2019-06-14 - Errant Thinkitrons
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Kind of disappointed that its now been over two weeks since my last
phlog  post.  Then  again,  anyone who's  read  that  can  probably
understand why.

I'm  not  particularly good  at  sharing  my private  thoughts  and
experience in a  public fashion, caution born  of bitter experience
and an overall distrust of the online world in general. I will try,
though.

My life, as of this writing, consists of four daily phases. Phase 1
I drop  the small  boys to  school, and then  work for  five hours,
trying to keep half an eye on elder boy. Phase 2 I collect the TSBs
[^1], supervise their homework, maybe try to play a board game with
them. Phase 3  I relieve my wife  in the hospital, and  sit with my
daughter for  a few hours.  Phase 4  starts around 21:00,  which is
when I leave the hospital, come  home, we eat, fall asleep in front
of the TV,  and then go to  bed, ready to relive  the whole pattern
again in the morning.

It's like  my life  in suspension,  trapped in  amber, so  a longer
thoughtful post seems  beyond me at this stage.  I've received some
support from  some people in my  computer - people I've  never met,
or,  in  a few  instances,  met  once  at  a Discworld  event  some
mumblemumble years ago.

Gopher,  and the  Gopherverse, is  a pleasure  to read  these days.
People writing  about their  normal lives,  and concerns,  and just
shooting the breeze. I don't intend to post a screed about anything
that's going on, but I do have some thoughts.

I think  I'll try  to write  more things  tomorrow. Right  now it's
Friday night, my TSBs are  happily enbedded, eldest is Simming, and
wife  and I  are having  a beer.  Daughter is  in the  care of  her
medical  team. Not  all is  right  with the  world, not  by a  long
stretch, but at least she is in good hands. And I have a beer.

[^1]: Two Small Boys