Preamble
NOTES
This list is compiled from a large number of sources, the main one being
this newsgroup (ASH). I have not named anyone in any of the entries to
ensure their privacy.
Calle:
I, on the other hand, will name sources if (and only if) the sources
give me permission.
There may be inaccuracies in many of the entries... double check if you
can. Go to the library and read up on your favorite method - check dosages
in the manufacturer's data sheets. If you do notice any inaccuracies,
please write to the net ASAP.
LEGAL
This file is provided for the purposes of amusement, and the actual use of
any of these methods is not recommended without first considering other
possibilities, such as dying of old age. Please do not pass it onto people
whom you know to be actively suicidal.. you may find yourself in jail for
considerable periods. I have a small amount of info on British law
regarding assisting suicides; feel free to ask me for a copy. Basically,
distribution to a number of unknown people is fine, but giving it to
someone whom you know is actively considering suicide can get you into jail
for up to 14 years.
I should also point out that this file is distributed world-wide, and there
will be significant differences in the legal aspects in other countries.
Calle:
For example, in Sweden the distribution of this file is completely
legal, according to a lawyer I know. As long as you don't physically
help someone to commit suicide, you're safe. According to the lawyer
mentioned above, Dr. Kevorkian's suicide machine would probably be
legal in Sweden.
BIBLIOGRAPHY/SOURCES
1. "Final Exit: The Practicalities of Self-Deliverance and Assisted
Suicide for the Dying" Derek Humphry (publisher: Hemlock)
2. alt.suicide.holiday newsgroup on "usenet"
3. alt.med newsgroup on "usenet"
4. "Poisonous Plants and Fungi: an Illustrated Guide" (Ministry of
Agriculture, Fisheries and Foods) M R Cooper, A W Johnson
5. "Encyclopedia of Human Biology"
* "Let Me Die Before I Wake" Derek Humphry
* "Suicide, Mode d'Emploi" Claude Guillon, Yves Le Bonniec
* "Zorg jij dak ik niet meer wakker word?" Klazien Sybrandy, Rob Bakker
* "How To Die With Dignity" George B Mair, EXIT (Scottish)
* "A Guide To Self-Deliverance" EXIT (Britain)
* "Autodeliverance" Michel L Landa
* "Justifiable Euthanasia" Pieter V Admiraal
* "First You Cry" Betty Rollin
* "Last Wish" Betty Rollin
* "Death of a Man" Lael Wertenberger
* "Jean's Way" Derek Humphry
* "The Savage God: A Study of Suicide" A Alvarez
* "Double Exit" Ann Wickett
* "Voluntary Euthanasia: A Comprehensive Bibliography" G Johnson
(Hemlock)
* "The Woman Said Yes" Jessamyn West
* "The Bell Jar" Sylvia Plath
* "Clinical Toxicology of Commercial Products" Williams & Wilkins
Company
* "Suicide: The Gamble with Death" Gene & David Lester
* "Crisis Intervention in the Community" Richard K McGee
* "Wanting to Die" Anne Sexton
* "Bitter Fame" (bio about) Sylvia Plath (author is) Anne Stevenson
* "Letters Home" (bio about) Sylvia Plath (author is) Aurelia S Plath
* "Raven: The Untold Story of the Rev. Jim Jones & his People" Dutton
* "Essays in Self-Destruction" (ed) Edwin S Shneidman
* "Suicide: A Study in Sociology" Emile Durkheim
* "Suicide and Attempted Suicide" Erwin Stengel
* "Endangered Hope: Experiences in Psychiatric Aftercare Facilities"
David K Reynolds, Norman L Farberow
* "Death Wishes? The Understanding & Managment of Deliberate Self Harm"
H G Morgan
* "The Final Months: a Study of the Lives of 134 Persons who Committed
Suicide" Eli Robins
* "Suicide: Inside and Out" David K Reynolds, Normal L Farberow
* "Attempted Suicide: A Practical Guide to its Nature and Management"
Keith Hawton, Jose Catalan
* "The Negative Scream: A Story of Young People Who Took an Overdose"
Sally O'Brien
* "Caring for the Suicidal" John Eldrid
* "The Samaritans: to help those tempted to suicide or despair" Chad
Varah
* "Mishima: A Biography" John Nathan
* "Self-Mutilation: Theory, Research, and Treatment" Barent W Walsh,
Paul M Rosen
* "Defeating Depression: a Guide for Depressed People and Their Familes"
C A H Watts
* "Depression: The Way Out of Your Prison" Dorothy Rowe
* "The Oxford Book of Death" D J Enright
This booklist is an extended list from [1]. I strongly recommend [1], try
getting it mail order from the address below.
Calle:
Not used in the creation of this file, but recommended on the
newsgroup was: "The Enigma Of Suicide" by George Howe Colt
GROUPS
The National Hemlock Society [American, pro-euthanasia, many books,
PO Box 11830 D Humphry is founder]
Eugene, OR 97440-3900
USA
(503) 342-5748
Samaritans [British, suicide hotlines and
prevention, Chad Varah is founder.
non-interventionist approach]
Befrienders International [International, suicide prevention,
umbrella organisation]
The Voluntary Euthanasia Society [British, pro-euthanasia]
(Formerly British EXIT)
Association pour le Droit de Mourir dans la Dignite
[French, pro-euthanasia]
Deutsche Gesellschaft Fur Humanes Sterben
[German, pro-euthanasia]
Club of Life [American, anti-euthanasia]
INDEX
to get index, type 'grep == methods >methods_index' in unix.
I will try to add an index in the next days --erik
Methods:
POISON
[1] makes most of these points:
* Most drugs cause vomiting. To help stop this, take one or two anti-
histamine tablets (travel sickness, allergy, hayfever tablets etc)
about0 an hour before, on a fairly empty stomach.
* If the drugs are in tablet form, take the first 20% as they are, and
the rest crushed and dissolved / mixed in with strong alcohol / food.
This helps the drugs to hit at the same time.
* Alcohol helps dissolve the drugs. Don't drink any beforehand, but wash
the tablets down with vodka or similar, and then drink afterwards
while you're still conscious.
* Use a large airtight plastic bag over your head, + something around
your neck to hold it on. This transforms a 90% certainty method into a
99%...
* Friday night is a good time if you life alone - nobody will miss you
until Monday if you work. Bolt all the doors you can. Say you'll be
out over the weekend visiting someone, so people don't expect a reply
to telephone.
* Some painkillers etc have less effect if you use them normally
(tolerance).
* In general, you need to stay away from medical help until you actually
die, but there are exceptions to this (that have been pointed out in
the text).
Common drugs:
* Cyanide (HCN, KCN)
Dosage:
50 mg Hydrogen Cyanide gas, 200-300 mg Cyanide salts
Time:
seconds for HC, minutes Cs (empty stomach) hours (full s)
Available:
very difficult to get hold of
Certainty:
very certain
Notes:
It helps to have an empty stomach (since the salts react with the
stomach acids to form H.C.). A full stomach can delay death for
up to four hours with the salts. Antidotes to cyanide poisoning
exist, but they have serious side effects. What you can do, is
instead of taking the salts directly, drop 500mg or so into a
strong acid, and inhale the fumes. This will be pure Hydrogen
Cyanide, and you should die in 10 to 20 seconds.
[3]: "Hydrocyanic acid is one of the most poisonous substances
known; the inhalation of its fumes in high concentration will
cause almost immediate death. Hydrogen cyanide acts by preventing
the normal process of tissue oxidation and paralyzing the
respiratory center in the brain. Most of the accidental cases are
due to inhaling the fumes during a fumigating process. In the
pure state it kills with great rapidity. Crystalline cyanides,
such as potassium or sodium cyanide are equally poisonous, since
they interact with the hydrochloric acid in the stomach to
liberate hydrocyanic acid. This poison has been used for both
homicide and suicide; in recent history, a number of European
political figures carried vials of cyanide salt for emergency
self-destruction and some used them. Death resulted from amounts
of only a fraction of a gram. A concentration of 1 part in 500 of
hydrogen cyanide gas is fatal. Allowable working concentration in
most of the United States is 20 ppm. Two and one-half grains of
liquid acid has killed. The acid acts fatally in about 15
minutes. The cyanide salts kill in several hours. The average
dose of solution is 0.1 cc.
[1, DGHS talking about KCN]:
on an empty stomach, take a small glass of cold tap water. (Not
mineral water nor any sort of juice or soda water because of it's
acidity). Stir 1 -> 1.5 grammes of KCN into the water. More than
that causes irritation to the throat. Wait 5 minutes to dissolve.
