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Stardate: 20210311.0111 | |
Location: The Lab | |
Input Device: daimos (Asus X200CA) | |
Audio: Equpiment fan, ticking Dali clock | |
Visual: vim in terminal, large terminal clock in separate window. | |
Emotional: Tired, anxious, mortal. | |
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My son turned 17 recently. The event has me thinking about where I | |
was at 17. I was not in a good place. I should have been dead. | |
People have told me that in the past and they did not know my past. | |
For whatever reason, I am still here, living on borrowed time. Maybe | |
it is so he and his sister can be here. | |
Since I was 17, I am occassionally reminded of the events and | |
circumstances that had happened and how fortunate I am to still be | |
here walking this earth. Each day since 17 has been precious, even | |
when it totally sux0rz. I cannot lose sight of that. It's a good | |
day to be alive! | |
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