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Stardate: 20210720.1836 | |
Location: kitchen table | |
Input Device: dell 7202 (whonix vm) | |
Audio: Son watching Cowboy Bebop on his phone. | |
Visual: Kitchen dimly illuminated by setting sun. | |
Emotional: Discontent. | |
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On June 15th, COVID restrictions lessened in my area. We could go | |
out in public without masks if we were vaccinated; if not, you wear | |
a mask or stay home. People started to venture out more and started | |
doing activities again, like before the world moved on. | |
On July 17th @ 11:59, we had to go back to wearing masks when indoors | |
in public. Some people were not so happy about that. Me, I just | |
comply and not make it an issue. I would rather have the lesser | |
restrictions, but if we have to mask up again, so be it. | |
I'm not really sure what will be next and I keep hearing people | |
spectulate or even start with their tin-foil hat ideas, but I am not | |
really so interested. I will listen to them, but I don't have much | |
to say about it. I think that I am at a point now where I am just | |
tired of all of this uncertainty, where I don't really feel like | |
committing to much of anything because things will change again. | |
I am also tired of having to second-guess whatever information I | |
receive. I guess I could call this "uncertainty fatigue." I don't | |
like being in this state because it does not really inspire me to do | |
much besides "keep on keeping on" and "waiting and seeing." I've | |
been waiting and seeing for the past 1.5+ years and will probably | |
continue until further notice, when the world moves on again. | |
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