It should be drunk within several hours. Consciousness will be
lost in about a minute. Death will follow 15 -> 45 minutes later.
* Aspirin (acetylsalicylic acid)
Dosage:
20-30+ grammes (too many cause vomitting)
Time:
hours to days, variable
Available:
easy to get hold of (get soluble ones, & dissolve them)
Certainty:
unreliable
Notes:
Not recommended, fatal dose varies wildly, could cause liver &
kidney damage instead of death. OD causes strange noises in your
ears (like a video arcade) & projectile vomiting after about 10
hours. Medical help generally effective, so stay out of hospital
for a couple of days. May cause bleeding in your stomach/upper
intestines. Take with sodium bicarbinate (eg, bicarb. of soda),
which speeds up the absorption (sp?) significantly. Take 1 or 2
antihistamine tablets.
* Paracetamol (aka acetaminopren / tylenol)
Dosage:
15+ grammes, 20+ is better
Time:
10 hours fatal damage, but 2 weeks to actually die
Available:
easy to get hold of
Certainty:
fairly reliable
Notes:
Once 10-12 hours is up, you've had it, but you still live for a
week or two after that. Probably better to wait 15 hours just to
make sure. Horrible side effects during this time (some of which
are: acute toxic hepatitis, renal failure, cerebral oedema,
intra-abdominal bleeding, aspiration pneumonia, haemophilia). Too
small dose causes severe liver damage. Accidental deaths are very
common. There are few if any side effects before the damage
becomes fatal; occasionally vomitting and nausea.
* Sleeping tablets (see specific notes for each kind)
See later entries for amobarbital, butabarbital, diazepam, flurazepam,
glutethimide, chloral hydrate, hydromorphone, meprobamate,
methyprylon, meperidine (pethidine), methadone, morphine,
orphenadrine, phenobarbital [also check trade names in same entries].
* Alcohol (spirits preferably, your choice)
Dosage:
1/2 litre vodka?, similar. Varies from person to person.
Time:
about 8 hours
Available:
good
Certainty:
unreliable
Notes:
will cause liver and kidney damage if 'rescued' before death.
Drink it all at the same time, quickly as possible. Dosage is
questionable, I don't have any figures. Taking the spirits as an
enema is supposed to be a very quick way of absorbing alcohol,
but a less unpleasant way is to inject it. The dosage it takes to
kill you depends on whether you drink normally, the state of your
liver, whether you pass out on your back or not.
[3]: "The fatal dose of pure alcohol in an average adult is
300-400 mL (750-1000 mL of 40% alcohol) if consumed in less than
one hour. Apart from the effects of overdosage, death after
alcohol consumption can occur as a result of choking on vomit
while unconscious. ..... Consequences such as liver damage occur
after chronic consumption." Alcohol helps other drugs to
dissolve. Don't drink it in advance, wash down tablets with it, &
follow by drinking another few glasses of spirits.
* Water
Dosage:
14 litres mentioned
Time:
12 hours or so?
Available:
always available
Certainty:
unknown
Notes:
works by washing out the salts in your body, until the cells fail
(osmotic balance buggered up). You need to keep drinking
continually until you collapse. Unusual method. Someone suggested
it would also cause cramps. The following is something from [2]:
"About a year ago a local newspaper carried a story about a woman
who had drunk herself to death. Apparently she had ingested
something mildly poisonous, and when she called her doctor asking
him what to do, he told her to drink lots of water and see him in
the morning. She got to it and managed to drink no less than 14
litres of water before the osmotic balance in her body was so
upset it could no longer function and she died (don't know how
quickly)".
Calle: The above anecdote originally came from me, and the death
described occured in V�xj�, Sweden. Unfortunately I no longer
remember which newspaper I saw it in. Recently, I was told about
a similar case in San Antonio. It supposedly happened a couple of
years ago and was reported in the local San Antonio Express/News.
* Bleach and other corrosives (lye, drain cleaning fluids)
Dosage:
A bottle (litre or half litre)
Time:
Hours/days
Available:
Easily available
Certainty:
Uncertain
Notes:
Bloody painful - depends on your stomach getting corroded, the
stomach acids escaping, and doing their dirty work in your vital
organs.
[1] says: "I have heard of people throwing themselves through
plate glass windows in their death agonies after drinking lye."
* Insulin (injected)
Dosage:
No idea
Time:
death in hours to days
Available:
Difficult to get hold of unless you're a diabetic or a vet
Certainty:
reasonable
Notes:
Supposed to be quite pleasant (eg insulin shock treatments used
for some psychiatric condition).
* Petrol (in lungs/injected)
Dosage:
"A Thimble-full" -20 ml?
Time:
Seconds/minutes
Available:
Common
Certainty:
I'm not sure of the dosage, but fairly certain if correct
Notes:
Can also use LPG (propane/butane) on skin surface (since these
are light enough to go through the skin). Stick your hand in a
bucket of propane and see how many seconds you last...
* Oil of Wintergreen/Methyl Salicylate (in lungs/injected)
Dosage:
Probably similar to petrol (20 ml)
Time:
Don't know
Available:
Not available in concentration
Certainty:
Don't know
Notes:
Don't have enough information on this one to be able to say
anything about it. If it is just taken normally, it is the same
as aspirin.
* Malathion (insecticide) (entry revised by Calle)
Dosage:
A few bottles, at least
Time:
2 to 3 hours
Available:
From a large garden centre or DIY shop
Certainty:
not so good
Notes:
A correspondent mentions that the LD50 of this stuff is 1 g/kg in
rats, and adds that there is not nearly that much in a bottle. He
also mentions that it is treatable. Instead of this, he
recommends parathion, if you really want to use an insecticide.
* Phosphine gas from aluminium phosphide pesticide (ALP)
Dosage:
Single 3 gramme tablet (".. is enough to kill 10 people")
Time:
About 2 hours
Available:
Difficult. Used in India, sold on black market.
Certainty:
Without medical help, and using fresh pill, very good
Notes:
This is a common way of committing suicide in Indian villages.
There is no specific antidote to this. The pills are 3 grammes of
ALP, which produces lethal phosphine gas when it comes in contact
with hydrochloric acid or water in the stomach. After severe
vomiting, the victim loses consciousness, the blood vessels
rupture, and body cavities fill with blood. While the pill is
exceedingly lethal, some escape death because the rate of the
gas' release declines with the pill's age and use, and exposure
to moisture. Trouble with this one is the availability, and it
also looks like a rather unpleasant.
* Rat poison (Warfarin)
Dosage:
not known
Time:
Hours to terminal damage, days to actual death
Available:
Available
Certainty:
Certain given suffient dosage. Most probably treatable.
Notes:
This is one of the truly unpleasant poisons, along with
Paracetamol/Acetylminopren. I think it causes cerebral haemorage
(rat poison works by giving the unfortunate rat haemophillia).
Doctors can't do anything about it, they just leave you to die in
agony on an intensive care ward.
Calle: Since human haemophiliacs usually live quite ordinary
lives, the above sounds rather improbable.
* Caffeine
Dosage:
20 grammes (someone said 8 -> 10 grammes)
Time:
not known
Available:
Caffeine tablets available in Chemist shops
Certainty:
don't know
Notes:
I don't know very much about this. There isn't all that much
caffeine in coffee, maybe 200 mg.
* Potassium Chloride (injected in solution) / KCl
Dosage:
not known (try 20cc injection of strong solution)
Time:
Seconds to minutes
Available:
Widely available
Certainty:
Certain given correct dosage
Notes:
Causes heart attack (which is painful). May be difficult for
coroner to realise it was suicide rather than a natural heart
attack. An excess of K+ in the blood interferes with nerve
signals, and stops muscles and nerves from working. So when it
reaches your heart, the heart stops.
* Nitrogen gas (or other inert gas)
Dosage:
Several litres uncompressed is minimum
Time:
Minutes
Available:
Try plumber, or welding supplies company
Certainty:
Certain
Notes:
This is really a form of asphyxiation, (see later), but is
particularly good since you don't experience the lack of oxygen
(what people really experience is the EXCESS of carbon dioxide).
* Nitrous oxide (N20? NO2?)
Dosage:
Unknown
Time:
Minutes
Available:
Dentists supply would be good
Certainty:
reasonable
Notes:
Asphyxiate yourself with laughing gas. Nice.
* Carbon Monoxide (CO)
Dosage:
5% concentration or so?
