted to let us
know he was okay. He seemed a little older,like me and a little more
sure of himself, again just like me. I didn't hear this in words. I
felt it in my head. I felt it the same way you might feel that a
certain number is the correct answer to a math problem. That is as
close as I can get to describing that. I don't remenber saying good
bye. I do remenber not feeling sad. I got the impression that we would
meet again. I also knew I had a secert,a special secert. I wasn't
supppose to tell about "knowing" what he was feeling. It would hurt the
feelings of the others and there was no sense in doing that. Only now,
right now that I am writing this do I recall that I would "think" to
him. Tell him about my day that sort of stuff. And it seems that I
would feel him talking to me.
But not in words in feelings, in that special kind of knowing. I wish
I could describe it better but sense it was a thing of "not-
words""words" can't be used to describe it. I can see that I am going
to have to work on remenbering more of that. Now some more points. By
this time I was trained well enough that I had little or no fear. Once
again he shows up outside,in the same place,looking a little bigger. He
thanks us(me) and makes me feel all grown up. He is grateful to me. Can
you see this pattern? I'm getting buttered up. Also this communcation
is very much indilvuglezed to me. I was the one who helped him. I even
think the feeling of the gender was made with this choice in mind. Ten
year old boys are nervous around females. The re was a brother in arms
kind of tone to the whole thing. The exchange of information was done
in "feelings". I am sure that words would of worked best with me I not
sure that I would of heard words. But as I learned when I was learning
BiO-Feedback I am not very good with words. I get my best results by
remembering a feeling and then making myself feel that feeling. I am
given sercet. That sercet bound us together just as much as if we had
become blood brothers. Ten year old boys (me at l east) take sercets
very seriously. Even the sercet works for them it puts a small wedge
between myself and my siblengs. The sercet also works to protect me.
For a long time now I have felt that the "don't tell rule" is for the
protection of the witness not the ETs. I don't think they have much to
fear about people knowing they are here. Hell plently of us know that
they are here, and it hasn't hurt them yet. I don't want to give the
wrong impression here. Some people might think that because I feel that
I was being mislead that I believe that the ETs are evil. I don't. I
think they were doing the best job they knew how with what they had to
work with. From time to time I do feel some anger, thats just part of
therapy. But when that anger comes up I just work through it and get on
with my life. There is something very different about this third
encounter,(I don't know if that's a pun or not). The second happened in
the early morning. As the sun rose the clould got thinner. This
happened in the eveing as the sun set the cloud got more solid. So far
that's all I remenber,I can't help but think that maybe we talked on
into the night. Maybe thats where I got the idea that I could "think"
to him during the day. Maybe thats when I learned what sort of things
he wanted me to think. Maybe one day I will remenber. Green cloud four:
There was a fourth visit,I feel very sure about this one,but I am not
sure of the time. It was warm because I ws wearning a short slveed
shrit. I think it was evening,but there was still plenty of sun left in
the sky. I don't remenber how I got there but I was standing very close
to the silver maple tree in our backyard and resting up in the branches
was my Green Cloud.
I kept as much of the tree between it and myself as I could. I was
sure that if it made a move for me I easily outrun it. It was while
standing there,looking at it,that I began to have a kind of
communication with it.As is ususal with me there weren't anyreal words
thought or spoken. It was more of a collection of feelings along with
visual displays fo events. It worked okay. Some where along here I
remenbered and began to think about a black and white short feature I
saw on television in this particular picece a young boy is playing with
a ballon that somehow gets away from him. He keeps sreaching and
looking for it. Finally after many trails he is reunited with his
friend. The impreesion I got from the Green Cloud was that "he" was
older now than the last time I had seen him. To his kind he was like a
teenager now. He justed stoped by to see how we were doing and to thank
us for letting him stay the last time he was here. He also went on to
give the idea that I was the o nly one who could talk to him,so maybe
it would be a good idea to keep it a sercet,as it would only hurt the
feelings of my brother and sister. Being a young boy of about 11 I
thought this was just a great idea. It made me feel really pround that
this "older" person" was willing to trust me. Those are the only clear
cut meniories I have of that encounter although it does seem to me now
that I use to check in with him from time to time by just thinking in a
certain kind of way. What I can't recall clearly is how or why I ever
broke off talking to him at all. It seems to me that something would
have to had happened to make me stop talking. I wonder what it was?
Here is an other example of how the phenonmea presents it'self in a
favorable like. What child could resist an older presense,(a teenager!)
wanting to share a sercet. I certainly couldn't. End notes: Please
remember my understanding of the Phenomena is different in some ways
now. I hope to add more to these files later. I welcome anything you
may want to say to me. You can usualy get to me on Dream Link and
Eckar-1. I also have posted my mailing my address in case you would
perfer to write to me. Thanks for letting me tell my story and good
luck to you in your Quest for answers!
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