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2017-08-02 / \/ \/ / \
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Ain't got much to write about lately, I'm / _/ / /
in a pretty bogus funk. A combination of \_______/_\___/____/\___/____/_
depression, restlessness and SAD. Work / \/ \/ / \
continues to drain my life also but that's / _/ /_ _/
why they pay me to be here, I suppose? /- / _/ /
\________/\________/\___/____/
Usually I can fire this up and just start
typing and something will come but it doesn't seem to be working lately.
Yesterday was an especially bad day but Danielle surprised me with some
donuts and decorations and flowers and lots of nice things so that helped a
lot, she really is the best and I'm super lucky to have her.
Sunday I had a minor meltdown while out because of some company's poorly
thought out stunt about whatever. I get genuinely offended when corporations
try to speak for me, even if I agree with what they're saying, and when they
try to speak to me "person" to person. Mostly though I just got frustrated at
myself that I slipped up, I didn't recognise what was happening and walk away.
I really, actively try to avoid bullshit but so many people these days seem to
wear their bullshit on their sleeves. They revel and roll in it and
shamelessly try to drag you into their mess.
It sounds petty to grumble about it, I know, but the mechanism just really
gets under my skin. Advertising is poison to me and I don't care if you're
advertising the key to world peace or if you're advertising white supremacy,
both fuck me off in equal measure.
Anyway, I forget where I was going with this. Fuck it. End.