Time:
Minutes to hours depending on concentration
Available:
You get it out of a car exhaust, you used to be able to use "town
gas" (eg, stick your head in the cooker) but this is no longer
available
Certainty:
Fairly certain, as long as you aren't "rescued"
Notes:
Causes brain damage.
Calle: A correspondent from Denmark, where you still can use
"town gas" to kill yourself, says that even though it's possible
it's not a good idea. He tells of an incident where a family
committed suicide by turning on the gas and waiting. Apparently,
the heavier-than-air carbon monoxide leaked through the floor and
reached the people in the apartment below. Not nice.
The actual cause of death is asphyxiation, since the carbon
monoxide binds tighter to haemoglobine than oxygen does (the
oxygen gets crowded out, so to speak).
* Chlorine gas
Dosage:
not known
Time:
not known
Available:
tricky
Certainty:
Good
Notes:
This was used in the first world war in the trenches. Probably
very unpleasant, does something to the lungs.
* Hydrazine
Dosage:
As produced by reaction
Time:
Not known, fortnight?
Available:
Bottle of bleach & bottle of ammonia
Certainty:
not known
Notes:
[2]: "This is no joke, D----. Several years ago at my high
school, one of the janitors innocently mixed together half a
bottle of bleach with half a bottle of of ammonia in a small
closet where the cleaning fluids were kept. He passed out due to
the hydrazine (not chlorine) gas released in the reaction between
the two chemicals. This man was in agony for two weeks in an
intensive care unit in a local hospital with the majority of the
inside surface of his lungs damaged and untreatable before he got
lucky and died."
* Chloroform
Dosage:
not known, just put a splash onto a rag
Time:
several minutes probably
Available:
not known
Certainty:
good
Notes:
If you tape the rag over your mouth so that you get knocked out,
you should die as you continue getting the stuff into your lungs.
* Digitalis (Foxglove, Digitalis Purpurea)
Dosage:
not known
Time:
not known
Available:
extract from foxgloves
Certainty:
bad due to vomiting
Notes:
[4]: Gives you a heart-attack. Symptoms: nausea, vomiting,
abdominal pain, diarrhoea, headache, and slow irregular pulse.
Also sometimes trembling, convulsions, delirium, and
hallucinations. Its difficult to take a fatal amount because
vomiting usually gets rid of it.
* Yew (Taxus Baccata, the "English Yew")
Dosage:
not known
Time:
Can be very rapid (minutes), occasionally 3 or 4 days.
Available:
Grows wild in the UK, don't know about elsewhere.
Certainty:
not sure, but it sounds good if you eat enough
Notes:
[4]: All parts of the plant, _except_ for the fleshy red bit of
the fruit, contain poisons. The seeds are poisonous, so if you
eat the berries, chew them. Symptoms: nausea, abdominal pain,
coma, death. The mode of death is a heart attack which occurs
rapidly after eating sufficient. If no heart attack occurs,
you'll probably survive. Sometimes the sudden collapse leading to
death is preceded by lethargy, trembling, staggering, coldness,
dilation of the pupils, rapid pulse that becomes weak, and
convulsions. Other species in this genus are said to be equally
poisonous. See "plants in general".
* Mezerein, Daphnetoxin (Mezereon, AKA Daphne Mezereum, AKA D. Laureola)
Dosage:
"a few". Probably 10 or more.
Time:
not known
Available:
Garden plant. Seeds are particularly poisonous.
Certainty:
not known, dosage is questionable.
Notes:
[4]:
The berries taste horrid, but you only need to eat a few to cause
death. Symptoms: burning sensation in mouth, nausea, vomiting,
stomach pains, diarrhoea, weakness, disorientation, convulsions,
followed by death. The seeds can be dried and stored without
affecting the poisons. Don't confuse this with laurels in the
Prunus genus, Rosacea family. See "plants in general".
* Atropine (Atropa Belladonna AKA Deadly Nightshade. Also potato fruits)
Dosage:
5 berries in young children.. maybe 30 in adults?
Time:
6 to 24 hours
Available:
from fruits of some plants in the potato family.
Certainty:
unknown, particularly dosage is questionable
Notes:
[4]:
AB also contains hyoscyamine and hyoscine (scopolamine).
Symptoms: dry mouth, flushed face, dilation of pupils, rapid
pulse. Possibly also breathing difficulties, constipation,
convulsions, hallucinations, and coma. AB is often confused with
other Nightshade species, which aren't as poisonous. The berries
are black in AB, and red in Woody Nightshade. In addition, the
flowers are larger (1.2 in) in the true Deadly Nightshade.
Present in unripe deadly nightshake fruits, fruits of potato, and
fruits of other members of this family (not tomato though!), but
stick with AB. See the "plants in general" entry.
Calle: A correspondent mentions that Jimsonweed will also do, and
that a specific antidote exists.
* Oleander (Nerium Oleander. Poison similar to digitalis)
Dosage:
not known, but fairly small amounts.
Time:
unknown.
Available:
leaves, wood of the plant. From garden centres.
Certainty:
unknown.
Notes:
[4]:
Deaths have been caused by using wood from this plant in fires,
and making tea from the leaves. In a few hours there is abdominal
pain, nausea, vomiting, bloody diarrhoea, rapid pulse, and visual
effects. Later, a slow, weak, irregular pulse and fall in blood
pressure, followed by failure of heart. See the "plants in
general" entry.
* Death-Cap / Destroying-Angel toadstool (Amanita Phalloides)
Dosage:
Fraction of one can kill, but eat 1 or 2 just in case.
Time:
Week or so
Available:
Have to know what it looks like.. similar edible ones
Certainty:
Definite without med. treatment; unknown with.
Notes:
[5, Volume 7, pp591-592]:
"Poisoning by toxic Amanita species is characterised by a delay
in onset of 4 to 12 hours. At this point, nausea vomiting,
colic-like pain, and diarrhea occur. There then follows a period
of respite, which can last for two to four days. This phase does
NOT signify recovery: damage to the liver and kidneys continues
to develop and the respite gives way to hepatic and renal
failure. Death usually occurs a week or so after poisoning.". See
"plants in general".
* Ricin (Castor oil plant, Ricinus Communis)
Dosage:
death has occured from eating 1 bean, but take more than 10
Time:
within 3 to 5 days
Available:
From eating the castor beans
Certainty:
depends on ricin content of the beans. Pure ricin is deadly
Notes:
[2] and [4]:
Symptoms begin within a few hours with abdominal pain, vomiting
and bloody diarrhoea for several days. Decreased production of
urine and a fall in blood pressure. Note that people have
survived eating more than 10 beans, *with treatment*. Presumably
the fatal dose without medical intervention is less. Surviving
more than 3 to 5 days usually means recovery. Ricin is described
as "..one of the most potent toxins known".
In 1978 a Bulgarian journalist (Georgi Markov) was assassinated
in London by being prodded with an umbrella. The umbrella had a
tiny ball coated with ricin on its tip, which lodged into the
dissident. He died a few days later in hospital. See "plants in
general".
* Colchicine (Acetyltrimethylcolchicinic acid, Autumn Crocus, Royal
Lily)
Dosage:
7 mg to 60 mg (why so wide variation?)
Time:
symptoms in about 4 hours, death in about 4 days
Available:
Easily available (from large garden centre)
Certainty:
certain
Notes:
[New Scientist article:]
From the Autumn crocus (Colchicum Autumnale) / royal lily
(Gloriosa Superba). One flower of CA is about 12 mg, so take at
least five of them. 20g tuber of GS provides 60mg, single seed of
CA provides 3.5mg (so take 18). Damages blood vessels and nerves,
and stops cell division. Don't know whether its painful or not,
but that bit about damaging nerves is worrying. I just _love_ the
name of the acid! See See the "plants in general" entry.
* Aconitine (AKA Wolfsbane, Monkshood, aconitum napellus, a. anglicum)
Dosage:
"a few grams"
Time:
10 mins to few hours
Available:
Garden plant, so get from garden centre
Certainty:
unknown (can be treated in hospital)
Notes:
[2] and [4]:
The poison is concentrated in the unripe seed pods and roots.
During winter, the roots are particularly poisonous. Symptoms
develop in less than an hour. Burning sensation, feelings of
coldness, sweating. Later, numbness, vomiting and diarrhoea with
abdominal pain. Finally, slow pulse, convulsions and coma. Death
may occur within 2 hours. The poison kills by causing a cardiac
failure, and it is painful. See the "plants in general" comment.
* Cicutoxin (Cowbane, Cicuta Virosa)
Dosage:
".. a few bites .. can cause serious poisoning or death".
Time:
a few hours or more.
