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Stardate: 20200320.2241 | |
Location: Living Room | |
Input Device: AlphaSmart dana.wireless | |
Software: AlphaWord | |
Audio: The Robotanists - Shapes and Variations album | |
Visual: Musical Instruments | |
Emotional State: Tired, discontent. | |
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It's Friday nite. I have been working all week from home. I feel a | |
bit burnt and I am secondary on call. On top of that, we have this | |
whole COVID-19 thing going on. I don't really want to go into that, | |
but all that stuff just seems to make things more challenging. | |
I wanted to do something aside from thinking about work or the stuff | |
that is going on, but I don't really feel like doing much of anything | |
this evening. It has been like that at the end of each work day at | |
home over the past week. I think I use up all of my mojo being | |
focussed with work. During work, I set aside my temptations to | |
focus on other distrations to after work but when I get there, I am | |
not inspired. | |
Like this entry, for instance. I have been wanting to post something | |
for awhile, but I end up with half-started entries or no mental | |
bandwidth to write anything. Well, I have an entry here that I will | |
post. | |
Lately, I have just been spending more time at home with the fam. We | |
have been eating together more often and spending more time talking | |
to each other than we usually do. It has been a nice bonding | |
experience. Of course, the subject of COVID-19 comes up and we | |
discuss. I feel bad for my wife since she seems to express the most | |
anxiety about this. I try to be supportive and listen. I think | |
that's what she probably needs the most right now. | |
For me, I'm not too much into worrying, especially if there is | |
nothing I can take action on. And if there is something I can do | |
about it, I try to do something about it. Right now, my best action | |
is to keep my family safe and offer my prayers where I can. This | |
situation is not permanent. | |
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