2021-01-23 - Going around again
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So, yeah,  I didn't hold to  my attempt to keep  writing here. That
shouldn't be a huge surprise in the face of *\<waves hands at state
of planet\>*.

Nonetheless,  I  haven't  forgotten   about  the  world,  and  smol
internet, and don't intend to give up.

What has changed in the world  is that... I've gone back to school,
well,  college I  guess. Last  week, after  one last  delay die  to
Covid, I  finally started  my course -  a postgraduate  in software
development.  This has  proven to  be the  spur I  needed to  start
writing here again.

This is an entirely on-line only course, with no in-person element,
and its  part-time, so a  few evenings a  week. Its the  first time
I've undertaken a formal course  in this area, I've done tangential
things before, and have always had computers as a hobby, so...

I'm nervous  as all hell about  it, to be frank.  Imposter syndrome
running madly  in my  veins, unable  to believe  that I  earned the
position  on  the  course,  waiting  for  someone  to  send  me  an
apologetic email telling  me that they made a mistake.  So, far, so
usual.

The   initial  lectures   were   fine,   very  introductory,   just
familiarisation  with the  course  pedagogy  and expectations.  The
introduction to Object Oriented Programming course is using Java as
the language of choice, and so  I've broken a lifetime of habit and
installed the  Ecplipse IDE and  Oracle's SDK (as opposed  to using
vim and the openJDK).

I was, however, delighted to  find the tutor recommended a Creative
Commons Licenced programming book, which  he provided in .pdf form,
which wasn't great on my tablet.  Happily, thanks to the wonders of
CC, I was able to obtain the .tex source and create an .epub. There
followed the usual anxiety dance when I debated whether to make the
epub available to my classmates, would  it be a dick-move &c. My SO
told me to just  upload the damn thing, and I  received a few thank
yous, so all is well.

I'm hoping to continue this adventure  here, where I can express my
feels. I  guess its like being  in college as a  Mature Student and
needing to vent to people I've known along the way, except covid.

That's all I  have for now, thanks for reading,  please continue to
be excellent.