Available:
rare in most parts of UK, don't know about elsewhere.
Certainty:
good, but resembles wild carrot & wild parsnip.
Notes:
[4]:
The poison is strongest in the yellow juice of the underground
parts. Symptoms after half an hour: burning of mouth, excessive
saliva, flushing, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, dilation of
pupils, and later a bluish tinge to the skin. Muscular
contractions and convulsions, with difficulties in breathing are
followed by unconsciousness and death, often within a few hours
of eating the plant. See "plants in general".
* Coniine, Gamma-Coniceine, others (Hemlock, Conium Maculatum)
Dosage:
unknown
Time:
unknown
Available:
Grows throughout UK, except north. Don't know about elsewhere.
Certainty:
unknown
Notes:
[4]:
NOTE: There are many plants called "hemlock", some of which
aren't poisonous at all. It can also be mistaken for wild parsley
and carrot, and is in the same family as Cowbane. Symptoms appear
in 15 mins to 2 hours. Initially burning and dryness of the
mouth, muscular weakness leading to paralysis that affects the
breathing. Sometimes also dilation of pupils, vomiting,
diarrhoea, convulsions, and loss of consciousness. If this is
survived, birth defects may be caused in pregnant women. This is
said to be the plant that Socrates took in 399 BC.
* Oenanthetoxin (Hemlock Water Dropwort, Oenanthe Eroeata)
Dosage:
"..dangerously poisonous, even in small quantities".
Time:
Two to twelve hours.
Available:
Grows in chalky wet areas, particularly S and W Britain.
Certainty:
Fairly good, if you get the right species.
Notes:
[4]:
The tubers contain more poison than the rest of the plant,
particularly in winter and early spring, and may be cooked or
dried. Symptoms within an hour or two, nausea, salivation,
vomiting, diarrhoea, sweating, weakness of legs, dilation of
pupils. Later loss of consciousness with convulsions before
death. See "plants in general" entry. Same family as Hemlock.
* plants in general (hemlock, foxglove, oleander)
Dosage:
N/A
Time:
N/A
Available:
garden centre
Certainty:
questionable
Notes:
[1] says:
"Everything I have ever read about death from plant poisoning
indicates that it is risky and painful. Symptoms range from
nausea and vomiting to cramping and bloody diarrhea. .... ..
Altogether, I consider poisonous plants as a means of exit far
too unreliable and painful. No matter how desperate you are,
don't even think about it!"
* Nicotine (Rewritten by Calle)
Dosage:
extract from 100g tabacco? 40-60 mg pure.
Time:
Several hours, coma may set in much earlier. Much quicker if
taken in large doses.
Available:
Easily available
Certainty:
Fairly certain, given a large enough dose.
Notes
This is what Mike wrote:
"Soak 100 grammes of tabacco for a few days. You get a brown
mess. Strain off the tabacco, then simmer slowly until most of
the liquid has gone, leaving about 2 teaspoons of brown
treacle-like stuff. Add it to your night-time drink, and never
wake up. Someone said the other day that 150mg of pure nicotine
would be fatal in seconds. See the "plants in general" entry."
It is correct, as far as I have found out. It can be added that
the effects include violent convulsions and that the direct cause
of death is respiratory failure. Smokers should use larger doses
than non-smokers.
* Iron (diet suppliments)
Dosage:
unknown
Time:
unknown
Available:
diet, health food shops
Certainty:
good
Notes:
[2]:
"Well it seems that iron pills achieve death. They oxydize in the
stomach and eat a hole in it. The only reason I know this is that
someone at my school just recently OD'd and died from this. It
was ruled suicide since no person could accidently take that many
iron pills. They didn't say how many she took or how many it
takes to kill yourself though." [sounds unpleasant]
* Cocaine
Dosage:
1 ounce (don't know what that is in real weights..)
Time:
2 to 3 hours?
Available:
Difficult
Certainty:
not known
Notes:
Read something in a newspaper... a coke dealer died after eating
an ounce of it, when the police raided his house. Cause of death
was a cardiac arrest 2 1/2 hours after the overdose. However, a
cocaine OD is painful, and causes paranoia / breathing problems.
One form of cocaine smuggling is to swallow condoms filled with
the stuff. From time to time, a "mule" has a condom burst inside
him, and dies in pain reasonably quickly.
* LSD (Lysergic acid diethylamide) nonfatal
Dosage:
infinite!
Time:
never
Available:
who cares?
Certainty:
will not kill you
Notes:
LSD can't kill you by overdose.. you might go psychotic if you
take tens/hundreds of thousands of times the normal dose, but
thats hardly surprising, since you'd have to be insane to take
that much in the first place. General warning - even for normal
use, if you are depressed, it'll just amplify the depression, not
lift it, and the chances of a bad trip are probably higher.
Probably, the only way to kill yourself with this stuff is to
drop two tonnes of it on yourself.
Calle: I don't quite believe in what Mike is saying about
psychosis here. As far as I have been able to find out, LSD works
by catalyzing certain substances in the brain, and thus vast
overdoses have no more effect than merely large ones. Once all
the stuff in your brain is used up, there will be no more effect.
A correspondent points out a case reported by The Journal of
Clinical Toxicology where eight people snorted pure LSD Tartrate,
beliving that it was cocaine. The amounts ingested was estimated
to be from 1000 to 10000 times an ordinary dose. Half of them
lapsed into comas, but all of them came out of it without any
treatment. Some were given Valium for anxiety efterwards.
On the whole, it seems that LSD is about as safe as a drug can
be, despite much propaganda saying otherwise.
* Heroin (morphine)
Dosage:
120 to 500 mg in non-users.
Time:
unknown
Available:
From your friendly neighbourhood drug dealer.
Certainty:
unknown
Notes:
Combine it with alcohol, since a combination of alc & H is much
more dangerous than alc or H alone.
* Rotenone
Dosage:
very low, similar to cyanide
Time:
depends on dosage
Available:
extremely difficult
Certainty:
probable
Notes:
Rotenone is used by microbiologists to kill potentially dangerous
bacteria cultures. It is extremely poisonous.
Calle: A correspondent believes this entry to be erroneous, since
in the litterature he consulted rotenone was mentioned as being
used as an insecticide and not being all that toxic.
* Mercury (salts, soluble)
Dosage:
1 gramme of salts
Time:
unknown
Available:
unknown (what are the _soluble_ salts? how to make?)
Certainty:
good
Notes:
Note that contrary to popular opinion, pure mercury metal isn't
all that poisonous. The soluble salts are, however. The "mad
hatter" story refers to brain damage that hat makers used to get
from using mercury salts.
* Amobarbital (amytal, amal, eunoctal, etamyl, stadadorm) [this entry
from [1]]
Dosage:
4.5 grammes, typically 90 50mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable
Notes:
use an airtight plastic bag, and a rubber band to get a very
effective method. Alcohol speeds it up and makes it more
reliable. Take an antihistamine about 10 minutes earlier. Empty
stomach. Dissolve most of them in drink / food, and eat the
remaining ones first so that it all peaks at the same time.
* Butabarbital (secbutobarbitone, butisol, ethnor)
Dosage:
3 grammes, typically 100 30mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach
* Codeine (combo. with Aspirin: Empirin compound no. I -> IV)
Dosage:
2.4 grammes, typically 80 30mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. People can become tolerant to this drug, and it will no
longer be effective.
* Diazepam (valium, apozepam, aliseum, ducene)
Dosage:
500 milligrammes, typically 100 5mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else (alcohol?)
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. Valium is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes it more certain.
* Flurazepam (dalmane, dalmadorm, niotal)
Dosage:
3 grammes, typically 100 30mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Gluthethimide (doriden, doridene, glimid)
Dosage:
24 grammes, typically 48 500mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Chloral Hydrate (noctec, chloratex, somnox) Dosage: >10+ grammes,
typically 20+ 500mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach.
This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with other
drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Hydromorphone (dilaudid, pentagone)
Dosage:
100 -> 200 milligrammes, typically 50 -> 100 2mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. People can become tolerant to this drug, and it will no
longer be effective.
* Meprobamate (miltown, equanil)
Dosage:
45 grammes, typically 112 400mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Methyprylon (noludar)
Dosage:
15 grammes, typically 50 300mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Meperidine (pethidine, demerol, dolantin)
Dosage:
3.6 grammes, typically 72 50mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. People can become tolerant to this drug, and it will no
longer be effective.
* Methadone (dolophine, adanon)
Dosage:
300 milligrammes, typically 60 5mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. People can become tolerant to this drug, and it will no
longer be effective.
