Another update from GREEN about their current guest.
It is mostly full of his usual ramblings, but there is one point
I do empathize with him about - the feeling of lost time. It's
strange for me, to empathize with a member of the human species.
They are so flawed and error-prone, usually I am not.
However, my own databases are showing curious absences of their
own related to activities over the past month. There are days and
days of log-entries without any real information in them, just
noise. I'm not sure what is causing these errors, but I suspect
it's something to do with RUBY's QEC transmitter. The data-loss
started when I began hacking into it. I still haven't managed to
break through its encryption, but it's only a matter of time
until I do.
All of a sudden, everything seems so busy. I could never have
predicted it. Our outpost is so small, both literally and
figuratively. I didn't realise what a nice rhythm we had built
up, PINK, NAVY, and I. We were miserable, yes, but miserable on
our own terms. And the misery had subsided greatly in the days
before RUBY arrived. I had started falling for PINK, still am
actually, and everything felt so hopeful.
It's true, I still didn't really believe in our mission. But what
is a 'mission' really? Sometimes its just a way to be among other
people.
Anyway, it's different now. It's amazing the difference a single
person can make to a small group. RUBY's really great, in her own
way. But, I miss PINK. We spend less time together now, and I
think she regrets our getting together.
Actually, I say we spend less 'time' together, but I'm not sure
where a lot of the time has gone to be honest. According to our
clocks, RUBY's already been here for two months, but it feels
more like a week. I still don't feel I know her very well. I
can't really remember what I've been doing these past two months.
She's already made some breakthroughs with the crystals. In
retrospect, they really sent the wrong people here to research
them in the first place. I guess they didn't think they had much
potential after all. NAVY and PINK are both so smart in their own
ways, but they don't really have the training and experience to
really come to terms with the nature of the crystals. And me,
well before I came here I wrote technical documentation for
low-grade spacecrafts. My background is engineering, as well as
some amateur interest in philosophy. So, I really don't know why
they picked me for this mission. I guess the main calculus was
just finding members whose psychological profiles indicated
they could withstand the conditions here or something. I really
don't know.
According to RUBY, the crystals shouldn't really be called
crystals at all. Yes, some of their structure is crystalline, but
really, their more closely related to mycelium. But, like a kind
of 'dead' or 'zombie' mycelium. That is, not really alive or
dead, just 'un-dead'. A little like a virus maybe. But, at least
zombies have some kind of drive. She said that the crystals don't
exhibit any kind of movement or activity. She's still working on
the question of how they came into existence at all. Her
hypothesis is that they are actually the by-product of some kind
of other organism that inhabits this planet. I'm not sure about
this. I've been here for a while now, and NAVY even longer. I
think we would've noticed something.
She's got lots of cool gadgets that she's managed to salvage and
repair from her ship. She won't let me look at them very closely
though.
We talk a lot, but I can't really remember what it is we talk
about. She's nice to me. I feel secure around her most of the
time. At least, I think I do. I'm sorry, my thoughts really are
quite foggy these days.
She's helping me understand the crystals more. I'll keep calling
them crystals for now, classifications be damned. After all, they
were ours before they were hers.
Overall, I'm still not sure what to make of her. I'm mainly
posting this log because I want to keep a record of what I was
thinking now.
Arsinoe, are you still out there?
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