2019-10-26 - Landers and Blasters
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On something of a whim, I downloaded MAME today, for the first time
ever. To be strictly accurate, I downloaded OpenEmu, which has MAME
in it, but I think that's kinda pedantry.

Faced, as a result, with the  riches of practically every game ever
made for every historic games system, I ended up playing...

Zaxxon & Lunar Lander. The games I played as a kid.

To be fair  though, there's a little  bit of a history  there as to
*why* I ended up playing those games as a kid and as a teen, and it
all comes down to economics.

Lunar Lander,  for instance, came out  in 1979, and I  was ten, but
the country I grew up in  had a complete economic collapse in 1980,
and  they replaced  the  currency entirely  with a  new  one, at  a
rate  of  10:1.  This  meant  that  the  spanking  new  machine  in
the  now-bankrupt arcade  wanted  coins that  were  no longer  even
available. So  the machine  found its way  to our  clubhouse, along
with a huge pile of old coins.

As a consequence,  I played the shit out of  that game. Unlike kids
in other less fortunate (and  non-bankrupt) countries, I could just
keep feeding in coins without consequence, meaning i could play the
game for *hours*.

Five  years later,  the whole  thing repeated  anew after  the next
economic collapse, except  this time the new  currency replaced the
old at a  rate of 1000:1! The  new arcade went just as  bust as the
old one, and we got a whole feast of new machines - Dig Dug, Galaga
and  Zaxxon -  and  another  giant bucket  full  of now  completely
worthless coins.

Zaxxon  was like  nothing  I'd  ever seen  before,  a 3D  isometric
scrolling plane-bomber arcade  machine that stole my  mind. Being a
bit older,  and having more interesting  things to do, I  never did
get into  it in the  same way  as I did  Lunar Lander, but  I still
played the  shit out  of it.  I remember being  on holiday  with my
family a year  later and leaving the Zaxxon  machine decorated with
my name on every one of the HiScore slots.

So here I am, many, many years later,  and all I want to do is play
these old games again.

I guess  there's some  sort of synchronicity  here, I  played those
games as the world I knew  essentially burned itself out around me.
They're a sort  of refuge, a "safe space" that  I know and love(d).
With  everthing  that's  going  on  today,  the  rise  of  fascism,
populism, the endless  cycle of hatred spewing  from some dead-eyed
american billionaires  advertising agency, I  think we all  need to
find this sort of safe space.

You won't find that space on the  web, all you'll find is a guy who
wants to sell  you this bridge, or, more likely,  sell you *to* the
bridge.  So I  try to  find  it in  these  games, and  here in  the
gopherlands.

I  would like  to  try  more games  from  the thousands  available,
though. To give a quick summary I am:

- 50 years old
- with kids (4)
- who didn't really play  games in the 90s, 00s
- except civ and tomb raider

I would  love to play the  *essential* games from that  era, I just
don't know where to start. If you have ideas for the paths I should
follow, please, let me  know, either by a post or  by email. I want
to be all that I can be,  and not just repeating the mistakes of my
youth.

Anyway, keep on keeping on. Love to all.