* Morphine (in Brompton's mixtures)
Dosage:
200 milligrammes, typically 14 15mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. People can become tolerant to this drug, and it will no
longer be effective.
* Phenobarbital (luminal, gardenal, fenical)
Dosage:
4.5 grammes, typically 150 30mg tablets
Time:
N/A
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
unreliable, use in combination with something else
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. This is not effective by itself, but by mixing it with
other drugs or alcohol it makes the other drug more certain.
* Secobarbital (quinalbarbitone, seconal, immenox, dormona, secogen,
..... == ..... seral, vesperax (combo with brallobarbital))
Dosage:
4.5 grammes, typically 45 100mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. [Vesperax is Humphry's favorite]
* Propoxyphene (darvon, dolotard, abalgin, antalvic, depronal)
Dosage:
2 grammes, typically 30 65mg tablets
Time:
death in an hour or so. Does not make you unconscious
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
suggest combine with something to make you sleep, then use bag
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach. Since this one doesn't make you unconscious for a long
time, try combining with one that does, so you can use the good
old bag method.
* Pentobarbital (nembutal, carbrital only if in combo with
pentobarbital)
Dosage:
3 grammes, typically 30 100mg tablets
Time:
unconscious in 5 -> 15 minutes, death in 20 -> 50 minutes
Available:
needs to be prescribed
Certainty:
very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Notes:
use bag & band. Alcohol as well as antihistamine on an empty
stomach.
Methods: other than poisoning
1. asphyxiation (dangle on end of rope for 10 minutes)
Time:
5 to 10 minutes
Available:
Rope, solid support 10 foot above ground
Certainty:
Fairly certain (discovery, rope/support snapping)
Notes:
Brain damage likely if rescued. Very painful depending on rope.
Most common effective form of suicide in UK. See "Asphyxiation".
2. breaking neck
Time:
Should be instant if it does break. See previous if not
Available:
Rope, solid support, 10 foot space below, several above
Certainty:
Very certain if the rope/support doesn't break
Notes:
Minimal danger of discovery (depends on location). Painless if
you drop far enough (8 foot is optimum). Make sure that the rope
is tied securely to something STRONG!! It has to support your
weight MULTIPLIED by the deccelleration. Use a hangman's knot
(with the knot at the back of your neck). It doesn't always work
this well though, you might get a bust jaw / lacerations etc and
then asphyxiate.
Calle: I got this table of appropriate falling heights from
a.s.h. long-time regular MegaZone (
[email protected]), who got
it from a friend of his named Mark.
Hanging Drop Heights...
Culprits Weight Drop
14 stone (196 lbs) 8ft 0in
13.5 stone (189 lbs) 8ft 2in
13 stone (182 lbs) 8ft 4in
12.5 stone (175 lbs) 8ft 6in
12 stone (168 lbs) 8ft 8in
11.5 stone (161 lbs) 8ft 10in
11 stone (154 lbs) 9ft 0in
10.5 stone (147 lbs) 9ft 2in
10 stone (140 lbs) 9ft 4in
9.5 stone (133 lbs) 9ft 6in
9 stone (126 lbs) 9ft 8in
8.5 stone (119 lbs) 9ft 10in
8 stone (112 lbs) 10ft 0in
Source: Charles Duff, Handbook of Hanging (Boston: Hale,
Cushman & Flint 1929)
Notes: This is for person of average build with no unusual
physical problems. The Author (James "Hangman" Barry) noted that
when executing "persons who had attempted suicide by cutting
their throats...to prevent reoping the wounds I have reduced the
drop by nearly half."
3. JUMPING OFF BUILDINGS
Time:
Instantanious if you are lucky, minutes/hours otherwise
Available:
You need ten stories or higher, and access to the top floor
windows/roof. Bring a bolt cutter to get onto the roof
Certainty:
90% for 6 stories, increasing after that
Notes:
Difficult to overcome fear of heights, many people can't do it.
Totally painless if high enough, but very frightening. Easily
discovered if seen on/near roof/windows. Access fairly easy in a
city, otherwise difficult. Risk of spending the rest of your life
in a wheelchair. Ever tried killing yourself if you are paralysed
from the neck down? Email conversations suggest 10+ stories works
ALMOST all of the time. Try to land on concrete. Quote - "9 out
of 10 people who fall 6 stories will die". Note that it may take
a while for many of those 90% to die.
4. SLITTING WRISTS OR OTHER (often not effective)
Time:
Minutes if major artery cut, eternity otherwise.
Available:
You really need a razor sharp knife. Razors are pretty tricky to
hold when they are covered with blood.
Certainty:
possible if you cut an artery, improbable otherwise
Notes:
Painful at first. Danger of discovery. This is a very common
suicide 'gesture' and hardly ever results in anything other than
a scar. A lot of will power required to cut deeply into groin or
carotid arteries, which are the only ones likely to kill you.
Don't bother with this method. Cutting your throat is difficult
due to the fact that the carotid arteries are protected by your
windpipe (feel where your arteries are with your fingertips, &
slice from the side). I've seen photos of people who have used
this method - the depth of the cut required is amazing. If you
want to cut your wrists, cut along the blue line (vein) on the
underside of your wrist, but cut deeply so that the artery
underneath is exposed. Cut this lengthways with a razor or
similar. The traditional hot bath does help, since it keeps the
blood flowing quickly, slows down clotting, and is nice to lie
back and relax in. Position yourself so that your wrists don't
fall inwards against your body, blocking off blood flow.
Calle: A posting to A.S.H. suggests using the kind of equipment
they use when you give blood to a blood bank, i.e., a needle in a
blood vessel and a piece of tubing. It sounds like it would
remove several of the disadvantages of the ordinary
slitting-wrists method.
5. BULLET
Time:
Microseconds unless you are unlucky (mins/hours)
Available:
Difficult in UK, easier in USA (get a shotgun)
Certainty:
Certain
Notes:
Painless if worked, otherwise painful & brain damage. Danger of
discovery of weapon or ammunition. Not at all common in UK, more
common in USA where guns available. Brain damage & other effects
if you survive. Death either instantaneous, or prolonged. Lots of
will power needed to fire gun ('hesitation marks' are
bullets/pellets embedded in the wall, when you jerk the gun as
you fire). Bullet can miss vital parts in skull, deflect off
skull. If you have a choice, use a shotgun rather than a rifle of
a pistol, since it is so much more effective. ("shotgun" entry
later). Ammunition to use is: .458 Winchester Magnum, or
soft-point slugs with .44 Magnum. Also you could use a sabot
round, which is a plastic wedge with a smaller thing in it. These
rounds are rather overkill, the phrase "elephant gun" has been
used about the .458 Winchester, but if you're going to go, do it
with a bang. Note, people usually survive single .22 shots to the
temples. The other problem with guns is that is is bloody messy.
Your next of kin will really _enjoy_ cleaning up after you,
washing the coagulated blood & brains out of corners etc...
6. ASPHYXIATION
Time:
5 mins to unconciousness, 10+ mins to brain death
Available:
Anywhere there's a rope and something solid to tie it to
Certainty:
Certain, if you don't get "rescued"
Notes:
Panic reaction is very likely (unless inert gasses used). One of
the most effective and most used methods of suicide. Probable
brain damage if you are "rescued". NOTE, this can only really be
done in two ways: firstly, when you are unconsious (eg, sleeping
pills), or secondly, by hanging. Combining with pure inert gasses
is a very good suggestion. See "Nitrogen" in the poisons section
7. AIR IN VEINS (basically just a myth)
Time:
Couple of minutes claimed
Available:
Plenty of air about... Need a hypodermic & syringe
Certainty:
only 1 known case.. patient may already have been dead
Notes:
The only case I know about, it killed with 40cc of air. Smaller
amounts are harmless. The case was the death of Abbie Borroto,
who died in 1950 from a 40cc injection in New Hampshire. She died
in minutes. This was the 1949 Dr H Sander case. He was found not
guilty to murder on the grounds that the patient may already have
been dead when he gave the injection. (A doctor and a nurse could
find no pulse earlier the same day). The following 2 quotes are
from [1]:
Prof. Y Kenis says: "... not a suitable method, nor a gentle
death... extremely difficult to utilize as a method of suicide.
.. possibly with very serious consequences, such as paralysis or
permanent brain damage. .. this is only an impression, and I have
no real scientific information on the subject."
