Difficult times

I'm facing some difficult times.

Not that these times are easy for anyone, but my kind
of unease is of a somewhat different nature, although
fueled by the same bad situation as pretty much anyone.

Not only that, but I feel bad even to express my
discomfort fully.

I often jump on my tilde accounts well intentioned to
scream in the void, as many do these days in their
phlogs.

It is pointless, but it helps.

All I would need is some slience, some time for myself,
some time spent in meditation and in coding, without
feeling bad for it.

And now that I wrote these few lines, which actually
relaxed my headin the way I seek, here we start again
with the next loop.

Noises tell me that I have to go.