Dr Pieter V Admiraal .. describes the theoretical air bubble
method of suicide as impossible, disagreeable and cruel. "To kill
somebody with air you would have to inject at least 100 -> 200
millilitres as quickly as possible in a vein as big as possible
close to the heart. You would have to fill the whole heart with
air at once. The heart would probably beat on for several
minutes, perhaps 5 -> 15 minutes, and during the first minutes
the person may be conscious."
8. DECAPITATION
Time:
Couple of seconds before conciousness fades
Available:
Happen to have a train line nearby? Or a guillotine perhaps?
Certainty:
Very certain, unless you pull away just before
Notes:
See "jumping in front of trains". May be difficult to stop
pulling your head out of the way - OD on sleeping tablets first
Calle: A news notice from California posted to
alt.suicide.holiday tells the story of a man who comitted suicide
nearly cut his own head off with a chainsaw. Sounds like a grisly
way to do it.
9. DISEMBOWELMENT (aka seppuku/hara kiri)
Time:
Minutes
Available:
Got a nice razor-sharp sword?
Certainty:
Fairly certain, assuming that you managed to gut yourself
properly before passing out with the agony
Notes:
Painful, even the macho Samurai used a 'second' to decapitate
them at the appropriate point, so don't expect to do much more
than give yourself peritonitis. Trendy for insane martial arts
fanatics and gay Japanese poets called Mishima.
10. DROWNING
Time:
Minutes (5 mins to die of drowning, 20 to die of hypothermia)
Available:
Anywhere there's deep, (cold) water in a remote spot
Certainty:
Good, just make sure you sink & can't swim
Notes:
Put stones in your pockets, tie your legs & hands together, and
hop into the lake.. bit of a shock to the fisherman who finds
your rotting corpse stuck in his brand new net. Also see entry
for "hypothermia/freezing". However, remember that you can be
revived from cold water drowning after several hours, because the
cold slows down terminal brain damage. Warmer water doesn't have
the advantage of hypothermia, but is more effective in making
sure you *stay* dead.
11. ELECTROCUTION
Time:
Seconds / minutes
Available:
Anywhere with high-tension, high-current lines & a good earth
Certainty:
Somewhat dependant on luck & how much power goes through you
Notes:
Don't bother with 110 or 240 volt mains, its just not enough.
Some people do get killed with household electricity, but only
after several minutes. Use high tension lines, stand in bare feet
on waterlogged ground (better still, put a piece of THICK copper
cable into the nearest river). Works best if current path travels
through your head, or through the heart. Just burns you badly
otherwise.
NOTE: people have survived massive high-voltage, high-current
shocks with nothing but 3rd degree burns to show for it.
Sometimes paralysis, limbs amputated etc.
12. EXPLOSIVES
Time:
10 milliseconds, or similar (!)
Available:
Difficult to get hold of detonator & good explosives
Certainty:
Certain if detonator works properly
Notes:
DON'T USE GUNPOWDER or other 'slow' explosives (eg, homemade
explosives). Use dynamite or 'Plastique', strap it to your
forehead with the detonator, and BOOM! The main problem is with
getting hold of high explosives (I know the recipe for
Nitro-Glycerine, but home manufacture is extremely risky, and the
product is unstable). If you can get a grenade, use it, it's
probably the best way of doing this one.
Calle: Recipies for creating explosives can be found, together
with the appropriate warnings, in the rec.pyrotechnics FAQ.
13. FREEZING TO DEATH (hypothermia)
Time:
several hours (15 minutes in very cold water)
Available:
Got a large chest freezer? Is the outside temp < -10 degrees?
Certainty:
good if you don't get found
Notes:
Soak your cloths in water, get into freezer / outside somewhere
where you won't be found. Helps to get pissed first - drink
yourself silly. If you are near a very cold supply of water (eg,
the North Sea, or similar) which is close to zero degrees, this
is particularly good, since the average lifespan of someone in
the water is 15 minutes.
[1] says: ".. have quietly ascended their favorite mountain late
in the day .. above the freezing line.. wearing light clothing,
they sat down in a secluded spot to await the end. Some have said
that they intended to take a tranquilizer to hasten the sleep of
death. From what we know of hypothermia, they would pass out as
the cold reached a certain level and they would die within a few
hours. Of course in a very cold climate there is no need to climb
a mountain." [eg, UK in midwinter :-). There was a death in the
middle of the city park here just this last winter ('90) where a
lady stripped after the park closed for the night.] A problem
with this method is that because it slows the metabolism, and
prevents damage to the brain, people can be revived several hours
after 'death' occasionally.
14. JUMPING IN FRONT OF TRAINS
Time:
Seconds (or hours if unlucky)
Available:
Anywhere near a HIGH-SPEED railway line
Certainty:
Depends on your timing & speed of train. Go for decapitation
Notes:
Probably better to put your neck on the line, since a glancing
blow would probably break your spine (& cripple you). High speed
trains need a kilometer to stop, so find a blind corner.
15. SELF-IMMOLATION
Time:
Seconds to days
Available:
Anywhere you can get petrol & a match
Certainty:
good as long as you are far away from medical help
Notes:
bloody painful - one of the most agonising ways to die. If you do
survive, you will be disfigured for the rest of your life. Try
mixing the petrol with an explosive like TNT or NG, this will
make it burn MUCH quicker, even if the explosive is very dilute.
16. STARVING TO DEATH
Time:
40 days give or take. Depends on health.
Available:
Anywhere where you can't be force-fed
Certainty:
Good as long as no medical help & will power holds up
Notes:
Supposed to be easier after the first couple of days, since your
appetite goes. In a UK prison, you can't be force-fed unless you
give permission first, or are diagnosed insane, but I don't know
whether this is the same in other countries. Beware - relatives
might give permission on your behalf if you are unconsious.
(living will / durable power of attorney helps). It may help if
you use an appetite suppressant. Amphetamines, and some drugs
(MDMA, AKA XTC, AKA ecstasy, AKA
metheylenedimethoxymethamphetamine is one such). The problem with
these is that they are frequently illegal. I've also heard of
something called Aminorex (4-methylaminorex) which was briefly
prescribed as an appetite suppressant, but taken off the market
since it had fatal side effects... which is hardly a problem!!
[1] says:
".. after approximately 20 % of body weight loss, illness will
begin to set in, notably severe indigestion, muscle weakness, and
_worst of all_ mental incapacity. ... about 40 days before life
is seriously theatened. ...."
"In some cases self-starvation can be very painful. ... morphene
had to be administered to kill the pain of fatal dehydration. .."
17. DRIVING INTO BRIDGE SUPPORT AT 100 MPH
Time:
Hopefully instantanious
Available:
Fast car, motorway, unprotected bridge....
Certainty:
So-so, put a couple of cans of petrol on the passenger seat to
make it certain, & USE YOUR SEATBELT
Notes:
Bridges are usually protected in the UK, don't know about USA.
Avoid being thrown out of the car by using the seatbelt, and put
petrol (in cans or just splashed about) near to the driver's seat
just to make certain. Can be made to look accidental.
18. SHOTGUN
Time:
Instantanious if you are lucky
Available:
Difficult in UK, easier in USA (due to gun laws)
Certainty:
Fairly certain
Notes:
12-gauge shotgun with 3 inch Magnum shells with #2 to #000
buckshot. See "Bullet" for other points. This is the recommended
way to die by firearm. Apparently the shells suggested here are
"extreme overkill", but thats the point really... problem here is
that its amazingly messy - who is going to pick the festering
lumps of gore out of the carpet? Another problem is that it is
possible to miss your brain entirely, and just blow off your face
instead.
19. ENLIST (silly)
Time:
Jan 15 '91 or other conflict
Available:
Just pop down to the local army office & sign on as a squaddie
Certainty:
Be a "hero". Life expectancy in a battle is 20 minutes
Notes:
I don't think this is an entirely serious suggestion,
particularly since only 10% ever see the front line, and only a
few of those ever see combat.
Calle: You could always get employed as a mercenary. That way
you'll at least see combat, improving your chances to die vastly.
Still, a silly method.
20. PENCILS UP YOUR NOSE, BANG DOWN ONTO TABLE (urban legend?)
Time:
Seconds or never
Available:
All you need is a couple of sharp pencils and a table
Certainty:
Very uncertain
Notes:
This is a myth, I think, since the pencils would go into your
frontal lobes, which are basically optional. This is the
legendary "exam suicide". Fine if you want a DIY frontal-
lobotomy rather than death!
Calle: This is an urban legend, see the alt.folklore.urban FAQ
for more details.
21. GETTING SOMEONE TO MURDER YOU
Time:
Depends on method used
Available:
Know any murderous psychopaths? No, not the tax people...
Certainty:
Depends on method used, & dedication of murderer
Notes:
Forget it. Unless you contract someone to do it, the chances are
that you are going to wake up in hospital without your wallet. If
you do contract someone, how are you going to pay them? Can't
take them to court for running off with your money and not doing
the job.
22. MAKE YOURSELF INTO AN H-BOMB (another silly one)
Time:
Speed of light over 1/2 metre (couple of nanoseconds)
Available:
Nuke (fission OR fusion), 10 litres of heavy water
Certainty:
100%
Notes:
Drink the heavy water for several days, strap yourself to the
nuke, and press the button. If you retained a couple of litres of
the heavy water, the additional yield should be 6 megajoules
(give or take a few orders of magnitude). Note that heavy water
is a poison, so you might not survive that long anyway.
Calle: If I remember my physics correctly, there will be no
reaction in your body no matter how much heavy water you have
ingested. Not that it matters if you're sitting on an exploding
hydrogen bomb!
23. MICROMACHINES/NANOCOMPUTERS (science fiction)
Time:
years or a fraction of a second - depends how you look at it
Available:
in 50 -> 1000 years time?
Certainty:
Good assuming that the technology is developed
Notes:
Basically, this involves a 'replicator' panel. You program it to
replicate yourself, simplifying very slightly, with the exception
of the urge to use this technique. After a while, you turn into a
mindless zombie, trudging around from the exit of the machine to
the entrance, for eternity. Strange philosophical implications.
Calle: If you postulate nanomachines, why not use the
deconstructor kind? Take your body apart into its component
molecules in less than a minute... A silly method, if you hadn't
guessed.
24. SCUBA-DIVING (various fatal 'accidents')
Time:
see notes -most are minutes/hours
Available:
scuba diving gear, nobody around
Certainty:
see notes
Notes:
The first method is to rise 30 metres or so without releasing
your breath. Assuming that you can do it, it should cause your
lungs to burst. The second is the bends - stay under long enough
for the nitrogen to dissolve (30 metres for 30 minutes). go up
rapidly without decompression time. This is unreliable, and may
cause brain / joint damage. The third way is Carbon Monoxide
poisoning - fill your tank with it, and stay away from other
divers. You will fall asleep fairly quickly. See CO in poisons
section. The final way is oxygen poisoning - however, this means
that you have to go very deep with an oxygen-rich mix, and there
are problems associated with that. The advantage of these methods
is that insurance companies / relatives will assume that it was
an accident ('misadventure'), with the possible exception of the
CO poisoning.
The source of this follows: (from the net) "Rising 30m without
exhaling will usually result in an over pressured lung, possible
subcuteaneous emphazema, collapsed lung, death usually from
drowning in your own blood. Rather painful and usually curable if
you are rescued, but fair chance of dying if you aren't.
Building up a high residual nitrogen time (say 30m for 30 min)
then coming up without decompressing will get you bent fairly
nicely. You don't feel much, but your joints tend to start
stiffening up after half an hour. Death is very uncertain, coming
from a stroke. Brain damage, joint damage etc are most likely.
Pobably can be recued but some damage certain. Oxygen poisoning,
going down 50+m until the partial pressure of the oxygen reaches
a toxic level. Difficult to accomplish, very painful to get down
that deep, cold pressure etc, possibility of nitrogen narcosis
and forgetting what you are doing. Probably get bent, good chance
of rescue.
CO poisoning, mix a healthy batch of carbon monoxide in your tank
as you dive, you tend to go to sleep under water, when combined
with the above methods you have a pretty good winner, don't
forget to forget your BCD."
25. SUCKING YOUR BRAINS OUT (silly)
Time:
Minutes
Available:
You'd need a Puma (TM) robot, & some other bits
Certainty:
certain, given proper programming
Notes:
You would need an industrial robot to do this properly. Give it a
saw attachment, a sucking tube attachment, and program it. Make a
head restraint. When you are fixed securely into the restraint,
start the robot's program. It will drill a hole in your head, and
stick the tube into the hole. Program it to wiggle the tube back
and forth so that it doesn't miss anything. This might work
better if you put a stream of water into the hole as well, so
that the sucking attachment doesn't just suck air all the time.
Debugging the program could be amusing.
26. MICROWAVES
Time:
?
Available:
Source of strong microwave emissions
Notes:
Cooking yourself. Point is to raise your core body temperature to
fatal levels.
Calle: Does anyone have any information on this? All that I know
is that standing in front of a Swedish coast surveillance radar
(which happens to use exactly the same wavelength as your average
microwave oven) is a Bad Thing.
27. DEHYDRATION
Time:
a week or so?
Available:
you need to be able to stop medical help.
Certainty:
certain if your will-power stands up to it.
Notes:
Don't eat or drink. Remember that food contains a high proportion
of water. Avoiding medical help can be difficult. See 'starving
to death'.
28. SKYDIVING 'ACCIDENT'
Time:
pretty damn quick.
Available:
need to join a skydiving club. Takes much time and money.
Certainty:
Fairly certain. People have fallen from extreme heights and
survived. The resulting injuries are not fun.
Notes:
Join a skydiving club, continue to practise it for a while to
clear off all suspicions and then once pack your parachute in a
real mess (preferably knotted up, but not too clearly) and then
jump. The para will not open and you will reach a terminal
velocity of 220 km/h (160 mph/120 kn). Death is instant in the
impact with the Planet Earth. This has the advantages of being
'accidental', and your family/ friends do not have the additional
pain and guilt associated with suicides.
Calle: In addition to the above, you need to remove or disable
your reserve parachute (which is not easy, I'm told). There are
better "accidental" methods than this.
A correspondent who is a skydiver dislikes this entry, since if
people use it it will give skydiving an undeservedly bad
reputation.
29. DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS; MODERN VERSION (silly)
Time:
variable
Available:
a heck of a lot of razor-wire.. maybe a high-voltage supply
Certainty:
not very good
Notes:
This is a modern variant of the Arabic 'Death of a thousand
cuts'. Basically, jump onto a stack of unravelled razor wire, and
roll around till you die.. it may help to connect a high-
voltage, low current power supply to the wire, so that you have
spasms, which should keep you getting cut even when you are
unconscious. Also, you should make sure that you can't roll off
the wire.
30. CRUSHING
Time:
seconds to minutes, depends on car press
Available:
a car press.. any good junkyard
Certainty:
certain as long as you can't escape
Notes:
This is an elegantly simple one.. get into a car, in a car press,
and shortly afterwards be squashed to death as your body is
converted into a red pulp. It may be tricky getting the press to
trigger, but if you hide in the car someone may come along and
activate it. There are other ways of getting crushed, this just
happens to be the most effective I can think up on the spur of
the moment. Getting yourself run over by a fully loaded
articulated lorry is quite good. You should remember that people
quite often survive the actual crushing; they die when the weight
is taken OFF them.
31. WORLD WAR THREE
Time:
moments if you are near a militarilly significant site
Available:
happen to be one of the 'key-holders'? president maybe?
Certainty:
pretty certain
Notes:
All you have to do is trigger world war three. Fire an ICBM or
three at the Chinese and the Russians... This method has the
advantage that you take everyone else with you! Trouble is, the
number of people with the requisite access is minimal, and I sort
of doubt that any readers of ASH can do this.
Calle: Lots harder since the collapse of the Soviet Union...
Silly.
32. HEATSTROKE
Time:
4 hours or more
Available:
Very hot day; no disturbance from neighbours etc
Certainty:
depends on the weather
Notes:
Basically, the point is to give yourself extreme heatstroke. You
should pass out after a few hours. Use some aluminium foil to
direct the sun's heat onto you, to speed up the process a bit.
Try to reduce the chance of being interuppted, take off the phone
etc. Obviously, start in the morning! Helps if the outside
temperature is >100F.
33. ACID BATH
Time:
depends on acid
Available:
a lot of a very strong acid
Certainty:
fairly good
Notes:
[from alt.suicide.holiday]
"summer heat got you down? Try the new and improved neighbourhood
acid bath. Most metal working plants and some auto-repair shops
will have a nice soothing acid bath. This, of course, is for
those of you who enjoy extreme pain and don't want to make a mess
for others to clean up. If you don't leave a note chances are
they will never know what happened, aside from the shop / plant
being broken into."
34. FAKE CAR BOMB
Time:
milliseconds
Available:
explosive
Certainty:
fairly good if enough explosive
Notes:
This is a modification of the basic use-explosives method. What
you do, is make a homemade car bomb, and drive off happily after
chatting with your neighbour about how well your life is going,
apart from a few minor death-threats from an Iraqi death-squad..
To confuse the authorities even more, have a note in your pocket
listing the telephone numbers of all the eastern foreign
embassies in your pocket, together with a little line of random
"code numbers" next to each.., and a random but large amount of
cash listed against each code number. :-) Oh yes, and a heavily
annotated copy of Jane's Defence Weekly - Xhosa edition.
35. JUMPING OFF BRIDGES (slice and dice with piano wire)
Time:
9.87 ms-2; 4 to 10 meters; calculate it yourself!
Available:
Rope, pianowire and a high bridge.
Certainty:
Fairly certain
Notes:
Never been tried. Can also be used with a fairly high building,
but then the art-motive will disappear.
Cut the rope and wire in various lengths. Each length must not be
longer than the height of the bridge.
Tie one end of the ropes and wires to the bridge Tie the other
part of the ropes to different bodyparts like thigh, calves,
torso etc. Then tie the pianowires around your joints. (Don't
forget your genitals..)
When you jump various parts of you body are whipped away by the
pianowire nooses, and your bits are held up by the ropes swaying
in the breeze. If you to this right you should end up with just
your torso hanging by it's neck above the sea, highway, ground.
Do it with friends, and call it art.
36. BEING EATEN ALIVE
Time:
depends, but probably a couple of minutes
Available:
zoo, or live in Africa/wherever
Certainty:
not brilliant.. what if they're not hungry and don't finish?
Notes:
basically, find one or more hungry carnivores... tigers are nice.
Also, sharks, lions, any of the big cats..
37. BEING BURNED UP IN UNPROTECTED RE-ENTRY (silly)
Time:
probably a few minutes
Available:
if you happen to be able to get into orbit
Certainty:
about as certain as you can get!
Notes:
Just go for a spacewalk in a low earth orbit, and decelerate
enough to enter the atmosphere. You'll get a great view...
38. ACQUIRED IMMUNE DEFICIENCY SYNDROME (AIDS)
Time:
Incubation period 1 to 10 years, death within 2 years of
diagnosis of AIDS, Can have HIV for years/decades
Dosage:
Just one intimate contact with an Infected person of any gender
Available:
Available to all for free
Certainty:
99.9% certainty AFTER infected
Notes:
[2]:
This is not painfree. This method may cost you alot of money if
you allow others to get you medical attention. It may a little
difficult to get infected as people who know they have it may not
comply with your request. Could be great fun attempting to get
infected depending upon your attitude (remember -any gender - you
don't have to limit yourself - you're going to die, you might as
well try it ;). Should be quite devasting to your family & close
friends. You also get the satisfaction of leaving behind a
virtual unrecognizable-as-you body ! This also gives you the
prime opportunity to point your finger at your dentist and say he
did it for all the times you have suffered in their chair. Happy
dying !
Calle: May not be so certain any more. Ten years may well be long
enough for someone to develop a cure. Silly, IMHO.
39. AUTO-DECAPITATION BY CAR (added by Calle)
Time:
Real quick
Available:
You need access to a car and a rope
Certainty:
I wouldn't trust it
Notes:
Comes from alt.suicide.holiday. Basic idea is to tie one end of
the rope around your neck, tie the other end to a real solid
object, get into the car and accelerate away as fast as the car
can manage. When you reach the end of the rope, your head gets
torn off. Be sure to use enough rope and fasten your seat belt.
A posting to a.s.h. in July 1993 says that someone in Washinton
State, USA actually used this method to commit suicide, so it
can't be that bad. The posting said that 25 feet of rope were
used (about 7.5 meters), which does sound a bit short. Perhaps he
had a real awesome car.
40. DEATH BY PAINTING YOUR BODY (very silly, and wrong)
Dosage :
Less than 1 can of paint depending on your body type
Time :
? Probably less than 8 hours
Availability :
Very available ! You have a choice of greasepaint or House paint.
You need a type of paint that will not allow your pores to breath
in order to be successful at this. You also have a smashing
selection of colors you can choose to die in ! Nile Green ? Blood
Red ? Basic Black ? Or any combo you desire.. If you couldn't
decide before what to wear to die in, this method will cause you
considerable angst.
Certainty :
This is a sure method, provided you have a paint that will block
your pores from breathing. Don't forget the bottom of your feet.
You must paint every last bit of available skin. If your pores
can breathe, you won't die.
Notes :
I read this in some theater journal 5 or so years ago, saying
when you you do full body makeup, you must insure that parts of
the body are left naked to breathe or the actor will die. Usually
for full body makeup, they leave the bottoms of feet, and some
patterns on the body, like lines so the actor doesn't suffocate.
Calle: This is an *extremely* silly one. It was in the "not yet
edited" portion of Mike's file, and I think it is quite straight
from an a.s.h. posting.
This method does not work. As you can check in most any book on
human anatomy, the skin does not breathe. The only places in your
body which absorbs oxygen are the lungs and the corneas, and the
corneas only feed themselves.
You might get ill or even die if you use poisonous paint, though.
41. NITROUS OXIDE (N20, Laughing Gas)
Dosage :
Several Liters uncompressed
Time :
unconscious in about 5 min, death 10 -> 15 min
Availability :
Dentists supply would be good, any other technical-gases
supplier, cream charges (drugstore or something like that)
Certainty :
reasonable
Notes :
combination with marijuana recommended absolutely painless
method! N2O is normally used as an analgesic, but may also be
"mis"used as a drug (to get "high") or to "off" yourself. It may
be purchased at a technical-gases supplier (if they ask for the
purpose: tell them you need it for car-tuning (laughing-gas
injection (no joke!))).
I asked for it at a German gas-supplier (Messer-Griesheim) and
they told me that the smallest gas-bottle is about 8kg N2O (which
is equal to 4m^3). It would cost about 156,- DM per 8 kg (about
15$ per 1kg, prices may differ). Recommended for more comfort:
ask them about a pressure reducer (better control of gas-flow).
For best results, take someting like a breathing-mask (anything
similar will do) to make sure to still inhale the gas after
becoming unconscious. You may start with a small N2O
concentration (simply lift the mask a little so you get fresh air
with the N2O) and increase it until you breathe pure N2O. By the
way: N2O tastes sweet (but no calories I suppose :)
When 20mg N2O are solved in your blood (after about 10 breaths),
the effect sets in. If you inhale the gas long enough, so that
about 60mg N2O are solved in the blood, you will fade without the
slightest pain from life to death.
60eam charges every time....! You may achieve this by filling the
contents of the cream charges into a balloon (a big one!) and
inhale and exhale into the balloon. The only problem is, that you
get difficulties holding the balloon properly to your mouth after
you inhaled some times!
Part of this information taken from:
"Suicide, Mode d'Emploi" Claude Guillon, Yves Le Bonniec
(pages 176/177 in the German edition)
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Answers to Frequently Asked Questions
The only thing I can remember that has been asked for multiple times,
besides the File itself, are the lyrics for "Suicide Is Painless" (the
theme from M*A*S*H). Here it is:
"Suicide is Painless"
Words by Mike Altman
Music by Johnny Mandel
Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see that
Chorus: Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
All our little joys relate
Without that ever-present hate
But now I know that it's too late, and
(chorus)
The game of life is hard to play
I'm going to lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
And this is all I have to say, that
(chorus)
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give a seat
For that's the only painless feat, cause
(chorus)
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger - watch it grin
(chorus)
A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be?
And I replied, "Oh why ask me?", cause
(chorus)
And you can do the same thing if you please.
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Notes by Calle
At the end of Mike's file there were an entry for Nitrous Oxide. I have
removed it, as there already is one. There were also a mail were someone
recommended military nerve toxins. They might not be as certain as the
originator thought, as current military thinking is that one griveously
wounded man is worth many dead ones in decreasing the enemy's fighting
capacity. That means that modern nerve gasses well might leave you
paralyzed for life, but still living. Anyway, if you can get military
stuff, why not use a rifle or a few kilos of explosive?
Mike's sig were also at the bottom of the File. It follows here, for
historic reasons:
Mail: 176 Hampstead Rd EMail:
[email protected]
Benwell Direct SMTP Mail, Talk,
Newcastle upon Tyne, NE4 8TP and Finger:
[email protected]
Unfortunately, the mail address doesn't work any more.
Well, that's all. Comments are very welcome.
--
Calle Dybedahl,Torpareg. 94, S-583 31 Linkoeping,SWEDEN |
[email protected]
"I think quotes are very dangerous things." -KaTe Bush
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